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Wednesday, October 28, 2009

8:31 PM

-28th October 2009-

October has flew fast, now approaching the end of October. Was it a good thing? November is when my lull starts. Pocket would be so empty. EMPTY... So many things happened recently. Was trying so hard to let go something that I should have let go long long ago. I believe things are fated and planned by god. Yesterday I experienced a great coincidence... Supposed to attend IPSC from today till the 4th, but was last minute cancelled. Last evening took some time and a great great effort to go to ssdc to apply for enrolment. Was very lazy but finally.. enrolled. thanks Chong Yang for accompanying me. My understudy. haas. Anyways that's not the point. LOL. Just nice that there are lessons on the 2nd to 4th. Fitted to my schedule so nicely because the IPSC cancelled. Met Yong Gao on my way to ssdc. What's the chance of meeting a friend around there at the time? He's the one I very long never see... damn long... Went AMK for dinner at the 7-24 hawker centre. Guess what, saw Suyi. She sat quite far away but was like just in front of me. She didn't see me and I didn't say hi. She went off earlier than me. Was like... nevermind never say hi since she never see me. After dinner, went ntuc at AMK hub. So coincedent when I exit, she came in and we met. The day was full of coincidence. FATE

Every tough times is a learning experience that is pre-destined to make one stronger.
Learn and Grow.

Regards,
3SG YEO KELVIN =)
MTW

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

5:47 PM

Just had my birthday 2 days back on the 11Oct. Quite a nice weekend I had. On the 10th in the morning went to cousin house there with shu to reece the route there in case my friends lost their way( which they did). anyways not the big thing. haas...Still can remember on the 9th, I took the train home, coincidentally the cabin number is 1110..my birthdate. Ok, back to the 10th... went to IMM for lunch at MOS burger. Walked around the Mall then waited for shu's mum to come before I make my leave. Just nice when we are about to leave... met ad and her mum... soooo.. coincidental. I walked the wrong way out in the end boarded the shutter bus to jurong east interchange( was intended to walk back). When I got down the bus walking to the MRT, suddenly someone massaged my shoulder, hmm.. squeeze my shoulder. I jumped! LOL. turned back and saw my poly juniors. Really is "junior" cause only know them when in FO camp, my last FO in SP. The 1 who squeezed my shoulder say my shoulder feels the same...LOL.. I don't change my shoulder! anyways long story about that( FO stuff XD). 3 of them 1 know and 1 I never knew. Chatted to them quite a little when on my way home. Changed and then went out meet kenneth they all to celebrate. A lot people late lors... went sushi tei at TAKA for dinner then went Changing Appetites at MS for the desert. Saw quite a number of my friends in Orchard and City Hall. Had a really nice night with a lot of nice food.

11Oct, morning my mum made me 鸡蛋面线. Afternoon went to cousin house prepare my party stuff. Had a fun night. A lot of my friends did not make it in time cause they lost their way. Shu and Ad came 1st followed by my poly friends. Haas.. Played bingo. Had fun that night.

12Oct woke up.. feeling sick.. Sianz...13Oct.. also... took 2 days OFF, in the end stayed home and sleep. Tomorrow going back camp le.. haiz..

Wednesday, October 07, 2009

7:36 PM

-7th October 2009-

4 more days counting down to my birthday. Rather worried about how the day will turn out. Afraid that many of my friends cannot make it that evening. They gotta BOOK IN. haiz.... Now gotten a little time to blog in office. Everyone's gone, stayed back to use the internet for awhile. Busy Busy day today. Wrote 2 statements. One is for a screw that is broken and stuck in a equipment for so damn long ago and the other is for one of my warrant's calculator to send for repair. Today my office stuff seems like keep going missing. Flipping the office upside down since morning. Food in my camp is getting much better than before. Gained back the confidence to indent my meals in camp. There was a period of time when the food really CMI. lols. I'm taking over ADMIN SPEC for this current course. WOW.. heng for the next course I got replacement. My platform short of instructor so hahas.. don't have to do so long. Was previously planned from this course till feb. Life's have been chaotic but things are getting better as I have strong faith in YOU. YOU gave me strength to believe I can make things happen, things will go well when i believe. :)

Unfailing LOVE.

To my friends who is going to join this BIG BIG family call THE ARMY.... GOOD LUCK... it isn't that bad. Take it as a chalet at the offshore island for 2 months. With free food, free lodging, several wonderful excursions to the well grown theme park with exciting upslopes and down slopes. Don't need to worry about the tour there because you will get a very "caring" tour guide for every room. The hotel suite can accommodate 13 men some with seaview and some is just next to the nature reserves. isn't this fantastic?Meal time you will be served by 5 to 6 chiobus and yandaos... cool rite? but still you have to queue up.

BROs.. take care yo!

Sunday, September 27, 2009

3:59 PM

jus did my alternate blog, the link is on the right "the other me"

do comment.. haas..:)

Sunday, September 20, 2009

4:30 PM

-20th September 2009-

Last night went for Shuhui's last dance performance at the Victoria Concert Hall. The theatre was filled, packed. Only Jordan, Jeremy, samuel, Shenyi and me went, other than Shuhui's 2 other friends. After the performance we headed to chinatown for porridge at 11pm. Everyone were hungry. Slept rather late and woke up kind of early this morning. Went to airport to see Shuhui off. Had breakfast together and took some pictures with her camera. Though we are not that very close, we went through our poly life together. Now that she's leaving(left) for bali, quite sad. Held my sadness, but my day was kind of emo. Wish her well over there...

那一天知道你要走
我們一句話也沒有說
當午夜的鐘聲敲痛離別的心門
卻打不開我深深的沈默
那一天送你送到最後
我們一句話也沒有留
當擁擠的月台擠痛送別的人們
卻擠不掉我深深的離愁
我知道你有千言你有
萬語卻不肯說出口
你知道我好擔心我好
難過卻不敢說出口
當你背上行囊卸下那份榮耀
我只能讓眼淚留在心底
面帶著微微笑用力的揮揮手
祝你一路順風
當你踏上月台從此一個人走
我只能深深的祝福你
深深的祝福你最親愛的朋友
祝你一路順風

life have to go on. take good care, my friend.

Thursday, September 17, 2009

8:06 PM

-17th September 2009-

In life, there are times when you are uncertain about things. Stay focus. When you feel unbalanced, hold on to yourself and stay calm, think it through. Take a step back and plan, then move on.

We must be the change we wish to see in the world.(quoted from Gandhi)

Some games is like life, also resemblance the path of learning. Whatever ahead might not be always foreseen, every step, every move one takes has to be clear and mindful. Learn from mistakes, pick up yourself and move forward. Many a times you have to make your own decisions. What others can give you are just advices or guidance. When you are new, it's advice to trust and follow.

Be active and passive. Look at the past, focus on the present and foresee the future. Follow procedures at times but do open to options.

MOTIVATION is the activation or energisation of goal-oriented behavior. Motivation may be internal or external. So do motivate each other and motivate yourself. eg. ( 加油！加油！) haas!

Quote of the post:
The mind determines what's possible, the heart surpasses it.
-Pilar Coolinta-

All my friends( you know who you are), Thank you for being there for me. (:

Sunday, September 13, 2009

5:28 PM

-13th September 2009-

Loyalty

Trust, Believe, Follow

Responsibility

tested relationships, tested friendships

have you tested me enough throughout these years. Your place within me will always be the same and will always be.

Monday, September 07, 2009

8:09 PM

-7th September 2009-

Today had a very low day... No mood to even continue writing. Worst leave I've taken. Kinda waste... Hope my day tomorrow will be brighter... But guess won't be much more cheerful.

Saturday, August 29, 2009

9:15 AM

-29th August 2009-

Life's full of ups and down this passed week.
For every mistake I made, I'll take the responsibility, but sometime really wonder what's others will do. Wondered why he who noticed the problem didn't remedy on the spot? He who took over shouldn't he suppose to solve the mistake I made to prevent anymore from happening? Why he is put in-charged when he only know how to make people responsible and not take the responsibility to make it right? Sometime really can't stand such brainless and not responsible people. NATOs.

He's not the worst, but he's ranked 2nd. The worst one doesn't even show up in office, but when he appears, he pissed everyone off, super NATO.

Monday, August 17, 2009

8:22 PM

-17th August 2009-

Yesterday midnight finally back home. Has been in Thailand for the past 15 days. Missed home, and now I'm back=D

Wrote down some comments on my ipod touch...(Edited)

Day 1 (010809)
Today is the first day in Thailand. Everything so far is still fine. The weather here is very hot and make me wanna drink water. Bathroom is so much different from those I've been before. Had a parade at the parade square too. Went to the canteen and made a bag tag for myself and 1 for HY. Hax. Looking forward to a wonderful thai massage(never come true).

Day 2 (020809)
Last night slept well. Dreamt of ***. Some kind of dream that is leaving... somewhat like the drama. LOL. Had morning run and a fire drill practice. Overstrained my left knee. Old injury sustained from sispec. Painful. Hope tomorrow will recover. Settle stored all day. Maintained mortar. Moving tomorrow out at 12.30.

Day 3 (030809)
Woke up at 5am went to collect ammo. 12.30pm set off to new camp. KM camp. The trip took 2 hours. After that went to deployment ground which took another 1hour. We bought a lot of drinks. LOL. Had some field cooking. Quite a relaxing day, just that today get to know the bad news. We are going to shoot the new ilum bomb...we haven't try out before worse thing is that we are firing on a light mortar. This makes us the 1st batch of NSF to fire the new ilum.

Day 4 (040809)
Last night never sleep well. Hammock wasn't that nice to sleep in. Maybe I'm just not used to it. Maybe I tied it too low. Fired the new illum for the first time. Luckily everything turned out fine. Just that there's this f*** up encik from WTW around. Gave some very dumb comments and act like he know what's going on but apparently he got his facts all wrong. Damn irritating. Everyone can't wait for him to leave. Now I can declare that I've fired almost all 3 platform. Tonight sleeping alone, the 4 cadets including YZ have to do sentry for the night. This time tied the hammock well, hope will have a good night sleep... Wanna tell *** good night.

Day 5 (050809)
Today not firing. Morning maintained mortar, then slack:) Had lots and lots of food today. Dinner had SFI food and sunit(RTA laision) gave us a packet of his food, Char siew rice, a bbq catfish that he caught and a big kunning. After dinner he gave us another catfish and a packet of tom yum soup, a pack of chicken and 4 packets of rice. We gave him fruits and he gave us so much food. The food was great. An enjoyable day. ><

to be continued...

Day 6 (060809)
Today had a very short firing cause there's some screw ups with the other factors. Waited until wanna sleep. Had an unforgetable bathing experience ever. After firing about 11, we went to bathe at the "car water"(water truck). The wind is super cold. Freezing. Shivered like hell. Hax. Was fun though. lol. So wanna text JH a happy birthday tomorrow.

Day 7 (070809)
Whole day never really done anything much. Slacked whole day. At night the rest of the people went back to camp to rest and wash up but my friends and I didn't. Going back is very troublesome. The whole place is very empty and deserted after they left. Had a very fun and meaningful chat with or RTA laision and another RTA. Very enjoyable just that we are kinda sleepy le. smsed JH, hope she received my birthday greeting.

Day 8 (080809)
Had a freezing night. Rained heavily. Feets were cold. Glad my ipod got recharged. thanks to KW at the OP. Now got music. Afternoon nothing to do again, the drink lorry came with the uncle and his daughter in it. His little daughter made us all a friendship band each. So I took the lightstick strings and made them a band each too. Hax. Like cultural exchange. Night time, sunit caught a firefly. observed the bug up close. 1st time.

Day 9 (090809)
Last night smsed JH the happy birthday wish. She said was kinda bad. Hope today she'll be happy. Now raining again. Today fired a lot of bombs. Had shower in the dark. Then kana scratched by thorns. It hooked onto my skin. damn pain. texted mum and shu(never receive).

Day 10 (100809)
Last day out in the field. Finally. Just now chief of arty came down to look at how we doing. First time talking to him. Tomorrow going back to SYC. Exercise coming to an end.. yay!

Day 11 (110809)
This outfield having a series of dreams, seems to have some link and it's like telling me someting. Today back in SYC. Need settle some stores. Very soon will be the end of frame dinner follow by R n R. Missing so many people. tired. sleep soon.

Day 12 (120809)
Today RTA had soccer with our people. Practicaly that's the main event of the day. I had no appetite for my dinner. Was thinking about many many things especially .......(too long)....

to be continued....again

Friday, July 31, 2009

7:33 PM

-31st July 2009-

Later flying off for my 1st oversea exercise. Anxious yet reluctant. Anyways it's just 2 weeks. Took it as a 2 weeks outfield camp. lol. Hope the weather is not so terrible cause the weather forecast shows THUNDERSTORM packets for the whole 2 weeks!!!!! Hope there's no need to see the MO for any reason. Pray hard. Hope I didn't forget to bring any important thing there. I'll be back my friends.

(:

Monday, July 27, 2009

9:37 PM

-27th July 2009-

today had lunch with my poly buddies at orchard central. Lols. Was craving for the Japanese restaurant. They knew I was
interested in that restaurant. Went to eat at ootoya. The food was fantastic. The tea was great and I feel the service
is much better than others. Lols. The menu made me indecisive. Wanna eat everything.

refer to facebook for rest of pics :D

Saturday, July 18, 2009

7:07 PM

-18th July 2009-

Last night had a enjoyable night with my fellow clubmates. Has been a long long time since we went out to have a good good meal. Wore my cui3 smart 4 go. LOL. Didn't really planned to go, only remembered when I was out of camp. Went to tiong bahru Plaza to get a can of clear coat spray. After that, went to city hall meet them. It was really crowded there last evening. I feel so outstanding. Anyways doesn't matter. hahax. went over to kuishin-bo at suntec for dinner. Dinner was awesome. The crab... yum yum, the other stuff too are fantastic. This comes with $$ too.. hax. Took couple of photos with the rest though I couldn't really do special poses.. lol.

Attendance: Jordon, Keith, cherwei, Rui xiang, shu hui, Amanda, benny, Lawrence and ME.(:

Wonderful evening, wonderful dinner, and a batch of wonderful friends that I'll miss. Missed the times when we did all the camps and events together and the uncountable outings.

Saturday, July 11, 2009

1:29 PM

-11th July 2009-

Ups and downs through this week. Currently, its lowest of the week. Drowning in music, trying to drown myself. Telling myself I'll be fine. I will? Will I? I hope, I wish, I pray. This day have come after such long years. It's time for the end. It will be a new beginning. Let this river flow down my cheeks.. please... but it didn't... I'll be stronger and keep fighting. Now I'm trying to reach out my hand, guide me.

A WARRIOR will continue with his crusade... With pride I lead, I'll inspire.

Last evening went meet friends for dinner. Carried my big bag of army stuff along... sianz. Shifting to Kranji camp for 10 days for course. Won't be able to see this new batch of trainees pass out this coming wednesday. I know my direct trainees will be able to lead with pride and pass down the knowledge. My detachment always last to finish the training while the rest already went to take a break le. They always complain in the beginning but now, they understood. I see them grow. I know I'll be proud of them. I always tell them, my detachment will always be the best detachment. I make them do everything and reminded them on every single detail. They get more practises and I teach them with passion. For some, I scolded, guess they understood. Do the right thing at the right time.

When going home last night, met the trainee I taught the previous course. Surprised. Hax. I was the instructor for his reservice mortar commander course, he's the PC, LTA. Hmm.. luckily don't need to call his name last night cause I forgotten. hax. I love what I'm doing, I take reservice personnel, I learn from them too about the working life outside and get more experience. So far... my path in my specialisation... after pass out, 1st to be cross trained in both MTC and towed. The only 1 in my wing(NSF) both train, after my upper study ORDed. After conversion, took 46SAR opr course for a week then I gotten chicken pox. After recovery, took the 453SAR nsmen course and now finishing the new 5th MTC ASC course. Went for EX milo and support 24SA radar and my course's livefiring. August going for EX bk. Comparing to my colleagues, the other 2 friends who passed out as instructor like me, They only went to the radar and our course's livefiring. Heard EX bk, I'll be firing SP mortar. Means I'll be the only NSF in my wing to fire all 3 platform. :D

Recently, building stronger friendship with other specs in my institute. Especially this friend who is the first to borrow mess tin from me. The friendship started with a mess tin.. hax.. yup true. Somehow he gives me the nice feeling of being back in poly. He calls me the way my poly buddies call each other. His name is quite special, Favien. 1st of which I've heard of. He's a very nice guy, just like my other poly classmates! ^^. YZ now still in my wing, hope he'll be chosen to be instructor together with me too.

To all my friends... take good care(all). get well soon(james)

god bless.

I want to get w995!!!! counting down to my hp contract end.

Sunday, June 28, 2009

7:42 PM

-28th June 2009-

Has been some
time since I last posted something... Yesterday finally watched transformer, revenge of the fallen. The show was great. This time the sequel they added some humour. Quite unexpecting. Watched with my poly buddies. James, edwin wasn't free. Royston last min got things on, luckily ccl managed to come.. Hax. Saw quite a few of my trainees at jp. 1 of them, the ooc wanted to watch yesterday but he didn't get the tics. All sold out. Luckily we booked online. Heng ah!.. I bought a bottle of long island tea from the ntuc. Was so tempted to buy it everytime I visit the supermarket. Hmm... The taste was not bad and it kept me warm in the cinema.. LOL.. Jut that I don't really like the taste of volka. Was kinda moody yesterday. Had lunch at Thai express. At 3pm... Kinda late. I ordered tom yam soup with clear noodle. The clear soup. Jq ordered the red tom yam. Hax, still the clear one taste better. More spicy and sour. Fantastic.. Finish lunch about 4.30pm, dad called to ask me back home cause going out for dinner... Went sembawang there for dinner. Seafood dinner at 6!!! But dinner was great larx.. Haha. Today stayed home. Levelled my character in my mmorpg game. Tomorrow morning going back camp, start of mortar drills. Needa drink lots.

For those I cared about, take good care.

For all my friends, god bless.

Sunday, June 07, 2009

10:18 AM

-7th June 2009-

Just done with my ATP last thursday. Shooting can be a talent, luck or just simply practice. Only managed to get a pass. Friday was the first day took this new batch of trainee for training. Not as bad as it seems but there's more days to come. JC batch, quite troublesome, not stereotyping k but a lot of the JC guys are really not as good as the poly guys. Hope I don't have to f them. For this batch, I'm gonna be the bad guy. hax.

saw this nice pic on the net. cool..

saw this watch also.. damn nice!!

its a EVA W01 watch.. eh... the back is a figurine.

anyway, signing off...
missing some friends...

Friday, May 29, 2009

8:36 PM

-29 May 2009-

I'm now back home for a couple of hours. So feel like sleeping lerx but I can't. Later gotta go back camp. Tomorrow going for another live-firing to support the radars practice. Yesterday did guard duty till this morning. Didn't really sleep. Going back soon... haiz... can't wait for sunday man.. hax.

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

7:14 PM

-26th May 2009-

Have you thought of buying pink dolphin at the saf canteen? How often do you find them selling? This is why saf personnels don't really get pink dolphin.

"get charged"!!
yesterday cleaned my scissors.

Monday, May 25, 2009

9:54 AM

don't know why am i getting all the cold shoulders recently. Especially by those I considered as god friends. Seems like I'm going to stand alone like a last warrior on a battlefield?hmm...

Friday, May 22, 2009

4:57 PM

-22th May 2009-

Today is Friday, the end of the week. Last night came back from our 453 summex. On Monday the new ASCs are coming. Guess I taking off on Monday. Recently upset about how selfish are some people. Maybe it takes time to see clearly what kind of friends you are with. Something happened today made me change my mind about someone. My impression about this someone wasn't so nice till yesterday. He asked me how I feel about him and what can he improve on. Ok, to be frank, he's the Course SM for the 453. He's new so I told him many things like he got many things to learn and more things to be aware of, cause he is new. This morning he also treated all of us to breakfast at the canteen.

Now I'm left in the office. The rest already went off for early release. I stayed back to help my friend. Everytime it seems like I'm the only one offering all the help to my friends. The rest immediately ran off when ER was given. Seems like there's much more things not settled yet and Monday is the in-pro already!!! disappointed. during the 453, 4 of posted out friends were attached back to help out. Because they are attached to us, the can't really do many things, not even able to sign out the keys for the armskote. And... I'm still the only one willing to wake up go draw for them and accompany them. Everyday the NSmen thought I'm the duty instructor!!! But, there's always a good side to it, they are called back for reservice, somehow I get to interact with them more and yup, learnt alot from them :) Was kinda enjoyable when I'm with the NSmen. Whenever they have problem, they find me. Though sometime find it stressful, it's a very good learning experience and this also means they saw my pros.

This sat, jq asked me out. Maybe will ask the rest too.. would be enjoyable but feel like just staying at home. jiamin also asked me join them for the weekend, I rejected, wanna stay home. But then.... just see how.. lol. maybe meet jq and my poly buddies.

when it comes to tough times... people show their real colours... that's when you know who are your real friends.

Congrats to the best trainee and the best operator of 453 course. The pc and ammo loader I taught. :D proud of you guys! though you all older.. lol

smiles!^^

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

7:37 AM

-20th May 2009-

Has been some time since I last blogged. Now another short post. Sometime it hurts to see how selfish people are. Sometimes it takes time to see how " friend" is your friend. I wish I can have a better and more responsible people working around me. For my friends, do take good care.

smiles :D

Tuesday, May 05, 2009

6:39 PM

- 5th May 2009-

Today went bugis with hongyun. Hax. Again went to watch movie with only 1 good friend. Yesterday and today feels like Saturday and Sunday. LOL. Anyways we went the new shopping at bugis for movie. Watched x-men origins wolverine. A very nice show, to me I feel it's nice. It's pretty different from the conventional x-men 1 to 3. The cinema is filmgarde, same as the one in kallang entertainment centre. We bought a large popcorn combo. Just 10 bucks for 2 large drinks and a large popcorn. Wu hua sia.

The popcorn are nice, ok at least better than cathay and gv. But somehow I find the kallang 1 is better. Is more hot. After the show we went walk around and saw this nice costume in "otaku house". The salesgirl approached us to help us out the moment we went in and keep following us around though we said we just looking around.. hmm... wonder if she's stalkin us sia..

nice rite? should be from FF i think. Went to another concept show and bought something nice. Paid at the cashier then the cashier returned wrongly. Hax. Wonder was she trying to catch our attention. LOL.I think I think to much. Went to the washroom there. They have nice washroom. see....:)

from the washroom can see the bugis street. 1 big problem is the washroom so hidden.

can see the right is the lift and guess where the washroom?? I nearly went to the "3" there. hax. Also took couple of shots in the shoping center.

hax. Right after I took this picture, the security guard approached me and say can't take picture.. lol. eh just realised that. There's this small sigh right at the door saying no photography. kinda lame. anyways had a nice time out with hongyun, just that jiahui and jiamin not there today. haiz. Tonight going back to camp. Hope everything's fine when I go back.

smiles big big :D ( hahaha)

Monday, May 04, 2009

10:18 PM

-4th May 2009-

Today took my off-in-lieu. Burnt my saturday and sunday out in the sun. Exercise milo. It's the 'real' livefiring. Usually our livefiring uses about 140 for 4 dets... But this milo... Omg. 180 plus per det. The 1st time I say the ammo... Don't ever think that it would be possible to finish firing. Saturday night had thunderstorm. Zeus is like spamming lightning the whole night. And the commando mosquitoes raided everyone. Totally shagged out. Had sunburn and lots of bites. Woke up this morning with aches all over. Today went out meet shu. Chat and lunched. Shared a terrible bowl of chendol at tiong kopitiam. Really terrible the chendol. Guess won't eat chendol there again anymore. Hax.! When I back home, took a nap at 6. Guess im really tired. Woke up at 7.40 for dinner. Had headache. Thats for today. Kinda short day. Going to bed soon. Hope time will have a more fun day before I go back for work on wed

Friday, May 01, 2009

1:50 PM

for -30th April 2009-

last day of the month, the day of shit. Early in the morning realised there's so much stuf undone left for me to do. Things that should have been done few weeks back or the previous days. The day when I'm the only one from MTC left, the day when the world fell on me. luckily i survived... hope wont have some more shit left for me.

stress, headache, shit, encouragement, smile BIG BIG(thx)

today 1st May 2009
only have half the day, night time reporting back for tomorrows and sunday's milo. YZ going too. hax. guess I'll be more tired than him. hax.

Sunday, April 26, 2009

10:27 PM

tomorrow going back camp le. yay yong zheng posted to ai also. can night time go talk to him. hax. had a nice day. maybe other day then talk more. going sleep soon. :D for those concerns, don't worry. smiles!!

8:34 AM

-26th April 2009-

yesterday, the 25th of April. An enjoyable day out with some new friends and a old friend, not that old though. lol. anyways had fun. Went to bugis swensen for ice cream. Had earthquake and fondue. Hmm... to many, ice cream quite sinful, to me, it's ain't anything but yummy. Not chocolatety enough and the earthquake don't look that impact. maybe more people eating bax. Didn't take any picture myself, guess the rest took quite a lot of pictures. Maybe Imight upload some when I receive the pics. We played games. IG.. haiz. has been so long since I ply interactive games. but really had fun. We was kinda noisy there. quite pai seh and some customers complained about us. Knew that would be coming. Lost the game and did forfeit with jiahui and daniel. did a short banana dance. Luckily never follow the banana dance that hongyun suggest, or else would be more malu. hax. After the ice cream we went to expo for their church service. was the 2nd time Im there. No comments on what I think, but those who want to know I'll be fine to tell anyone. There's a part of it when they welcome newcomers and something.. don't know how to say... karmen and hongyun asked me whether I wanna go down. I'm glad they know when I tell them you know what will be my answer. hmm.. oh that's for karmen. for hongyun I told him maybe next time I tell you why. Dinner at about 9. very hungry. went home quarrelled with my mum. she dislikes me got for church thingy cause I'm a buddhist. Was kinda worried last night for the many reasons. Today morning turned out to be quite fine. Guess my mum do understand that I know my priority and I can control myself. So later.. I'm going to meet my poly friends. yay!!! miss them so much.

guess continue after im back in the afternoon.:)

Friday, April 24, 2009

6:13 PM

bored..

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

5:17 PM

-22th April 2009-

Almost completed here's 00 raiser

left the sword :D

now... completion

finally completed my new member. 00 raiser.

Monday, April 20, 2009

3:58 PM

-20th April 2009-

here's the progress on my gundam 00. nice :D

Sunday, April 19, 2009

10:28 AM

-19th April 2009-

Today Sunday. Early in the morning 6+ gotten a sms from my friend. Back finally. Didn't expect to be so early, but I'm glad. Read that Jiahui's laptop thingy, felt hurt for her laptop too. ouch. Had roti prata with nian gao for breakfast, kinda weird though but I still ate. After breakfast, I started to work on the form that my mum wants me to help her do. Dad just now went grandma's place and brought up this watch that my grandpa left. T.T miss my grandpa... feel like crying but didn't. AH GONG I MISS YOU!!!!! T.T.....

a precious watch that I will cherish.

just surfed the net and found this. I wanna get this macross frontier valkyrie model!!

COOL! but its $116 with promotion.

Saturday, April 18, 2009

7:17 PM

-18th April 2009-

here some pics on my colored 0- raiser

haiz... disappointed about my old airbrush. lousy 1... wanna buy a new 1 that is better. but feeling its kinda waste of money since I not doing modelling so often now.

missing my friends. Had gathering today but I cant go. MIss Miss them a lot. has been so long since I see my buddies T.T

missing 2 more friends who will be back tomorrow.

Thursday, April 16, 2009

10:22 PM

-16th April 2009-

Today is the forth day. Did not do anything much today. Was waiting for my bro to help me buy my paints. Hmm... he bought the paints buy never buy the thinner I needed to mix with the paint for airbrushing. haiz.. so in the end I did not get to do my colouring of my 0 raiser.

thats all.

wait for someone to be back. waiting

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

10:40 AM

-15th April 2009-

3rd day of mc. The pox on face seems to have subside a little. good sign? lol. working on 00raiser, here's the progress. very nice, can't wait to buy my paints. Guess the paints would cost more than the model again. hax.

cont with my modelling.
bon voyage for my 2 friends heading to ipoh today.

raiser unit, before colour. cool..hax.. going to dismantle for colouring soon... hee..:)

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

1:55 PM

-14th April 2009-

Today is tuesday, the 2nd day of being stuck home. Mum went work late, took half day off to take care of me. Made me guo tiao tang with minced meat for my lunch. Dinner I having porridge again. Took the morning to clean up my room a little. Hong Yun sms me today again. Was glad that there's some friends who care. ><. thanks a lot man! Yesterday Ray called me regarding my Guard duties. thanks YY for helping me da this. I'll do yours next month. Already missed 2 very good guard duty dates. Last month, have one on a Sat as G3... G3 lei... but haiz.. got live-firing on the next day so have to let others do. This month another G3 on a thurs somemore. Was so so lucky but end up I kana chicken pox. Am I unlucky or just coincedence? feature my destiny gundam. re-post

it's just a normal 1/100 destiny gundam with base coats. Simple and nice.

cont.... here's my new 1..:)

GN-0000+ GNR-010
00 raiser

Monday, April 13, 2009

12:07 PM

-13 April 2009-

Today is my 1st day staying home for my recovery. Body has been itching all night. The small red dots haven't stop growing and multiplying. Had lots of care from my friends. Thanks a lot my friends. My taste buds failing, feverish feeling. Yesterday practically slept the whole afternoon. Had porridge whole day. 2 weeks more of porridge to go. The spots on my body looks so terrible and those on my head isn't any better. Looks so like pimples but it ain't pimples.

C*****[sick]- don't know you are or not. Hoping you are ok. Don't wish you to be sick too. That goes to all my friends too. Especially those who I have been in contact with the past 2 weeks.

Take care everyone. May your god bless you and everyone else.

Sunday, April 12, 2009

11:15 AM

omg.... im down with chicken pox. should be happy to stay home but i ain't happy. Anyways, really appreciated to those who prayed for me last nite. Hope i'll be fine and hope i recover fast.

Sunday, April 05, 2009

10:37 AM

-5th April 2009-

Yesterday, 4th April, celebrated Shu's birthday. It was a quite a well-done birthday party. The turn out was pretty good and Shu was pretty as usual to me. Went over to her house about 1 in the afternoon. The sun was a killer, was sweating even when I was waiting for my 196. Brought 2 bags of decoration stuff over then went out for lunch with Shu and Ad. Went Great World for lunch and bought some sushi for the games later. While we were there, accompanied them in shopping for some assessories and clothes but never did buy anything. Back at Shu's place, the sky started to get gloomy. It's a norm this days, the rainy season. We headed to the function room early and began with the setting up the decorations. About 4 plus, Shu's classmate came. He helped out with the decorations. He's a nice guy, approachable and helpful... maybe cause he's the 1st to arrive? LOL. Everything was on schedule.5 plus, Shu and Ad went home to change. Shu's in her favourite colour. PINK. She wore the necklace I've gotten for her. She put make-up. For the 1st time I see her in make-up. Didn't really like the powder on her face, prefered to see her the natural her. The party started about 6 plus when the guests start to come in. The room began to get noisy. About 7, the buffet was served. When the dinner was almost over, we carried out our game. some short game. stickers pasted under chair and the "lucky" ones are chosen to play our game. Like I always like to say, the game whether is it fun depends on the people playing it. Luckily those who came up weren't the SBK. Played the sushi and wasabi game. Guessing whether your card is of a bigger point. It was quite fun. 9pm, we brought out the cake and sang the birthday song. Shu gave a short speech and made a wish. After the cake cutting session, we old friends stayed back till everything was over. Cleaned up the area and we all went to the poolside for a chat till about 12. Had alcohol. When everyone was leaving, I gave her the rose I made. wasn't in the best condition after being in my bag for so long. Ad was surprised, thought I would have given much earlier in the day. Shu said to me some stuff and brought up the promise she made to me few weeks back. Some other day when we go out then will do it for her but.... haiz... it will be so much of a different feeling cause it's not her birthday anymore.

Many many things I give myself up for and I did a lot for. Many people say I'm dumb, some say I'm sweet but to me, no matter what I do, it's for you.

Whenever you look into my eyes, you know how I feel and what I want to do, what to say. So wish I can get what I want and you know what I want all these years.

emo-ish....emo-ing...

Tomorrow back to camp, going for yet another summex and live-firing. feed mosquitoe again.

Saturday, March 28, 2009

7:35 PM

What a short weekend, so I shall post a short 1.
tomorrow going for my end of course live firing. Later gotta book in le. hope the weather will be fine

Sunday, February 22, 2009

11:20 AM

21st February 2009

Today had a day out with shu. It has been a long long time since last went out with her. Best friend. Went for a movie. Slumdog millionaire. A really nice show. Though roughly knew what happens in the movie, it's a movie with much of mixed feelings. After show we went shokudo for dinner. Realised the restaurant name is some how spelled wrongly.

according to the japanese name, the english translation should be "shokudou" or "shokudoo". Unless im wrong.lol. anyways, the food is nice.

haiz... tomorrow going back camp... see my trainees...

Friday, February 13, 2009

8:43 AM

泪
痛
伤
悲
愁
。
you shot me dead

Friday, January 30, 2009

12:36 PM

-30th January 2009-

It's the start of the new lunar year. So wish everything goes well this year. Hope my ns life is smooth for the new year ahead and wish everyone is happy. Every year's CNY is getting simple and more simple. And as usual, visiting my aunt's house is a must. 初一，had dinner over at cousin house and chatted with my cousins. My 表哥 going to ORD soon and 表弟 going to enlist in june or july i guess. 初二, went out with mum and bro to watch movie at vivo. watched 大喜事, wanted to watch 幸福万岁 but my bro can't watch. it's NC16. dotz... 初三, dated someone special. A good friend who... very hard to explain. anyways, had a really nice day out with her. 初四，stayed home and cooked dinner. fried rice with a very weird combi. dried oyster with baby corn but it tastes nice. cause I cooked it.

smiles all year! A new beginning to my life.

Sunday, January 18, 2009

12:46 PM

19th January 2009

It has been sometime since i last blogged..hmm.. seems like everytime im saying this. lol. anyways 5 more days to getting my sgt rank. but...before this i still have my summary exercise tomorrow. sian... hope someone won't screw up for me.

yesterday went to bugis again. was like walking around don't know what to get for my mum's birthday. Actually wanted to get her a handbag but somehow I don't know how am I suppose to walk into a ladies' shop and buy a handbag. In the end I walked into Leehwa jewellery. OMG!... I browsed to see if there's anything that fits my budget. This is what I bought...

its a pendant. looks nice to me.
after that me and k1 went beach road to get my 3sgt Velcro done. took an hour to sew so we went to have some snacks. hehe. waffle with choc dip. k1' treat.

Sunday, January 04, 2009

9:14 AM

没原因就是喜欢你
在初次相遇有重逢的心情
深呼吸让心动隐形
完美的爱情是无声的旋律

听我听你不确定的语气
等我等你放下你的犹豫
嘿如果你轻轻闭上眼睛
我会明白你做的决定

Cause I Believe
那幸福不灭的定律
在你手心会有谁给你的美丽
静者恒静就让我的心安静地守着你
祝福不用回音

没原因就是喜欢你
就像海眷恋天空般的心情
你前进看着你背影
就足够世界无条件的放晴

你如果已爱上他的姓名
爱如果已没有我的空隙
嘿只要你可以永远开心
我会情愿渐渐被忘记

Cause I Believe
那幸福不灭的定律
在你手心会有谁给你的美丽
静者恒静就让我的心安静地守着你
把祝福送给你

Oh~ I believe
Cause I believe
那幸福不灭的定律
你的手心不一定要由我握紧
就像恒星总会有发光的原因

Oh~ I believe
你值得被珍惜
也值得我放弃

Sunday, December 28, 2008

6:23 PM

friday went to have christmas gathering at law's house. had steamboat and played the whole night. hehe.. wii is so fun! shu hui and benny both brought alcohol. shu hui brought xo and benny brought a bottle of liqueur.

nice bottle!

... let's see the wii's madness..:)

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

9:03 PM

This week a nice week... having 2 and a half day of lessons and 1 and a half days of holiday then back for a friday. Yesterday just gotten a demotion. Hm.. though it shouldn't be this way. Rank now sct. Specialist cadet. dotz....give us 20 bucks more. cadet= more shit.. lol. and the rank looks really cock. Today christmas eve had half day off, went have lunch at nyny at amk hub. had a nice lunch with my course mates ^^.

last sat went out with my best friend shu. had a nice time. Went to liang court for dinner, chinatown to buy beads and socks for shu's doll followed by marina barrage.

there's this shot that I think I like alot..

cute rite?..lol

me look scary?... how bout this

OMG.scary? hahax :P

as for sunday, finally my buddies 4 get to go for our movie. waited for james to be back. went to watch "yes man" and had ichiban sushi for lunch at ps.

while waiting for our main dishes to be served, i was looking at the long trails of sushi going around the belts. So freaking nice and so tempting. So I couldn't resist the temptation and took this sushi. Also psycho james and jq to share with me. Just wanna have 1 piece to try. Its some lobster salad thingy. Here comes my main dish.

Actually the sake at the top right is share with james de. LOL...also is I psycho him to share. If I have all to myself then I would be so broke. both of them having these...

Sunday, December 21, 2008

8:13 PM

everything is starting all over again. falling into again...
i want to open a new chapter, i think i have to....

save me..somebody

Saturday, December 13, 2008

8:02 PM

My Stage

featuring....

that's the few on the top of my cupboard. The rest are cased up in my 2 tanks.;-)

life have been boring without my best and closest around. It has been a countdown of 15 days after 5 months.

Found my new magic kakis, the best buddies in my ASC. presenting the K cube. 3 kelvins..lol. A new member joining-> edwin. Just bought a booster box yesterday and we drafted the cards. 1st time playing booster box drafting... a brand new experience and an exciting 1, 9 boosters each. There's someone "special" in my course. Totally "powerful" and his "aura" damn strong, everyone feared him. His name is "神童" we call him that, real name is xuen tong. He can report sick for 4 weeks because of cough. And what he's having everyday is.....fish and chips..., crackers..., ice cream...., bubble tea..., chocolates.... No one is comparable to him. Can worship him, chao geng champion. Only start to cough when it comes to physical activities especially when there's instructors around. Yesterday when we draft, he was sitting beside me, telling me his common cards....diaox......its like wtf. speechless and it's as good as a bee buzzing at my ear, buey ta han.

Just had my MPMS tests last fri and thurs, scored 2nd highest...top 3 are all my detachment de..hax, sad to say, me and 3rd failed our FD test the week before... hope can retake on a weekday. MPMS phase is over now, moving on to the MD phase, training is getting more and more tiring. Just shifted to the new bunks that we are supposed to stay in when we first came. I hope can get used to the new bed.

For those who are not well, I hope will recover.

Saturday, November 22, 2008

11:20 PM

It has been some time since I last posted any post. My life rather boring nowadays. Just had my promotion last week after the long 28km. It was mentally shagening. The body haven't wear off, the mind already half asleep. Anyways that's last week stuff. This week has been a turning point. I'm in infantry anymore. Got posted to Artillery Institute. It was a shock when I 1st went to my new bunk. "NEW". When we 1st opened the door, the air was so still and the room is horrible. Could see the thick layer of untouched dust and the spiderwebs and cob webs all over the corners. We looked across to another building, watching the OCT in their bunks. Theirs are like those we used to stay in BMT. So new, so clean and so spacious. Our SGT told us we supposed to be staying opposite above the OCT bunks....but too bad... next month a batch of JC students are coming to stay over for a couple of weeks and that's the reason we are staying in the old NSmen bunks. We are also told that ever since our SGT left the bunk, no one stayed in there till now..hmmm.. which was like a year ago..WTF!!!! Anyways we managed to clean the bunk so thorough that it's cleaner than my own home. LOL. Can you imagine we took down the window to clean for area cleaning. Let's put army 1 side...topic's rather dry...

today went funan with fan sing, I bought a external hard disk finally and now I'm broke. Also went to bugis with fs. Gotten 2 present for hsi friend's birthday. While looking around I saw this card, freaking funny.

is this funny?..LOL...

that's about it for now...hope my new ARTY life is gd. :)

Sunday, November 02, 2008

2:23 PM

2 weeks left to my pay rise. past 2 weeks have been very hectic, couldn't really recall everything that I've gone through. Recently, everyone seems to be so busy. So wish nov can end soon, then it would be more free.

there's a long long list of what I want to do...

I wanna

buy and fix the new gundam 00 models
buy a 5.1 speaker set
buy portable philips speaker
buy sony earpiece
buy creative x-fi
clear my room
go out with someone who I've been waiting for so long
go out with my big group of buddies

and I really wanna get out of my army life... hm... at least finish this stage so I can grow longer hair...lol

just had a chat with a very good friend of mine. A friend who I knew I could trust and talk to, a friend who give me a feeling that we will be really good friends even when we first met.

Sunday, October 19, 2008

9:29 AM

19th October 2008

For the past 1 week, life is shag. IPPT, SOC....bla bla bla. Legs starts to ache. Yesterday finally went see tie da. tomorrow starts hell again. Fieldcamp... Few days back bought MLB new album.

Sunday, October 12, 2008

9:01 AM

-12 October 2008-

Woke up early at 8. Had my birthday cake and a cup of green tea latte I bought last night. Yesterday I turned 20. This is the 1st time never get to meet shu for my birthday after 4 years. Days are getting busy and busier year by year and I hope I'll be fine till shu finish exams. By the time I'll be out of BSLC.

11-October 2008

Was a lucky day... not because really lucky, it's that I able to book out the night before. Out of so many good friends, gotten my 1st wish from Junie. Probably many forgotten le bax..but my buddies like roystannnnn and ccl still remember. Met James, hui fang and li fung 11 plus for lunch. Had yong tau fu at a coffee shop near my previous work place. The yong tau fu is nice, was craving for it like every weekend. Li fung remembered my birthday. Hers is tomorrow...LOL. my fellow libra friends. Saw them like didn't really change much. Actually only never see them like 2 months plus but seems like so damn long. Maybe is the ns that makes me feel so. Everytime stuck in camp is 5 days. Ordered $5.50 worth of yong tau fu. The highest last time is just $4.80 i think. Think I missed the yong tu fu too much... oh no... I think I having deja vu now... seems like I typed this line before..hax. Li fung and hui fang go work to do so me and james went to look at other stuff after lunch. Went to ms, james wanna look for jacket but never see any. Bought movie tics at ms gv for the show at tiong. Then we went funan to buy my memory card. the price of memory card drop really alot. I bought a 2GB sandisk microSD for 13.90. Used to be $30+ i think. After that we walked to bugis. I thought there should be more jackets in bugis but didn't see much, all are shirt, t-shirt, blazer. Few jacket. On the way we talked about guys stuff..lol...what else..army stuff lor.. He told me about the eye screening tests for his pilot contract. Totally horrible, if I were to take the test, I rather give up the contract. evening went to korean restaurant for dinner. I like the atmosphere there. It's a small restaurant.

Ate till very full. Ordered too much. Bill was 94. Luckily i prepared 100. Ordered
2 bi bim bob
1 kim chi fried rice
1 spicy seafood soup
1 bowl of brown rice
1 barbeque pork loin
1 fried oyster with egg
4 barley tea

seems little right? I could remember last time eat with my friends after graduation only had a bi bim bob and a small portion of pork loin already almost KO me. Really spicy and nice.:) After dinner went tiong to catch the movie. watched painted skin. The show not bad. Amazingly my mum never fall asleep. back home 12 le. This birthday is also the 1st birthday that I never eat with my poly classmates, since entered SP, 3 yrs has been celebrating on the 10th together with kenneth. This year so many people missing. haiz....

This is my birthday present, the only 1 though. mum bought for me.

5 more weeks to end my current course......and 6 more weeks to see you!!29 then end your exams..so far away...

"就让我慢慢学习，学习悲伤的时候，不闭上眼睛，趁眼泪还没形成之前，就在空气中蒸发掉。"
"真正的爱是不求回报的。"

Sunday, October 05, 2008

4:15 PM

5th October 2008

Grown up, glad to see you all grown up. Not that last time you are not. Now you know how to care more about those you need to care for. Know how to care for your students, know how to take care of little children. You indeed have grown up. Maybe is the environment in the past not able to let me see you've grown up bax. mei, kor is glad and have the feeling " oh my... my mei has grown up.." hax. And like to tell you to save a little... see now only left $xx in your account. Luckily it's holiday... or you're going to be so dead man... hax.

sianz...back home, got tons to study for tomorrow's test. god luck to me...

Saturday, September 27, 2008

11:50 PM

27th September 2008

I'm all red right now, just now went to attend my neighbour's wedding. Drank 2 glasses of red wine. Now still have the red tone in my skin. pretty normal to me when I take in alcohol more than a cup or glass. It's one of the jie jie that I knew since young. When I was young, when I have any problem that I cant solve, she's the one who helped me. Fast... she now gotten married le. Happy for her.

Last night was a very low night for me... After reaching home from camp, I unloaded my dirty clothings into the washing machine. I thought I took out everything... that was what I though... everything except my notebook. When I open the washing machine's lid, I was stunned and suddenly really down... the book isn't crumpled at all, because it's all shattered like this...

terrible right?...have to re-copy everything from my friends again..haiz....today also went bras basar to buy stationeries. Spent $35 on it man...a lot. anyways..getting late.good night!

Sunday, September 21, 2008

11:24 AM

21th September 2008

SO soooooooo fast, gotta return to camp soon... posted to PLC. Yesterday and today did lots of packing. Super sian to report to new camp, even more sian to see how much stuff we gotta bring to the new camp. Last night mum asked about my new itouch cover. She must have noticed it. It don't look cheap, told her 几十块囖。。。

Just now shu said she took a picture of the sunrise. I can imagine though I haven't see it, sunrise is really beautiful. Tekong is a really nice place, every morning see sunrise..fantastic... and the stary sky is totally beautiful. Everytime I look at the beautiful night sky, I tell my buddy the sky is really very nice. But whenever I look at the sky, I think of Shu. Wanna let you see this beautiful sky with me but you can't be here and I can't take any picture to show you. So wish one day I could bring you out to look at the beauty.

Last friday had marche with my usual clique, Roy got KO after school then missed our gathering... ah siao(siew yong) say he brought only $2, if no nets then GG. He say no money and in the end he ate $45...zZz....diao... that night suyi was like so bored I guess cause all of us keep talking about NS. Edwin say the E51 3.5g network very fast and can on the HP as airhog then use itouch serve net... so good... make me so wanna get one but..kinda waste of money.

Yesterday my parents and bro went batam visit my 外婆 then when they come back, my mum say my 大姨wanna intro one of our relative's daughter to my 表哥...zzz... it's like wtf... I think should find some time go chat with my 表哥. so long never talk to him le...

Recently I missed school... so wish I'm in NTU now studying. Grass on the other side is always greener. My friends there are super stressed and asked me to enjoy my NS. lol. on the 17th my mei's result out..don't wanna talk much.. was so disappointed...... so hope she can do well. Couldn't help her in anyway.

Wished my BSLC could be an enjoyable one. please send me to E or F.!!! bo bi bo bi!! please don't C or D.

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

1:32 PM

16th September 2008

Today tidied my cupboards. Took my whole morning to tidy my cupboard. Was kinda happy cause I found a bermuda that I thought I lost for a long time.

here's a log of my tops

12 club polo T
13 polo T
11 dry fit
11 club + T from SP
8 T
7 sleeveless
12 long sleeves
3 shirt
6 long sleeve shirt
2 blazer
1 tux
few jackets

total:86+

Found this T-shirt that brought back my memories. CSW project. "Media Appreciation Club" that we "created"

It's a long story how we gotten this name for out project club. hax

here's the 1st T that me and my buddy shenyi did. 2006 SPinnovex

Sunday, September 14, 2008

2:21 PM

14th September 2008

A blink of an eye, this is already the forth day of my block leave. Friday went back to SP to meet my batch. Wanted to play basketball but it rained. Anyways we still played. The rain keep going on and off, quite a nuisance. Waited for Benny and Cherwei till me and Rui Xiang frustrated. Cause we are damn HUNGRY!! A hungry man is a angry man..hax... We went FC4 for lunch. SOoooo miss SP food. After lunch we headed to mob for dota. Now holidays they open for us to play free... shuang..lol. Went to vivo after that to get a plastic cover for my itouch. Wanna get the black one but only left white and orange. haiz. When I want to use my voucher... too bad... the shop is not included in the participating stores. Like the white itouch, so simple looking and matches my earphone.

cool right. The new itouch now is like so much better! But I'm contented with this white 1.lol. And when people ask me about buying iphone. wahhahaha, I condemn iphone cause it sucks.

Yesterday was a simple day, nothing much to talk about. Evening went to have dinner, a mooncake festival celebration organised by the RC. my cousin came. Lucky draw, my aunt gotten 2nd prize...its a very big luggage bag.

Today...... still the same old day, in front of the laptop trying to get inspired. Today shu going to have a photoshoot for her school stuff. Wonder how it'll turn out. hax. HUNGRY again..haven't had lunch......

...

Back to continue... just had some truth and I finally see some true colors. Not broken nor down, just realise not all are good. World are evil and not all things get appreciated. So far...the worst has appeared so does the best. The best is not for me, as for the worst... I knew its never gonna be in my line. Being good isn't good, many do say being too good will just be bullied. As the number goes smaller, its harder and harder to understand, can't assume what happens in the older times would apply to the new era. Maybe my world have not grown, maybe you have explored your world, anyways the world isn't round. Its just like backstreet boys being forgotten by others and some don't appreciate them.

Gamer girl is so different from non-gamer girls. The 1st gamer girl widen my eyes to the world, a world so different from mine.

Believe the world is fair...there'll be 1 for everyone in somewhere some corner of the world. Wished going to uni right now...but me ain't civilian now. Serve my land well.

MUSIC knows me best, speaks my language and some understands my heart.

emo kid.......

Saturday, September 13, 2008

11:27 AM

9 weeks hell
1 year and 8months of more hell awaits me
a new beginning in many things
yet more disappointments haunting me
will princess lead me to a new story
or the man give me the power to charge ahead

world is changing and 4years might already feel the age gap
don't know what the world has become
hope it's still the same world as mine

Saturday, August 23, 2008

10:15 PM

23th August 2008

Back home again. Short weekend still. Recently downpour almost everyday and many things postpone. Happy to be slacking yet sad that there'll be another weekend going home later.

My performance was kind of screwed up, BTP failed to get marksman due to a stupid finger slip. And IPPT is like also wasted by my sbj. probably...eh..confirm silver only. saddening.

Shock by 2 stuff today. 1st is someone asked me something that make me wonder the reliability of the question. "serious?">>"serious". That question is the 1st question that make me LOST, didn't know what to do. just "see how first" I guess. The 2nd shock is my email, gotten this 2 email from NTU. I was like OMG...I suppose to submit my enlistment and ORD date to then together with a scan copy of my enlistment letter and the deadline was 22 Aug!!!! look at the date....today is 23 Aug le!!!OMG.... and my enlistment letter is in my drawer in hawk hotel. Replied to the email, apologising lo..there's nothing else more appropriate at this time.

Couldn't forget the question....should I, should I not...If its serious, I think I should yet holding back somehow. I believe should walk before flying. True?? I hope everything is true and let things take its place.

here's me after so long...=)

Friday, August 08, 2008

7:55 PM

8th August 2008

Today booked out early. Took the 1.30pm ferry back. Had a really nice CO who cancelled our afternoon SOC lesson. Sunday going for my 6 days field camp. Its shall be exciting yet mentally stressed. Hope it'll be "fun". LOL. Hope the 6 days when I'm out in the forest won't have rain. There's many jokes we cracked during our stay in our HAWK hotel. Sunday shall be our 6 days excursion.. haha. Today and tomorrow won't have anyone going out with me. Everybody so busy. Haiz... Stop here first....to be continue later. ;)

Sunday, August 03, 2008

2:51 PM

Another short short weekend I have here. Time really flies when we try to precious it. Today supposed to meet shu for lunch but cancelled. Shu has to chiong her project. How wish time can go slow when I'm out. tonight booking in again. Next week is a hectic week and the coming weekend is national day. Have to go back in to serve the country in the forest. Haiz......

I need some motivation from U. don't tell me you don't know what to say.just give me a smile

Saturday, July 26, 2008

8:45 PM

hax..yay..finally back home after 2 weeks..haiz but back for 2 days only...better than nothing. was sad that my sony mp3 spoil... can't listen to the music in the mp3. the battery spoil and what I can hear is only noise. zzz... then my laptop the cabal spoil, maple also spoil. even dota the files also corrupted...

yesterday on my ferry back, everyone was so excited... me too i guess...

today went out with my family then went out with my friends. went bugis. had a long chat. nothing much..mostly army topics like the jokes we had in camp etc...
Just went funan bought headset. yay..so happy...

Thursday, July 10, 2008

8:17 AM

10th July 2008

This will be the last post before I go in later at 1pm.

All ready...I hope. Ready yet reluctant...

Just went to the temple to pray and gotten a safety charm. Hope I'll be fine, hope my family will be fine. Just now my mum cried..was so heartbroken. I so wish I could tell her don't worry, I'll be fine..but these simple words just couldn't just come out. Hope she knows. And yup..you the...ya you, the one who bring me to staircase, take really good care k.

Going to my new school soon...BMTC school 1.

jia you!(delicated to everyone especially shu, "you", and mei)
oh ya my mei mei, you better study hard!!!
Hope my bro play cabal and level to 75 when I'm back. Hope will at least a G.master...LOL.

Take care everyone.

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

10:39 PM

just now cut my bro's hair and he helped me cut mine. hm... I have to tell him what to do. He has never used a clipper and has never did scissors over comb either. anyways gotten my hair done for today. tomorrow shall get another design done b4 all GONE.!!
here's the pics.

thats the back and here's the front...this is a dumb face. don't laugh k..XD

1:04 PM

~8th July 2008~

Counting down 2 days to serving my country. Mixed feelings. Though going in isn't anything that terrible, I just feeling that the day which seems so far is so close now. It's like loss of freedom. LOL.
I think I'll let my bro cut my hair later or tomorrow.

Back-track to Saturday, we to Rose's daughter's wedding. Was kinda lost when going there. When alighted at the bus stop saw so many flats and I was stunned when I saw the flat block was like 165?? Maybe I just saw wrongly because on my directory there's no this block. The wedding is at block 63 and seeing 165 is like....eh...I'm LOST...!! LOL..but still managed to reach after walking one big round around the area. It was like so long since i last went to a malay wedding. This is a gift from the wedding

it's a glass with a hand made rose with a hard boiled egg and some rice.
Yesterday stayed home till evening. Evening time went out with shu. Meet up with shu before I go in. Shall be the last time I see her before I cut my hair. Went to vivo food republic for dinner. She told me she bought me some snacks but never did tell me she bought me a T-shirt. I was like surprised a little. Here's the T-shirt. show Shu. =)

Fit me just nice. Know my size.hax. Oh ya spotted something interesting. Take a closer look.

Did you notice? "summer palase", I think they need a better English Dictionary. LOL.
Thanks Shu for the T-shirt. Hope wont forget my biscuit >_^
One last pic with my hair ON before NS.

Me look so NERD rite? with the big black specs. RETRO hax. Don't know why I like to look nerd. We always be so good friend. BEST.

About today. My wonderful lunch. Rice with 2 big portions of green veg.

WONDERFUL white and green. Hope my future combat rations will taste better than this. Just played cabal and bought the shadow titanium armorsuit +7, i reset my dex so can wear the equip then was so....zZz when I short 1 freaking stat. Have to level up one more to wear.

I'll miss many many things and people very soon. Miss my laptop, miss my camera phone, miss my family, miss my games, miss the SOMEONE and my best shu. I think I don't have to miss my buddies( seeing them frequent in CAMP)...LOL. Hope everything goes smooth inside.

Saturday, July 05, 2008

8:42 PM

Yesterday went to watch "wanted" with james and 2 of his friends, timothy and cheong kiat. hope i never spell wrongly. lolx. the show was nice just that some parts was really too over. how did the bullet fly such a long distance and how is it possible to aim through so many things. The curving bullets were so cool though its not possible according to physics. its not round. how a golf ball curve and how a soccer ball curve is because its round. After that had chalet at costa sand. normal stuff there lor...dry swimming..what else..lolx...

yesterday "someone" broke the toe nail and had many many bruises. the injuries make me feel pain. beach soccer does it have to be so rough till the toe nail break and blue blacks all over the calves. please don't be a superwoman. now its swollen and haven't go see sinseh. here's the right foot of the superwoman.

anyone who see this, please don't puke.

today went to my last dance lesson. going tekong soon, so have to discontinue the dance lesson. went earlier today, was thinking of looking at jaga dance but never see much. me, rui xiang and adeline slacked at the resting area at MG and this is some of our products of the day..lol.

here's we 3...

let's see our power..wahahhaha

that's a comfy couch i guess...hax.. and here comes the demon

4 hands unleashing his power with the evil eye..oops..ignore the words at the bottom..lol..

Sunday, June 29, 2008

10:13 AM

I'm back in the English way...

BANG BANG!! I'm down, oh NO!! MEDIC!!

SEND ME INTO THE FOREST, QUICK!!

Closed my world on e girls, let me join the forest and my new buddies. Feed the sickening mosquitoes and ate the nice combat rations.

COUNTDOWN: 11

Friday, June 27, 2008

11:31 AM

星期五，六月二十五号

今天已经是我生病的第四天了。虽然比起前几天，今天算是好多了，但还是有点头痛和咳嗽。前晚，我的脑子痛得不行了，决定早点歇息。哪知“她”也头痛，不能专心地温书而早睡了。真巧咯! 昨晚我耳朵不舒服，整晚怪怪的。又碰巧的，“她”耳朵痛。不知为何那么巧，但我不希望她也病倒。今天又是一个无聊的一天。无法出门。七月快到了，要为我的国家效劳咯，国民服役。而我开始想“六月”了。哈！

Thursday, June 26, 2008

1:59 PM

病得不清不楚。晚上睡不好，整夜流大汗，发噩梦。我的头好痛，好晕。。。已经病了三天了，很辛苦。昨天知道些消息，虽然有点伤心但，已经料到会有这么一天的到来。是时候改变了，继续我生命的旅途。

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

10:23 AM

Back track to the previous post....I'm still sick. gotten better yesterday but became worse today. Enjoyed the food to much yesterday, that's the reason today I fell really ill.

Few days back, my throat was terribly indescribable. The back of my tongue was swollen i presume and my ear was pain. The ulcer wasn't as bad. So....poor me had fish porridge for lunch on Sunday. I was told not to eat my favourite cookies, I know its for my own good but then...stupid johnathan tempted me and I gave in..haiz. Sorry(somebody). oh well...thats not everything that I had. Had a hotdog and 2 magnum ice cream...zzz...

yesterday when I woke up in the morning, felt much better then went out meet james. Yesterday went many places, first we went to city hall to bank in the cash check, then we walked to bugis to renew our gym pass. After that we walked to the cathay to buy our movie tickets. As I WAS feeling better, I decided to go mahattan fish market for lunch. Ordered a set lunch with free extra veg because the guy made a wrong order for us. We also shared a bowl of fried calamari. Lunch was fantastic and super filling.

this is the soup of the day, some tomato chowder thingy.

this is the main course, I ordered hot veg but they give coleslaw. So they give extra plate of veg. And this is the half eaten 1..lolx

AND...this is the calamari.

i think I should take a break 1st..fever....

alright..I'm back to continue on my day. After buying lunch we walked around and james went to arcade for some games. yz was late and jq is even later. haiz. So me, james and yz went cathay 1st. Luckily jq reached when the show is about to start. We watched "you don't mess with the zohan" the "zohan"'s english is so hard to figure out but got used to it after the show went on. The show is damn funny, the theatre was bursting with laughter throughout the whole show. Its NC16 and I know why...the show has too much of sexual humour. whole show..lolx after the show we went to heeren. james have to return some money thingy and then we went to far east shopping centre, jq bought his psp. after that we went to far east plaza for dinner. went to ramen10. following are some pics

thats we 4.

thats james and yz

this is jq with his new psp

that's what we had, bottom right is mine. here's a closer view

and my drink

my scallop and here's the other one with the orange side

gosh....too much...me now sick le..sianz

Thursday, June 19, 2008

1:17 PM

Sick...
weak...
pain...
sweat...

... ... rest...

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

11:22 PM

2 days back supposed to be the last day I working in 4Dmagix before enlistment, but yet I'm still working. Working there was like so familiar and I'm too used to not leaving. Ups and downs I spent there, the fun and joy we shared and the forever duck rice with egg, every single day is a different day. today a new guy joined us, he's not that new afterall, because he joined and left 2 years back. At that time it was still cinemania. He's a nice guy, we chatted quite a lot today. Our dear Rose brought snacks for us today again. We had tapioca chips with chilli and chocolates. She takes good care of us. She invited me and other part time colleagues to her daughter's wedding. Today have not much of a crowd, time flies kinda slow today and I don't know why I'm feeling low. Could it be bored, could it be I'm not feeling well or maybe I'm missing something or someone. Did not have appetite to eat anything...really anything...didn't even have my favourite subway cookies. There's this somebody don't want me eat too much of the cookies...quite evil right? but I know it's for my diet. I'm glad that people cares in every single way.It has been some time since I go a place where I suppose to be going. Something inside me is pulling me back, tying my legs, locking my heart from going. It's a place that I know I'll face many "challenges" and and thousands of knife flying towards me. So wish I can just close my world and hide in my emo world...

Sunday, June 15, 2008

12:40 PM

supposed to go gm yesterday but never did went, friend not well..eh...not enough sleep..lolx. i the end went dance about 2 plus. The dance lesson yesterday was hectic... there's this group of people came for the trial lesson then they were like so not beginners like us. We 3 person was like so embarrassing. anyways it pushes us to train harder. Today body aching lo..hax... yesterday also went to the pc show at suntec.. was l\kinda disappointing. Though would be more crowded and there'll be more things to see but it isn't.
anyways... over..today work..sianz

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

9:53 PM

today went out with a friend. 1st time meeting her. Never did see her before. It's a long story of how i get to know her anyways below the picture is her =D

She shy...cover face..hehe...

Monday, June 09, 2008

12:02 PM

lonely, down, lost......
the complicated feelings...
the aching body...
the feeling of no one to talk to...
the EMO me...

Updates about my life is rather dry...haiz...
where should I start..hmm... i should think of where did I stop.
Ok.... lets talk about the day I brought fion to 4Dmagix for her project...
My friend fion got a project on hand (1 of the 6 that she has to complete during her 2 weeks break) need to interview a tourist attraction. As I'm working at sentosa, i gave her my support by helping her by collecting e details and profile...everything went smoothly till I went to find my boss. There's some questions only the boss is able to answer. For example, "why is the company setup in the first place?". Although we know sure is to make money... not many people would want to setup a tourist attraction cause of the interest. I think is either the boss is not hapy that day or I'm just there at the wrong time. Gotten lectured by him. What he says really spoil my mood. Was so pissed with him. If he would have listen to what I say before answering me, the response would be different. I'm asking on behalf of a guest, would any boss want to reject an offer to promote him own company? Bet any boss wouldn't want to do that right?.. lets not talk about him anymore...makes me flare. Anyways, got let her took the ride and experience. Fion was happy so...should let go of unhappy stuff. Now I asking my colleagues about the profiles instead.

Next few days rather simple. Went to gym exercise. Saturday went for dance trial lesson at bugis. All I can say is that the warm up was long and super straining... Signed up for the lesson..haiz me only can attend 1 month.gotta go in army soon le... That day went with Rachelle, Nora, Adeline, rui xiang and johnny. The dance lesson pace was fast. Maybe I'm slow..lolx.
Yesterday work then feel my abdomen there aching. Today still aching. haiz...

Yesterday was a low day... Early in the morning got scolded by my dad. All the problem must be my mum create de. She keep nagging and complaining to my dad, pissed my dad off. I go sign up for the dance lesson then she not happy. Scold me say learn for what, I'm also not gonna be a dancer or what. Also can't make money. Normally my dad won't angry easily de... Must be my mum's doings for sure. Early in the morning my mum make the whole family not in a good mood. Then the night before, my bro suppose to tell my mum there's a piece of fish in the refrigerator for her but my bro forgotten to tell her. There's nothing wrong with the fish cause its in the refrigerator. She keep blaming my dad never tell her because my bro forgot to tell her, she made my dad so flared up and he pulled my bro out of bed. it was 8 am then... my mum after that still wanna add oil into the fire, she ask if my bro got try to shift the blame to her saying that he got say just that she never hear. Obviously she's trying to make my dad scold my bro more lor. she's such a petty mum. Was a low day....my best friend shu, she set off for beijing yesterday. :( when she called me yesterday morning, my mum was quarrelling with me... make me never talk much with shu before she left. then she reached beijing so long le haven't text me of her safe arrival. really hope she's fine. She'll be there for 2 weeks so I think I'll be pretty bored. Hope "someone" will come cheer me up. lolx

Anyways that should be all for now bax... and also haven't return my junior's sp tie and haven't get the keychain from my mei mei. haiz... hope today will be a fine day.

Tuesday, June 03, 2008

9:29 PM

today was a simple day...drizzled e whole morning and afternoon... basically went to return the graduation robe at potong pasir there then went out with shu. we had a simple lunch at manhattan fish market at plaza sing. followed by narnia at the cathay. then sent shu home...quite a simple day i guess....was hoping the day with shu ain't that simple..lolx. hmm..here's a pic that we took today.

thats all for today...

Monday, June 02, 2008

10:35 PM

there's some 1 by e same surname of mine waiting for me to update bloggy..
lolx... anyways..haiz..... quite low recently... now still alright i guess...recently started gg california fitness with james. feeling much healthier..lolx. haiz........

Thursday, May 29, 2008

11:54 AM

long long never update again..lolx. yesterday had my graduation ceremony... then went out with my classmates for dinner at a korean restaurant at chinatown..hehe... food was great n the lady boss very friendly. when we were at chinatown still looking for the restaurant, i saw this tour guide who always bring the groups to sentosa de..was telling my friend about this tour guide...amazingly we went to the same restaurant for the dinner..so coincidental. roy also recognise the tour guide.hax.but she don't recognise us..lolx. after dinner, it was quite late liao, others left only left me, roy, jason, n kenneth. same us 4 again... we went to lucky chinatown see got any cheap k anot. went to the 3rd floor got kbox..they give us "special" price..was like wow.kbox leh then we ps cause we want go kster at lvl4 to check out.the female host at the kbox keep pulling us in... we want sneak go up but the girl follow us sia.jason say we want go toilet 1st..then she "escort" us sia.zzz. when we get out of toilet, we quickly sneak up..hax...in e end we go k-ster.. sang till 1am..shag!!! lolx... yesterday take all e pics haven get from my frens. hax.

send me pic!!!lolx...graduation.hax

Sunday, May 11, 2008

10:34 AM

last thurs finally went out with shu after 2 months.haiz...so fast 2 months le... i think that day we really walked a lot..lolx.. went to novena had lunch then walked around. shu bought a t-shirt and some crackers. so good to see her happy cause she so long never shop le. after that we decided to go bugis to have a walk, walked the bugis street and parco. was quite crowded. walked for quite some time then we got tired and went to the cinema there to take a rest. shu was actually looking for what to get for her mum for mother's day. I have to keep reminding her about the present..hax.. she everything also wanna buy.after rest for quite sometime, we continue to walk and we went city hall..raffles city. was tired and look for seats and finally found some comfy ones at e top few level. we sat down like 2 minutes then saw a promoter promoting to e lady beside us...lolx. decided to go walk instead..zzz... pretty much walked the whole afternoon. then see her off at e mrt station where she meet up with her classmates for dinner. we walked separately to prevent and rumours in her school..hax..she told me her class the people spread rumours very fast.lolx.. after that went to work..help harry set up the equipments to the event next morning... totally a shag day i guess...

one of the pic taken that day..maybe not so nice but still alright.hax.

yesterday went funan buy mouse..was choosing either microsoft, logitech or razor..in the end decided to buy razor..lolx. then went for the tea session with the ntu chair and lecturers at marina mandarin. after that went ve to meet jimmy then went appointment with harry. was amazed that harry really knowledgeable of a lot of things... so i think me and jimmy did learn some things from him.

as for today, i took leave..suppose to work at sentosa but never cause later going out for lunch with family. hope today shall be a good day. =)

recently there's someone who step into my life. a new beginning and i think its fate. hope everything can turn out fine this time......wait for you

Tuesday, May 06, 2008

9:41 AM

i think it as been "years" since i last updated my posts. lolx. i think the biggest difference now is that my hair is now blue and brown..wow rite, such non-matching colours.

poor me....lol

tts my new hair=)
recently also had a chalet with my classmates. was suyi's birthday. the chalet was at aloha loyang and i did not know how to go there. it took me 2 hours to reach there... thanks to my clever fren **erhummm..lol.. told me took a bus that went to pasir ris park then back to interchange. then after that took the correct bus but never tell me clearly how to go in. told me the directions but never tell me about the duration to walk. i was like, walked halfway then i saw the road like never-ending. i suppose to walk like 10mins to reach the junction that he's talking about. dotz. nvm, at least i reached the chalet finally.i think the activity that we did there is none other than MAHJONG...lol people outside having the buffet, we inside room hardcore play on bed.

other than these...my life is pretty much about work only.lolx.. here's a pic that i took when me and 2 of my colleagues took when we took cable car out of sentosa last few day.

=) tts all...bye!

Monday, April 14, 2008

9:17 AM

recently work work work, not enough rest i think, now im sick.haiz..hope i get well soon..tonight gonna attend my company's quarterly seminar. hope im not to sick by afternoon.

kelz

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

9:42 AM

just back from camp on monday... thats the last freshmen orientation camp in my poly life. everything was fun, made many many new friends and had many new experiences. i'll never forget this "BMT" not basic military training, but blind man trail. this 2 person behind me keep touching me ah...zZz...they blindfolded then couldn't see so they tried to explore and guess who i am...haiz...kana touched my face, my hair, my back( trying to feel whether there's bra strap to determine im a guy or gal)dotz..., then they tried to tickle me and do all sorts of stuff...haiz poor me. don't know who go tell them i was shuhui(a gal GL).lolx. got another freshmen he on the third day say he know my name then he called me aaron..diaoz...when did i become aaron.hax...had some nice feedbacks, glad the freshmens enjoyed our freshmen orientation camp at st john island, the next event would be the ONOC, one night on campus on the 5th and 6th of april. looking forward to it..:)

followings are some "nice" pics i took when i was preparing for night quest..hehe

thats me and jordan

and this is me, shuhui and andrew( eh...tts not his face.lolx)

this is jiawen and me.
that should be it for now..tired...hax...

Thursday, March 27, 2008

10:01 AM

yesterday i called my attachment company that i worked for last year. i wanna promote my company air purifier to them. lolx. its because i know a lot of my colleagues there smoke, which means it is unhealthy for the other non-smoker colleagues there. last time i feedback to the boss about the smoking problem before. oh ya...what i wanna say is that its so amazing that the admin auntie still remember me when i called the company yesterday. hax. then last night before i went home, me and james went to have some fried prawn noodles with jimmy and lois. they talked about there car models, that makes me think about my gundam models. haiz..so wanna continue with my hobby, so long never do my models liao. lazy... recently the new gundam 00 models like nice leh. so wanna buy. and i stil have not get a compressor for airbrush. haiz...thinking about buying, i think my table so messy..need to tidy soon. that will be it for now..bb

Sunday, March 23, 2008

2:28 PM

yesterday so shagged at work, the previous night never sleep. then yesterday the queue at work s like never ending. had full house from the 2nd show till the 3rd last show with the second last show having about 80+ people out of 96...zzz..was feeling like a walking zombie yesterday. when i reached home, knocked out so fast. lolx. indeed was a tiring day. yesterday also pressed the emergency stop button. i just started the show then roy suddenly ran in and ask me stop the show. i never knew there was a "cancel show" button. hax. today having work again.. still very sleepy..zZz...

Thursday, March 20, 2008

8:24 PM

today had training at venture era. started at 11 but e actual stuff starts around 12 plus. started off with a song..hmm...i dono y..hax, its e national day song by stef sun...followed by the message interaction then played da feng chui...what a unique start to a training..lolx. then started training proper. i think really let me learnt a lot about doing business etc. really can learn a lot there i think. when i was going home, i saw james walked in..stunned..so is he.lolx. so he's in VE too..hax. probably we did e same survey and the contact us both. jimmy sent me to lavender. he drive BMW!!! haiz..only 1 yr older than me... VE helped him get his car.though that's not my target, i'll still do my best. need to save up for uni...then went bugis check some prices of some materials for something special.^^..think thats all today bax...hehe

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

9:59 PM

today is e last day of enrolment... whow... this brings the fo camp to just 1 week left. quick..lolx. just now went to my granny house. helped my granny rub her back. she had a really backache. this morning she went to clinic to had an injection to kill the pain. just now saw the way she walked, heartache. she hurts, my heart hurts. so wish she'll be ok. then just now cut hair for my dad. now tired and i think my mum coming scold again..zzz...petty mum..haiz...used to it liao...

Monday, March 17, 2008

10:13 AM

last sat and sun working. haiz, recently keep raining. yesterday play pokemon in my hp almost whole day.lolx. also chatted with cj. he say we like alike..i never realised that.

sama sama la, 2 look so gong..lolx.

tomorrow start enrolment le...kinda fast.lolx.

Sunday, March 09, 2008

7:05 PM

Feel like it has been so long since i last posted. lolx... was kinda busy recently..went to school almost everyday, for FO preparation. last thursday went out with my classmates. My close buddies. royston jio us go out since he off the few days. but!!!! he turned out late..soccer...zzz..ok..lolx. we meet at bedok mrt, all of them late. haiz..then hax..suyi just recovered from chicken poks... then me and kenneth haven't get before. kenneth so scared. hahax. don't know is unlucky or what, we took bus to marine parade there, at first we planned to go cycling but too bad, it's drizzling. so we change plans, go sing kbox instead... so we went to look for the kbox...cause we remember there's 1 at marine parade there..haiz..we went to ask a assistant in a shop nearby and found out it has closed down and shifted to somewhere else..LOW.. that day seems "happening" ah... so we decided to take taxi to suntec the kbox. the cab uncle or i can say ah peh...he drive...wahahaha..we all find weird.. to me he drive super slow for a cab...then i told kenneth.., then suyi typed on hp and passed back show us saying she find the uncle weird weird de... then forgotten is either kenneth realised he keep signaling but never turn while jason find he signal on every turn..lolx.. totally weird. maybe old bax. we was stuck in a jam near suntec then we thought of going down, then he say cannot...die die must pass the ERP then reach suntec. i think after that, all the thing went according to plan bax.. oh ya!! lolx that day i had a hearty lunch...had chicken rice + fried prawn noodle..actually wanna get fried oyster egg but $$..lolx..spent alot. so never

that we four at kbox without suyi..lolx :)

then on friday i working..went to hotel intercontinental. that night had my best meal when working for harry. had buffet. 爽到！！hax... that night the crowd was not bad.quite alot of people give me do hair spray, especially the ladies. then the dinner and dance theme is around the world. the director wore a flincestone costume and the rest wore like red indian, Egyptians etc... what i like most is the buffet..lolx.. love the cakes. nice..really

nice?? hax..i also had 2 plates of international buffet food..lolx
that night the guest dance till 1 plus sia then tired tired..i reached home 2+ den slept at 3...seh...

saturday helper briefing then today work sentosa...today also ate alot..had a mac chicken and a pack of duck rice add liver for lunch and a mac meal upsize for dinner..hax..like alot hor.. so tired!!! think gtg slp soon...don't know when post again... hope won't be long ^____^

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

10:09 PM

today got back my last set of results from SP... was kinda low because my GPA dropped by 0.06... alot to me... dropped from 3.787 to 3.723... alot!!! haiz...but was still glad that my fyp gotten a B. didn't know what the supervisor will give. I also found out my CCA gotten AD..like good sia..hax... today also went to the school of EEE office to apply for a testimonial from the school. after filling in the form then the lady say the testimonial will be drafted by the fyp supervisor. sian diao u know... ts like we only see our supervisor 5 times and he never ever interact with us before. hope he'll give something good.lolx...

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

7:34 PM

haiz...me so dumb and careless. missed out e section for scholarship which requires the letter of recommendation. today then found out that it is required and the deadline is tomorrow. so sadded, cant apply for the nanyang scholarship. cant possibility ask my lecturer chiong the letter of recommendation in one nite..its like very cruel and not right to ask them help chiong for my mistake. so let it be lor, also doubt i'll be able to get it because there are so many people better than me applying i guess... anyways still got 1 more appraisal form has to be filled in. today asked 2 of my language module lecturer to write for me. get more interaction with them compared to other lecturers. hope they can help me complete asap... tomorrow go find 1 more!!

Sunday, February 17, 2008

10:28 AM

happy chinese new year!!! had quite a simple chinese new year this time. 1st day ( 大年初一) went cousin house for lunch. poor cousin, lying in bed... he had diarrhea the night before. haiz... so... too bad for him, my older cousin, me and my bro played xbox and com lor, talk cock a little like we always do ( actually talk cock is only me and cousin, my bro play game). sad to say, my dad still gotta go work, so we went home early.

2nd day, me, my mum and bro went malaysia for 2 days. my auntie was going but she felt unwell so in the end only we 3 going with my mum's friend. it was kinda boring there. we went to kukup, the 1st thing we gotta know is that the place stinks, because the van dropped us beside a drain with a lot of rubbish in it. the stench can be smelt right when the door is open...terrible... after reaching there we took a boat to the place we gonna stay.

i took this at the jetty, the 2 buildings on the left are still half built.

this is where we had our lunch and dinner. alot of flies..lolx...

we went to the mangroves and walked this bridge.there was a long queue, only 3 pax per trip over. after that we also went to the kelong

this is th kelong, there got a lot of kelong though.lolx

this is a horse shoe crab, amazingly alot of people don't know what is this, some still thought is crayfish..hahax..

the best food there in the 2 days, is actually the fried beehoon and the curry chicken..lolx and the nasi lemak is not bad.

we had alot of beehoon and curry.hehe.. then the nasi lemak is power! use the kid's homework full scape paper wrap de...

thats more or less what we did there for the 2 days. super boring though. hmm..actualy we get to put firecrackers...thats the only interesting thing. other than these we just stayed in the house and play mahjong and karaoke BUT! they all are uncles and aunties!! sing all the oldies canto and hokkien song plus very noisy..terrible. haiz...

after back from kukup the preparation for FO gonna start.

this is a SAR21 i made..lolx prop..

yesterday went work for harry. tired...1+ den reach home. last nite some guys got drunk then i think some of them fought...siao de..1 got drunk till cant walk....they so don't know how to control, they brought xo...haiz...then their lucky draw prize so gd!! psp was their 20+ prize then ipod touch 16gb isn't the top 10 prize. top prize is 40 inch samsung lcd with 5.1 home surround system!! so shuang lor...haiz...... finally today can relax awhile... tml gg sch chiong fo thing again..haiz....hope a gd day ahead!

Sunday, February 03, 2008

10:15 PM

this year's ADD finally ended. to me, i felt it's quite a well done ADD, also heard some feedbacks that was not bad. its the last ADD im gonna have with my classmates.

was kinda glad that most of my classmates supported this last ADD that we are going to have together. its quite amazing that out of 22 of us, 6 got lucky draw prizes. including me..hehe...

after the dinner we actually wanna go drink or club de..but...we walked to dxo, reaching there ard 1.40am, too bad close at 3 so decided not to go in. so in e end had some food at esplanade there.

yesterday went sentosa with roy, he attachment at my part time work place, 4d magix. last time he tell me his supervisor name is salvan or something like that. then i thought.... how come i've never heard of him...yesterday when i saw full, s.k.salvan, i felt familiar. lolx...was another colleague whom we call him by another name..hax. everytime i walked pass the merlion, finally took a few pics...here's 1 with roy..hax.

after went sentosa, we went to bugis meet chin leng. he wanna go pray cause he damn suay recently. after went pray, we 3 went look at clothes for roy. b4 that we dropped by the arcade ( abandoned arcade in seiyu)

thats chin leng and roy

chinese new year just tomorrow!!!, this few days clear my room very tiring.....haiz...now my table felt so clean.. lolx

thats my new speaker...creative speaker..destined to get this speaker...that time after buying this prize for ADD, i brought back home for 1 day and bring to club the next day... heng heng, really let me kana this speaker in my ADD lucky draw..hax...

few days back i took this pic..felt quite nice.

nice rite??

now poly's over, was quite empty and missing alot of my friends. missing my buddies alot. remember the times when we chiong pyp together, study together, eat together, play together....do everything together. i could still remember our nice memories when we were in year 1 to year 3... i really wanna say "i miss u guys" really really... hope we can take same course in ntu next time and get into same unit in ns...

Saturday, February 02, 2008

7:45 AM

3 yrs of poly life just flashes pass in front of me when i stepped out of the exam hall yesterday. yupz...its the end of my last exam in SP...

my exams all stuck together on the last so the last 4 days seems like speeding. immediately after exam edwin help me jailbreak my ipod touch. was so cool now.

but seems like a little laggy cause a lot of programs. after that GO HOME...hax...went to buy 10k prepaid maple thought of chionging to level yesterday but never. jordan ask me go out with them go buy clothes. we 4 so long never go out liao. so its me, jordan, jia wen and benny. don't know why, everybody talking about army or uni liao... yesterday went out then whole day play worms on benny's psp lolx.

we went carls junior den buy 1 cup of drink..hahahaaha..

we went to PS then slowly walked to center pt then to heeren then far east then wheelock. amazingly we met my mei mei gang twice...LOLx..then met my classmates (roy, kenneth, jason) at far east. we also met meng yew there also..met so many people. when going home, walking, saw bobby. orchard seems so small..hax.

thats me and jordan.

TIRED!

later going for the NTU talk at suntec with my friends and late afternoon going for my ADD... hope today will be a happy day. soon i have to go register for uni...haiz...

so lets see how today..,:)

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

8:52 AM

haiz haiz haiz, this 2 weeks are exam week. haiz. my papers all on the last few days of the week followed by the annual dinner and dance. still can't get over with the feeling that my 3 years poly life is going to an end. sad... yesterday walked passed T12, looking at the building, felt that i was just a year 1 yesterday. could still remember the times when my classmates and i queue to buy our toolbox( which the most use 2 years only). the previous 5 sems seems to pass very fast and this last sem is even faster. last week was the last study week of my poly life. so sad... though i was looking forward to army and uni, was still upset to leave SP. when i was year 1, i've never thought my 3 years would end so fast. when i got to year 2, i was enjoying poly, when i year 3 now, i'm upset to leave SP. its the same wherever you go. recently me and my friends became facebooker. not that we do alot of facebook stuff, we kept playing facebook games. though the games are simple, they are quite addictive. to us, it seems more addictive than mmorpg.lolx.

gtg school soon to revise... hope everything goes well for those i cared about. =)

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

2:07 PM

few days back, 3rd spinnovex in my 3 yr finally ended. i don't what to say.seems like things are getting worse and worse every year. for those who has been there for this 3 spinnovex would have realised. There are many clashes and problems this year. probably more than the previous few years. i just hope next year will be better. and probably i won't be there to look into any.

quite disappointed with some projects exhibit this year. for many 2nd year juniors of mine, they have heard my story. glad they have chosen their supervisors. its more important than the project itself. i believe my classmates agrees on that. some projects are:

evolution of handphones- simply buy models of spoilt handphones and display the inner constructions. compiling into a flash program where people click and read about the parts.

similar to that is

evolution of microchip

and

aircraft lighting(exterior)

the informations are very basic and are too simple to be a fyp i believe. as for my fyp, my supervisor gave us. blaming on myself, i did not push the supervisor and my teammates. asking myself, why didn't i push my leader in choosing a good supervisor in the first place. nothing i can do now. lets wait for the grade.

other than the following projects, my classmates noticed a few also. 1 of which is a mobile sudoku which is quite similar to those in the market and another....my friend got no comment...

the other is a handphone game. the game is his module's mini-project. a mini-project for his module is able to get into spinnovex... wow..my friend is speechless. and his fyp got bastard by his supervisor. his lecturer asked his group make some hardware. his group chionged...like a very good team. after 2 months or so, completed his hardware and showed his supervisor. his supervisor simply asked them go but a similar 1 already sold in the market. totally...

my friends have many different stories. so important thing to remind my juniors, DO choose a good supervisor. find a lecturer who is ambitious. it's better than a supervisor who don't even know whether he needs us to hand up log book.

this week is a important week, alot of my classmates came to class. this week is the "tips" weeks. hax. and today was quite happy, some classmates agreed to come ADD finally. yay...great. and tomorrow lab test..sianz....

life is short. enjoy the moments. the last 3 weeks of poly schooling.......

sometimes i just hope i don't open my mouth... but when i don't, some wish i would... ups and downs are how life is. if the road is too straight, one won't get to learn how to fall and stand up

Monday, January 07, 2008

10:07 PM

it has been a week since i last blogged. haiz... this month not working. seems a little boring though. then spinno coming this thursday to saturday. haiz. see my frens all exhibiting then im bring e tours around. quite depressed. but good thing is my fyp done and over with, and i don't have bother about it anymore.

last few days was thing about changing my hp. my eligibility for 21 mth upgrade is 24feb but i so wanna change my hp b4 ADD. today finally called singtel. e 12 mth upgrade thing means have to pay extra 100 buck!!! so i asked about my situation, so yay...e operator helped my shift my "21mth" thing to 24 jan, so this means i can change my hp b4 ADD..yay.den new year oso can use new hp. hope i get e chance to change. later parents nag nag again. wanna buy e nokia 6500 slide. like not bad. 298 with plan. hope my mum wont scold. gotta ask her help me withdraw from another account. my this account i using not enough. hax.

felt my classmates all very supportive, quite a good response to the ADD. i hope i can get a ful 2 tables for my class. haven't buy my clothings for ADD yet. think maybe go with my frens go see.

so....today seems not a bad day. just that my mei mei seems to hit me quite hard today.hmm.maybe she grow muscles..hax, play play that kind of hit, felt like a real hit.zzz..so hope she becomes more feminine. told her so many times liao..

tomorrow will be a better day i think..??
hope spinnovex this year will turn out to be fine. :)

Wednesday, January 02, 2008

9:01 PM

31st dec 2oo7, a packed day i had. my granny bday. she now 72..hax...but we only took candles for 64...my cousin say 64 den i tot lik hmmm... sounds correct ah...pig year de..hmm....jus realised 64 is not a multiple of 12...lolx...

c my ah ma so happy..=)

in e evening we went to guan ying miao there e vegetarian restaurant dinner. we 9 person ordered 8 pax set but in e end stil cant finish..too much!! after tt i went sentosa. siloso beach party..but b4 go beach, i went my workplace meet my colleagues. they bought 2 bottles of volka. woot! hax. me had 2 cup of volka sprite...wow..hax..was lik...can feel im flying.face was red..hax v red. 50% volka 50% sprite. hax. beach party tt time oso had tiger a little. my indian colleague kp say "cheers" zzz..dotz.

tts e wrist band they giv. e party was high..at least b4 e countdown. hax.. cos after countdown they play trance. b4 i went in i saw my sec sch frens on e road there. they went to e other cafe instead. den inside i saw some familiar faces hax..but all i can say alot of bangala and thai. today my classmate told me he went to but i nv get to c him there.hax.

today, had so much things...i had a pbil submission wif e QnA 0marks but ok la, got 90 i think den got AIS2 lab test. den t lab test do wrong -2marks out of 15 den weightage 15% haiz..den rushed for fyp presentation, assessment more or less...
don wanna tok bout e CMI lect again..

so fast my 3 yrs in SP gg to b over. dono i happy or sad. left 1 mth of SP... so fast 3 yrs le..T.T...
spinnovex coming n haiz 3rd yr le..tot will go in spinno but haiz...CMI my tt proj...+ e lect...haiz....helper again lor..den noe exams date le, 29,30,31jan n 1feb...den 2feb ADD le...so fast.....after tt wil prepare for FO den NS...haizsh.....

tml another lab test...sianz...

Sunday, December 30, 2007

10:28 PM

yesterday forgot to blog..hax..tired..my work area at nite is totally horrible...totally..lik a rubbish dump..all e tourists eat already anyhow throw on e floor den e cleaner knock off liao...

u c, so dirty rite..totally cannot make it man....no time to clean oso. if i go somewhere lik tt..totally bad impression. wat will ppl think of 4D magix(workplace), wat will ppl think of sg...i think some1 shd suggest to boss say pay clean OT... in e afternoon got 2 grp of indians fought...den our duty officer of e day n another senior tried to stop them...e ranger oso came down..troublesome...haiz... den today oso but v common, everyday oso lik tt..hax. yesterday boss say treat all e staff lunch, teabreak n dinner..hax...shuang...!!we bought coffee bean cakes n drinks..had a couple of cheese cakes n raspberry cakes yesterday n today. oso had mocha den e rest had other drinks..=)

this cup is mine..lolx...
oso had free lunch...1 big packet of chicken rice..al e way from a famous shop in beach road. malay de..hax..some had nasi brani, so much tt some cant finish..hax. den we tot of getting dinner from subway..but suay ah...they do restock den close early..zzz....nvm came home dinner.

my colleague mouyin, we call her auntie, she do cashier, sell tic den its lik..we wanna laugh at e eng..hahahaha...!!!!!! not tt v poor or wat, jus tt sometime cant help it.. its she say "virtual" as "voucher" wif v sound lik w...lolx..den she'll ask where e guy's family is queuing, queue v long mah..so she ask " where r u standing?"...totally.....wahahaha....den finally today got a guy told her "i'm standing here"..LOLx!!!! den e queue long until lik need wait v long, den she tell e guy "we do not refund ah, u hav to wait for 1 n a half hr or so", "u sure u wanna buy?"... den she keep ask " u confirm wanna buy?"..she ask lik 3 times...haha!! den e guy lik keep saying "uh, orh, ok" lolx..

today at e gift shop bout to close tt time got a ang moh lady, e fig was lik....kk..tts not wat i wanna say..hax...she was looking at e t-shirts, den i asked her may i help u, den she say she's jus looking around..den..ok lor...she was looking at e children de..den i tot..hmm..mayb she looking for her child de...den suddenly she took a sample CHILDREN t-shirt n wear over her clothes!!!LOLx!!!!! wore lik tight fit de...hax...pro!! totally speechless...

den go home tt time finally took out my hp n took a pic of e merlion...was nice n i wanted to take for a long time le..haiz..hp sux, cam so lousy, wanna get new 1.

at night sentosa is beautiful...really, but some place will a little spooky i think cos really nobody...think tt'll b al for now....

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

5:54 PM

a blink of an eye...fyp submission next wk.... :( sianz..thou nv get into spinno, still hav to get fyp done n over wif...8 credit units neh..haiz...

tts jq on e left, followed by me den yz on e right.
hmm....wont get e chance to slack lik this anymore..lolx...

report report report..haiz haiz haiz....

tts our messy lab..lolx isolated from e world..hax

gotta continue report le...haiz

Saturday, December 22, 2007

11:18 PM

today my boss secretary"s daughters r here to help again. they live KL den in sg stay hotel. lik gd ah... their names so lik unique, elder is zen n e younger de, her name zailii...unique rite.lolx. she put braces den i cant figure out how she spell her name. den she repeated lik 4 times den i got it rite..lolx. today so much crowd. so shag.

today actually got another celebration cld hav attended if im not working..another christmas celebration. jia min invited me to her church celebration last wk but too bad, gotta work.

anyways jus now read my mei mei's blog, hax...she gotten toothpaste for e tues present exchange. so matching..me gotten 2 toothbrush den she gotten 2 toothpaste.. both so dumb de present..hax..nvm la, can use can le. qh gotten shampoo..oso quite "unique" ah..hax... kinda tired le....gtg slp =)

9:53 AM

hohoho....we wish u a merry christmas, we wish u a merry christmas, we wish u a merry christmas n a happy new yr....

pass few days so packed..hax...let's bring back to tue..^^

had my EEEC christmas celebration in tanah merah a condo there. everything was fine...only tt its drizzling...not too bad, looking at e gd side, at least its not a heavy downpour. i was told to meet at 11 in the tanah merah station...in e end only me n jj reached on time.lolx...finally left for our destination at 11.45. den we deco e place up...den nua nua nua till bout 2.30 when me, si kai n charlene went to fetch ppl. e bus took a long time to arrive. n when we reached e station, xcer n nico there liao, den ppl slowly arrive. at 3.30 me brought part of e group suppose to go take bus. me kinda dumb n brought them out of e wrong exit, since 1 is wrong e other shd b e correct 1 so we walked bak. my mei mei wasnt feeling well so they went bak to e station's toilet. part of e grp went bak up while me n e rest went bak to site 1st...bout 4+ e rest reached n we started our activities.hax. next time get e vids n photo from gx. after tt we had our christmas dinner. was great e food but e turkey was kinda frozen ah..hax...marcus drove yx home to get e turkey heated up n cut. think is lunch nv eat den v hungry, e dinner v fast full liao.haiz..after dinner was e present exchange. mc gotten e photo frame wif dave chiong pic...lolx....luckily i nv pick tt.. lets move on to e present i've gotten....

lik nice ah, dono wats inside rite...hax

wow....6 wrapping paper.....dotx......

so this is my present..lolx!!!!
xy gotten mine. mine is choc, not toothbrush,,hax

think i gtg work soon.....to be continue tomorrow.......=)

hmm...now back from work... can continue blogging...where m i.....hmm... ya jus finished my tue event. den wed went out wif shu. was an enjoyable day. she told me blog shd b lik an essay. my previous few got too many "la" "den" al those..so now i shd reduce e words.lolx. oso gotten my christmas card from shu. she nv send by post cos already meeting me. hax.

got christmas sock neh..hax..

shd not tok too much bout my wed....lets move to my fri cos thurs working.nth much to tok bout my work stuff.

fri, went sch do fyp after tt finished e 2nd ADD banner den at nite went another christmas celebration at my workplace. haiz drizzling oso. was a "appreciation dinner". had buffet, beer, gifts for every staff, n a lucky draw. haiz nv get to win any of e lucky draw prizes...e last prize is already 75 bucks cash, den 1st is 300 bucks... haiz..anyways got e 50 bucks voucher is gd enuf, together wif a siloso beach party tic on 31 dec. hax.

tts e envelope wif my voucher n tic.

Friday, December 14, 2007

8:16 PM

hmm...today had a empty day....me felt so empty.dono wat i wan to do...wan to do nth but stone... den tidy a little of my room...

2 items in my room tt i hav yet to use..

this is a crumpler pouch.....lolx..obvious...got this from napfa. get a silver or gold den can redeem this pouch. gotten this color. gun metal color..=)
dono wat to put..haiz...hp n mp3 i used to putting in pocket le..next time shall c how to use...
den e next item ...

<< a pouch i gotten as my bday present this yr, few mths back...
my mei mei giv de...dono when to use..cos usualy i bring bag den i seldom go out w/o bag... so wanna se but dono when..hax

next item is a pouch i use quite often thou..

tts my hair cutting pouch>>
only use when needed..lolx, obvious oso..

haiz..my room still messy...

Thursday, December 13, 2007

11:18 PM

is happiness so hard to find?
e happiness i wanna get can b so simple to so many ppl
but y cant i jus find it...haiz....
HOME... really home?
i wonder...
hav a feeling tt im nv been happy wif my parents b4.
happiness i wan is jus being cared n loved..
how come i nv felt b4...
al i've gotten is in e form of $ or items...
felt more from my granny i think...
missing my grandpa...
LOVE is it so hard to get??
y others get loved so simple...
for me, nv did get loved by e gal i love b4...
al i get is " e 1 for u will come soon"...
tts not wat i wan at al...
haiz..is it loving me so difficult
is it so hard to accept my love?

i noe many cares bout me..glad i hav lot of frens
but i 1 i need is nv here for me...

will some1 walk into my world n touch me in e left side of my chest...
will some1 gimme e happiness im lookin for...

8:33 PM

today my heart sank when shu told me she cut her hair short... haiz... really lik her having long hair. feeling quite sad..sad...sad... dono suit her anot...think i will get to c her when go out bax... wif such sad feels, went out for a family dinner near by...

now..sadded further begins.....

kies..we walked to a zi cha (煮炒）stall which is on e way to chinatown there. its lik e street me n my bro walk more often than my dad n mum lor, my bro told them nobody eat de ( meaning not nice)... but they still wan eat..den ok lor...go in 试试看lor.. den we try to order e food..its lik totally empty de lor, den got 3 guys eating inside but e thing is..they help to serve dish oso ( 自己人）...equals to really nobody eat de..e waitress kp recommend us eat e steam fish...so presume is nobody order de tts y kp pushing..but luckily nv order e fish...instead we ordered fried fish slice. e thing tt upset me is not tt....everytime go out i say anything my parents do listen de lor.... i told them i jus not got eat sth, cant eat much....when my dad ordered til 5th dish, i told them enuf liao...they lik nv hear den kp order till e 7th dish....siao liao le lor...5 ppl eat 7 dish + rice. den she asked wan drink anything?...i told my parents got soup liao..they oso lik nv listen n ordered tea...its lik wtf lor...赢了咯！den eat alot liao, den i nv finish rice, v full...den my mum say i eat little lik gu niang...den i say i at 5pm had 5 slice of bread den she scold me y eat so much earlier on n nv say b4 order......its lik they totall CMI lor...even my bro sitting furthest from me heard wat i say lor...难道要我喊meh..... totally sadded...haiz...somemore not v nice, e veg still got a little black black, nv wash clean enuf... den 7 dishes is lik for 7 ppl lor...5ppl 5 dish already more than enuf liao lor...everytime i say sth, they always took to deaf ear...not e 1st time liao... so in e end every1 bloated n da bao 1 dish back home...

how wish i m noticeable....

can some1 plz care.......plz come hold me....

i need a bulb..lighten up my day....

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

2:25 PM

yesterday lect scare me, say 50% fail her test. wth...make me panic n nv slp well... heng ah, today got back den ok lor..hax.....she super cheat.... dono she jk or real de... den tis morning finally too this pic...

abit blur huh...its kompeito..=)
mus b wondering wat this is bax.its a sweet in japan, originated in portugal.
link: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kompeito

hax... haven finish yet...last time shu gav me..its a nice sweet..^^
i think sg don hav bax..lolx..i think i'll take a lot of time to finish.
.....kinda miss her...hax

jus now dono y get excluded from the sch network den hav to change password..zzz.. tml medical check up for NS...sianz....so sian....4 hrs....
gd luck to me tml...

Saturday, December 08, 2007

2:59 PM

last nite i had this terrible stomachache.oso diahrrea too... dono is e otah or e mac i had in e afternoon...my stomachache started at 5 til at nite ard 12 when i fell asleep. last nite had 2 chinese med which did not help a little n 2 pills wich somehow helped a little..oso had a stomach rub using some ailment. my frens n family doesnt seem to hav anything wrong. only me...haiz...dono wats wrong wif my stomach. was e worst i had so far...til now i stil av a litle ache in my stomach....cant g work today.so weak...feel as thou feverish... yesterday went sch do FYP..hmm...was kind of GG. next wk having assessment. den thos wk hav to chiong report. miracle happened yesterday, my supervisor finally opened e lab door to look at my grp...amazing!!! lolx...he is always not ard n running off b4 my grp get to c him. as a supervisor, he nv did guide us a little, nv did ask about our progress and nv did visit us in e lab except yesterday. n u noe y he came in yesterday?? he came in to tell us to prepare for submission next fri........

Tuesday, December 04, 2007

10:34 PM

y m i feelin hurt....
y m i feelin down...
y m i feelin low n lonely...
y cant i b cared n luved...
is accepting me so hard?...
felt so broken...
can some1 hold me tight?...
haiz.....

3 yrs... trying so hard...
nv given e chance to hold ya...
m i no gd?...
m i not doin well enuf?...
to u...i might not b e 1....
but to me...u'r everything...
wat hav i done wrong?...

all i wan is to get some1 hu luvs me...
is tt so difficult?...
when will some1 come n care?...
when will i b paired?...
when can i b responsible for "her" life?...

n...

when will i not walk alone anymore...

Monday, December 03, 2007

1:22 PM

me so dumb..ok..scammer scammed me... next time he online den make him pay!!..ass...haiz.... mei mei say kor dumb oso..n i find y i so dumb..kk... ppl learn n grow from e mistakes..lolx..

Sunday, December 02, 2007

11:09 AM

yesterday was e most unpleasant day in maple...

i still rmb tt day toking wif my classmates bout ugly singaporeans in maple....ok mayb not only singaporeans... tt day we were toking bout e ppl kp asking ppl to cc (change channel) as in even when we jus pass by, they already kp saying "cc". personally i oso did say b4 but things r different wif a diff tone..i'll usually say " cc plz ty" sounds more polite rite... some jus say "cc plz"...ok this not so bad.. then jus now i went in n a female char said "cc lar"....as u can c...no courtesy... n i presume its a guy playing a gal char. or mayb e gal is rather rude. this is a sign of our new generation( oh no!! wat e world has become) haiz..so disappointed... some more e ppl playing a mostly sec sch kids... i think sec sch shd hold some talk or so bout "courtesy"...

ok lets tok bout yesterday...i went to golem temple to get some stone golem rubble n i met this guy hu proclaimed to b a maple admin..he can change char to sometime tt looks lik a maple gm lik tt. he looked broke n he say he lik my earring ( lvl 65 blue drop earring) he say lets trade n let him wear for 2 min..den e deal was extended to 5 min. he traded me wif a yellow bandana n some of his lousy eqs.. he oso asked for a cape from me n my white bandana. ok lor..since he is a "maple admin" so he "shd" b trust able. btw e cape is a lvl 60 magic cape. he say this char he using is a banned char den other admins will use this char to ban ppl hu use vulgar...ok..seems lik real ah...den we pt v long n he go alot of rubbish places as in bo liao place...after lik 30 min i kp asking him to return but he refused to!!wth!!he say b4 he off he'll pm me n return. but then he went AFK...i was already pissed man...wat an ass..tts not e end...ok lor i wait, den after tt he dc...when he cae back it was all empty again..he say he is "another" admin playing..so i asked him to get e previous guy to tok to me...u noe wat he say?...he say he dc n all e items all lost...u c he cld hav given back my stuff earlier on...n he demanded for more item n meso... i already doubt whether he is a real or "scam"....he say he'll giv 5 day 2x exp if i giv him some money n item. so i gav him some pots..bla bla bla ( cheap pots n 100k meso)(actually not much to me)..den he demanded more..he asked for a cape n more pots...its lik totally SCAM!!! i don wanna giv so he counts " 9 8 7 ...3 2 1" n he kp running away from me... he oso threatened to BAN me...its lik WTH man....oh ya...this "admin" got say "walao"...

being scammed is not so bad u noe, being scammed by someone u tot u cld trust is e most saddening thing... i gotten scammed by a "maple admin" whom i don even noe whether he's a real admin...if he's a real maple admin..i'll really lik maplesea to look into this matter...n if he's a scammer..i hope GM can take some action... this guy made my day in maple yesterday e worst day in my maple life...btw e char name is "owain" if any1 c him, plz do not get scammed lik me...regardless whether he's a real or fake admin. if he's a real admin, i'll nv hold back n write a formal complain letter to maplesea. i hope i wont get to meet these kind of ppl anymore...

wat e world has become...... i hope ppl can demonstrate wat is courtesy n manners in real life as well as in gaming.....

Friday, November 30, 2007

11:24 PM

finally today took my napfa. hax took wif my frens, slightly earlier than e rest. had a SAA officer to take us napfa. e officer is my fren's club adviser.so v gd somemore is e napfa in-charge. =) we can choose which station to do 1st...so we did pull up 1st. pull up easy for us so faster get it over wif..did 11 pull ups in less than 20 sec...lolx.. den..hmm..shuttle run..ok..quite gd, al of us hit less than 10 sec so is a A le..den we did sit-up.oso A den did standing board jump..ok la..i sux at e jump..got c, but don care, got gold can le..hax..den did sit n reach...so sianz..48.(49->A). james kp telling me more more more..but i cant c...haiz..short of e 1 cm!!!he shd say e no. out mah..nvm lor...bend until a litle strained at e calf there le..den we nua nua nua till bout 5 den we tok 2.4.... told yz to pace us den he ran 1st round 1.20....so freaking fast lor..normal practice he run 1.40 pace..den e 2nd round can kp up le so 2nd round is 3 min...4th round 7 min, 5th round 9 min...super fast...ok..5th round not feeling well le..so since lik 9 min only den i v not well, i walked a little in e last lap...den chiong...ended up 11.04(11.00->B) ... sianz diaoz..i shdn't have walked...but nvm..it's OVER!!!!yay!! got gold can liao..hehe...haiz..many of my frens napfa nv make it...either die at e pull up or e 2.4 or e standing broad jump.its kinda late now..gtg slp le..hax.....zzz
tired.... so looking forward to e free crumpler pouch for getting gold or silver gor napfa..=)

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

10:43 PM

today...hmmm...had 2 labs n csw + shiseido talk + discussion wif my oops ppl.quite an enjoyable day i think..

1st lab of e day was digicom. lecturer showed us e lab test marks den he tried to lik cover our mst marks using a paper...its lik no use cos still can c..den he tried to fold e paper smaller n thicker so can block e screen more.(show thru projector)..den oso cannot...den in e end he gave up den show all..hax...e mst marks suppose to b tut lecturer show de so he wan to cover..hax..quite happy, mst got 90 den lab test got 87...ok lor..not bad..kenry got 100 n 97 respectively. kk top student..hax..tml shd b getting back netp mst marks too bax..hope do well too..got A can le..lolx

2nd lab netp, short lab so went lunch early cos 12 got csw make up lesson..sianz de lor..hax. went fc 6 eat again..lolx..guys shd noe there wel lolx..thou not v hungry but still got eat. had bread wif beacon n sushi for breakfast wif banana milk.lolx..lik v feng fu lik tt..hax...

today e shiseido talk hor....1st time surrounded by so many gals...hax...we guys 1st time became rare species..hax...got lucky draw too...jere kana e prize..hax den oso got get choc n samples..clodhoppers chocs.i kio 3 packs..hax... n me, kenry n roy became mflg b4 n after e talk..mflg-免费劳工..carry e chairs..dotx...

after e talk, went to discuss oops stuff wif e oops ppl.."oops" is my sch mag btw..not e other "oops"..lolx..hax...discuss discuss so long..hax..had to "advise" e juniors..hax...ok la..felt them responsible guys thou they might not do e job v well..den lecturers treat pizza for dinner..hax n got a little taste of nice food..she ordered spag n calamari n some caramel desert for herself cos she don lik pizza..zzz...... she is such a nice lecturer n a 美食家..its from e 2nd best italian restaurant in sg..she let me n e other guys try e food....was delicious..hmm...taste goes wif e price..hax... got this guy im working wif for e oops mag, jus now he was lik looking at 8 days den he saw e actor alvin n some other male actor pics..den he say " so cute!!!"..i was lik...."erm.....".." ok.."...den i ask him " r u a guy?" i think he nv hear bax....den when he's gone..my junior told me.." he's gay".... den i "......". den he told me in there its lik all e guys r gays only me him n 2 other guys aren't.... diaoz....omg...wtf!!its lik im working ard so many ain't straight ppl...nvm lor..hax... don come touch me can liao...hate guys to touch me..felt so disgusted...hax..

...tts bout it today bax..gotta turn in le...tired..zZz.........

Friday, November 23, 2007

9:37 PM

today finally last paper...yay.!!! finally my FINAL MST over le...yay..today had AES2...seems ok wif some minor mistakes..haiz....AIS2..haiz..forget it..exam chiong..hax..but sianz...exams jus 1 mth away!! LL....zzz..den today few of my frens taking napfa today.haiz...think is today last paper den last nite nv sleep well n napfa immediate after paper bax...al nv do well...2.4 alot cannot make it...den next wk me taking.mus prepare by drinkin more water...my frens hu failed 2.4 so DL den gg take again soon bax... jus now i tried my sit n reach..go 42... grade but i think on tt day i'll try to bend more...jus now nv stretch mah...my frens all lik 49, 50..zzz...haiz...told them i sit n reach v lousy...but ok la...to get gold means min C grade...hope 2.4 next wk will b fine...hope my fren pace me fast.he today paced others slow so he finish lik 11.30?? he usualy 10+.. after their run, kenneth headache...den i found some panadol in my bag..its paracetamol...dono its correct anot.den jq told me its panadol compound so ok lor...hax..but best is don take cos bad for health...

den go home walked pass fc 5... den saw tkd training.yz recognise my mei mei...deh he point to her.den i diam diam...(ok...i noe she there...don wan affect her)...den walk passed lor..hax...oso will lik so ps if tok to her den my grp of frens ltr ( cheep cheep cheep)..u noe....hax..ok...den on way home in train...tok tok tok den suddenly my frens all look to e left...they sit i stand, i v fast reach mah...den i turn n c lor..predicted wat to c...hax.chio bu...lolx...

tts bout it for today bax..hax..tired!!!!!! tml go work..haiz...oh ya...me noob yesterday den make new bank acc den get atm card..lolx...only 20 bucks inside...hax...i oso cut my hair yesterday..as in..go cut...i not so pro to cut myself..hax..n.....

oh ya....i don emo so much ltr some1 wan smack my head...so bad...little gal wan smack my head....hax...

ome>>emo

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

6:51 PM

haiz mst wk..so sianz...1st paper screwed up...haiz...AIS2 online paper den mcq 80 marks..den got lik 54 only den section B doubt can score well..think this AIS2 gonna get a C grade lerx...bad start to mst...haizsh...hate online quizes...my class so many 60+ for mcq... dono happy or sad yesterday..i managed to do 16 pull ups yesterday. hmm....dono la...so stressed these days.. today no paper but studied wif frens in sch...lik usual, did pyp b4 finish revising..lolx.this morning..e lift lik don lik me, open close open close at 1st storey, some more nv open full den cant go out oso...in e end i press lvl 3 den i climb 2 storey down...today maple 4th job finally out...but i nv play..don concern me..cos i lvl so low...gg 3rd job only..hax.. recently i saw few familiar gals in sp...i think they were from my sec sch..juniors of guides...so long nv go back sec sch!! no feel oso..hax...scared e teachers forgotten me liaoz...hope not..hax..tml paper den thurs den fri..den after mst hav to chiong my fyp report...don wanna tok about e CMI lecturer le...nv get into spinno ( means no more A)den further more e TSO don trust us to rearrange e eqs...zzz...so we waited n waited v v v v long...my grp totally dragged down by them... ppl is cannot go in spinno, my grp nv even get a chance to submit entry..zzz...kk lots to complain... ltr hav to continue mugging..haiz.......ppl always tell me don emo....but im always...emo........

Friday, November 16, 2007

11:21 PM

haizsh...parents went malaysia den bro went camp....haiz...yesterday n today..alone....so lonely.... today went sch wanna print report den submit...lect no in his rm...so in e end only went sch print..zZz... den forgot to take my thumbdrive somemore...only found out when i almost reach home...scared my ass off man... felt lik running back sch...then luckily shen yi in sch so i called him...lucky me sia..not looted..hax..monday den get from him..hax...afternoon bought a choc madness puff n a green tea choc donut. i lik e choc madness..e choc cream inside was so nice..hax...den e other donut from "donut donut" was not so outstanding..lik v common...tt time my mum got donut back from batam.its a donut franchise from US...e donut is "...." too gd to say...n furthermore its cheap. bout 60 cents sing..half price of those in sg man...n ts gd...my mum say she heard breadtalk gg to buy it over to sell...hax...somehow i felt sg e donuts r so small...tt time i wet korea...e donuts r much bigger than here..

c, its better rite.lolx... den tt time went clementi for lunch...zZz..so many donut shop...same lik last time e bubble tea lik tt..think will close down some day..hax... business is lik tt de..hax..only e strongest will survive....

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

8:26 PM

jus finishin watching heroes eps 8...so nice...so waiting for e eps 9..hax....shd get gg wif my revision for tml lab test..lolx

Monday, November 12, 2007

4:21 PM

4 hr of stupid break jus now..lolx went clementi eat..hax den went lib nua...den taught edwin do his rubix 3x3x3 cube...he's getting a hang of it le... 1st guy hu seriously learnt from me.

tts his cube..hax...dono y his cube so special, e more u play e more stuck it is( need more oiling) lolx..

den i completed my cube in the lib jus now oso..hax..3rd time thou...there's more to learn n memorise for this 4x4x4 cube...
here's my cube V V

jus now lesson oso bo liao, den took edwin's ipod touch take pic...lolx...ipod touch, a design wif a dumb problem...jus lik other ipods..in front e glass is scratch-proof den behind e shiny metal back is full of scratches...zzz...

e 1 on e right is e 1 im using... my mum's but im using more often...so not MINE k...hax...

Saturday, November 10, 2007

10:10 PM

today had my club captain's ball event...went to help out...haiz..drizzled den we shifted to polycentre hmm.....dono y jus felt so low today...emo....after event i went tiong hobby pt den don hav e new 00 models, only hav e first grade ones(no gd)--> me pro..lolx..jk..hax... den went comic connection den saw e master grade destiny gundam...really nice..but 90 bucks, plus e colors im gg to get...probably 100+ so...forget it..hax. oso saw e 4x4x4 rubix cube...wanted to get it so long le...so i got it today... was happy...but my mum...zzz...nagging..cos i asked my fren help me pay 1st cos i nv bring enuf money.few days back i brought up tt i wanna get atm card cos workin den wanna use some money. den my mum as usualy think tt she's rite, say i purposely ask me fren help me pay 1st so tt she'll agree to get me e card....zzz....im totally speechless...everytime she nv fails to make me so dono wat to say...n oso if i say anything, she'll start to quarrel..better to not get into an argument..cos i'll lose( she use all kinds of threat eg...spoil com, confiscate bla bla bla) haiz...im already so low today le, so jus let her win lor...me jus continue my emo lor...think my emo character is a result of my family...jus lik most teens i guess..

ok...so lets tok bout my new toy...e only thing tt brightens up my life today ( other than e someone...actualy its my best fren shu hax...always there to cheer me up, vice versa)
this 4x4x4 cube works similar to e 3x3x3, jus tt its more complex....when i solved e cube e 1st time, found tt 2 of e stickers are switched cos i noe e logic behind. so i changed e stickers...den as i tot, i solved e 2nd time without e error...yay!!!....next time teach my classmate. he wanna learn e 3x3x3 de...dono y recently so many of my lecture mates lik to play e cube...play lik siao...lolx....hmm...mayb not so psycho lik me play 4x4x4..hax... shd hav spent e time doin my AIS report....handing in on monday..now is half done..den tml still work..sianz...

Friday, November 09, 2007

8:46 PM

last nite chiong watched heroes 07...haiz now hav to wait for the next eps...so cool...hax, kp wanna spoiler to my frens hu stil at season 1..hax...today told my frens bout wat i saw in e toilet yesterday.hax..rmb yesterday i went e sentosa toilet...i was sing those normal latrine e stand up de den behind me bout 2 metres aways is e cubicles den i heard got water splatter on the floor..lolx....walao...toilet bowl so big sia...so boo boo shooter...hax.....

hmm..back to heroes..=) ended wif kensei = adam.....woo.....so...CANT WAIT for e next eps...lolx....

this is hiro nakamura--> coolest of all( i think everyone think so.) time traveller...teleportation n cn stop time...wow...hax
tml..gg sch..haiz..my parents kp asking e same question...so many times, kp asking me tml got work ah?? den i kp repeating e same ans..(i tml go sch)..zzz....

Thursday, November 08, 2007

10:41 PM

tot today will b a short day for me..haiz..i was wrong..went to work lik 9.30 den realised me is afternon shift......shen yi still say confirm is morning... ok la he didn't mean it, he took cab chiong down den he oso scammed... today my working there both sides the cineblast n e 4Dmagix got quarel wif e tour guides..hax...den shen yi got pissed off by some1.....hmm...(don wan say e guy name is ZH) lolx...when e show half way, he went open e door den go out, causing shenyi hav to restart e show...den...when shenyi restarted, he open e door n come in again... den hav to restart again...zzz... my there not so bad la e day..morning raining den whole day e crowd not alot..den e boss go recruit 4 guys to do promoting....(v extra lor).....today conflicts alot ah... outside e control rm, e older colleagues complaining bout e young ones(not me) den i go into e rm den e young ones toking bout e old ones..haiz...me jus act i sleeping(close eyes rest awhile)..today not bad, had free lunch...indian colleague brought us free lunch..indian food but it was great.hax..ate v full den morning got a treat by another colleague..hax...lik gd sia...tml gg sch jog...hax....so i think gtg slp le...hax......emo....

Wednesday, November 07, 2007

11:04 PM

today after sch chiong home watch heroes..so captivating, so addicting.me now still downloading..lolx...watch gd quality shows..gundam 00 oso download h264, 1280 x 720..lolx...sianz lappy getting a little packed..hav to clear old stuff le..haiz..me only watched heroes tilll eps 5! still waiting for my eps 6 to download finish...ths wk till eps 7..haiz..so eager..hax. my fren's show in his hard disk which he lend it to another fren..haiz..or else i don hav to dld..so slow..thou quite ok e spd le...bt mah..sometimes fast sometimes slow..haiz.

recent got quite a few nice anime lik e gundam 00, u'r under arrest-full throttle, night wizard, goshushou sama... n more..bamboo blade..too many, oso prism arc..haiz..nv get to c so many... next monday heroes gg to show on chl5 ler.hax, season 1 only..now we watching season 2 le..hehe.. actually to me i lik gundam figurines more than e anime itself..im a modeller u c..;) so long nv do models le...no money n time oso..need time to watch tv, play maple n study + work... tml working.low......but ok la.got frens. today had my super eaasy netp lab test. my class we alot get 100... easy paper..we tot will v diff den we study so hard.hax... my class as usual last min chiongster den all do well. hax. now this netp lab test over, scared next wk digicom lab test...this digicom realy scary, cos i so nv pay attention during e lab..this fri morning go sch jog n exercise le den go free access...mus score!!! lolx. today oso had my csw make up lesson cos my lect yesterday she got med app, so push to today den we noe e marks for e meeting role play we had few wks back...1 surprise we had is our fren BK got 81...2nd highest in class..shocking...hax..but his eng not bad, got e SlaG....haz..den my class top stud kenry got 78..he so low...kp worrying bout e 4 marks diff from y clas highest 82..hax..me got 79..v happy liao..cos won him..my buddy james got 70 i think..he oso low..cos he tt day hp spoil den alarm nv ring den he late(minus marks)...AHHHH!!!!my heroes..faster....!!!!!

emO.....

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

9:08 PM

haiz...lao liao..zzz..yesterday play e captain's ball...today aches liao..haiz...think too long nv play active sports bax..play too much maple liao..hax...sad...but think ok bax, 3 matches lost..zzz..1st match was a thrash..nv even giv chance a little...all so tal..jeremy's team wif sch bball players...zzz...haiz...but ok lor..my grp only play shuang... finally 3 yrs, 1st time join club sports event- don count bowling..hax... tml hav netp lab test..haiz..think hav to study le...cant type much...

emo bax..=)

Monday, November 05, 2007

1:50 PM

haiz now netp lect,tokin bout frame, packets. Haiz.. Using I pod touch blogging. Lolx. Not I phone or else can take pic. Ltr hav captain ball event. Think will b another long day. Jus now went pull up after lunch at fc6. Deproved. Sad..last time can do count down but now 2nd set already dropped by 3 le..hav to do more. Den napfa coming at 30nov, so fast.. Need to train 2.4 but I more scared bout sit n reach. Den e worse thing is ippt. Don hav sit n reach.zzz... Den e rest is c heng suay. C e day how,hope will b in tip top form.. Hax.. Ok now continue emo.. :)

Sunday, November 04, 2007

3:50 PM

jus now mapling, maple gf(btw not i request de) she came online den she wanted to take screenshots again..haiz...den take lor..

she came find me at shanghai( broke & need money)<-easy money mah

hax...mayb abit mushy?? lolx...maple mah...actually she came online felt a bit waste of time cos cant conc on lvling...shh....hax...

now hav to start my AIS2 e-learning....
dono wat happened to my router..haiz...my acl blocked cbox? haiz....

emoing........

Saturday, November 03, 2007

10:58 PM

This morning went to work super early, tot i morning shift, haiz.....im afternoon shift..so...bo bian lor, jus sit in e resting room den watched oceans' thirteen on e ipod..den bout 10+ auntie mouyin ask me help at gift shop, restock bla bla bla, den at 11+ i chiong out to harbour front hawker centre buy lunch...quite dumb me, went out of wrong exit, den inside harbour front centre. den i buy lunch for my colleagues den i chiong my chicken rice in 5 min... den bought a shishamo crisp at e happy veg in vivo. den when i got back i was so shagged...i shd had took my time.hax...we are suppose a pirate costume starting from nov, heard its v ugly, but i nv get to c cos no 1 wans to wear it..hax...me wore a hat only

think it don suit me well..hax..den e rest of e day of work was pretty alright bax.. den today became a full shift..haiz, now jus back home..shagged...tml no work...yay..but got my stupid AIS2 e-learning report to chiong..zzz...think i go emo le..bb

Friday, November 02, 2007

10:52 PM

=) this account left untouched for a long long time, finally bother to edit it.hax, today my fren showed me a v sad clip on youtube. its bout a guy hu broke his leg duing a kik boxing match. sad...whole career gone plus now probably become a disabled man..haiz....sad....kind of worry bout my frens hu in tkd...haiz..think if they c e vid le oso wil sianz diao.. oso got some ppl hu commented on youtube...they realy ah..nth to say, laughing at someone's mishap

really hope i don get to c such sad stuff...im already v emo...

~emo kelz~

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

8:31 PM

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

5:47 PM

Wednesday, October 07, 2009

7:36 PM

Sunday, September 27, 2009

3:59 PM

jus did my alternate blog, the link is on the right "the other me"

do comment.. haas..:)

Sunday, September 20, 2009

4:30 PM

life have to go on. take good care, my friend.

Thursday, September 17, 2009

8:06 PM

Sunday, September 13, 2009

5:28 PM

Monday, September 07, 2009

8:09 PM

Saturday, August 29, 2009

9:15 AM

Monday, August 17, 2009

8:22 PM

-17th August 2009-

Yesterday midnight finally back home. Has been in Thailand for the past 15 days. Missed home, and now I'm back=D

Wrote down some comments on my ipod touch...(Edited)

Friday, July 31, 2009

7:33 PM

Monday, July 27, 2009

9:37 PM

refer to facebook for rest of pics :D

Saturday, July 18, 2009

7:07 PM

-18th July 2009-

Saturday, July 11, 2009

1:29 PM

Sunday, June 28, 2009

7:42 PM

Sunday, June 07, 2009

10:18 AM

saw this watch also.. damn nice!!

its a EVA W01 watch.. eh... the back is a figurine.

anyway, signing off...
missing some friends...

Friday, May 29, 2009

8:36 PM

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

7:14 PM

-26th May 2009-

Have you thought of buying pink dolphin at the saf canteen? How often do you find them selling? This is why saf personnels don't really get pink dolphin.

"get charged"!!
yesterday cleaned my scissors.

Monday, May 25, 2009

9:54 AM

don't know why am i getting all the cold shoulders recently. Especially by those I considered as god friends. Seems like I'm going to stand alone like a last warrior on a battlefield?hmm...

Friday, May 22, 2009

4:57 PM

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

7:37 AM

Tuesday, May 05, 2009

6:39 PM

from the washroom can see the bugis street. 1 big problem is the washroom so hidden.

can see the right is the lift and guess where the washroom?? I nearly went to the "3" there. hax. Also took couple of shots in the shoping center.

Monday, May 04, 2009

10:18 PM

Friday, May 01, 2009

1:50 PM

Sunday, April 26, 2009

10:27 PM

8:34 AM

Friday, April 24, 2009

6:13 PM

bored..

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

5:17 PM

-22th April 2009-

Almost completed here's 00 raiser

left the sword :D

now... completion

finally completed my new member. 00 raiser.

Monday, April 20, 2009

3:58 PM

-20th April 2009-

here's the progress on my gundam 00. nice :D

Sunday, April 19, 2009

10:28 AM

a precious watch that I will cherish.

just surfed the net and found this. I wanna get this macross frontier valkyrie model!!

COOL! but its $116 with promotion.

Saturday, April 18, 2009

7:17 PM

-18th April 2009-

here some pics on my colored 0- raiser

Thursday, April 16, 2009

10:22 PM

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

10:40 AM

cont with my modelling.
bon voyage for my 2 friends heading to ipoh today.

raiser unit, before colour. cool..hax.. going to dismantle for colouring soon... hee..:)

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

1:55 PM

it's just a normal 1/100 destiny gundam with base coats. Simple and nice.

cont.... here's my new 1..:)

GN-0000+ GNR-010
00 raiser

Monday, April 13, 2009

12:07 PM

Sunday, April 12, 2009

11:15 AM

omg.... im down with chicken pox. should be happy to stay home but i ain't happy. Anyways, really appreciated to those who prayed for me last nite. Hope i'll be fine and hope i recover fast.

Sunday, April 05, 2009

10:37 AM

emo-ish....emo-ing...

Tomorrow back to camp, going for yet another summex and live-firing. feed mosquitoe again.

Saturday, March 28, 2009

7:35 PM

What a short weekend, so I shall post a short 1.
tomorrow going for my end of course live firing. Later gotta book in le. hope the weather will be fine

Sunday, February 22, 2009

11:20 AM

according to the japanese name, the english translation should be "shokudou" or "shokudoo". Unless im wrong.lol. anyways, the food is nice.

haiz... tomorrow going back camp... see my trainees...

Friday, February 13, 2009

8:43 AM

泪
痛
伤
悲
愁
。
you shot me dead

Friday, January 30, 2009

12:36 PM

Sunday, January 18, 2009

12:46 PM

its a pendant. looks nice to me.
after that me and k1 went beach road to get my 3sgt Velcro done. took an hour to sew so we went to have some snacks. hehe. waffle with choc dip. k1' treat.

Sunday, January 04, 2009

9:14 AM

Sunday, December 28, 2008

6:23 PM

nice bottle!

... let's see the wii's madness..:)

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

9:03 PM

there's this shot that I think I like alot..

cute rite?..lol

me look scary?... how bout this

OMG.scary? hahax :P

as for sunday, finally my buddies 4 get to go for our movie. waited for james to be back. went to watch "yes man" and had ichiban sushi for lunch at ps.

Actually the sake at the top right is share with james de. LOL...also is I psycho him to share. If I have all to myself then I would be so broke. both of them having these...

Sunday, December 21, 2008

8:13 PM

everything is starting all over again. falling into again...
i want to open a new chapter, i think i have to....

save me..somebody

Saturday, December 13, 2008

8:02 PM

My Stage

featuring....

Saturday, November 22, 2008

11:20 PM

is this funny?..LOL...

that's about it for now...hope my new ARTY life is gd. :)

Sunday, November 02, 2008

2:23 PM

Sunday, October 19, 2008

9:29 AM

Sunday, October 12, 2008

9:01 AM

Sunday, October 05, 2008

4:15 PM

Saturday, September 27, 2008

11:50 PM

terrible right?...have to re-copy everything from my friends again..haiz....today also went bras basar to buy stationeries. Spent $35 on it man...a lot. anyways..getting late.good night!

Sunday, September 21, 2008

11:24 AM

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

1:32 PM

It's a long story how we gotten this name for out project club. hax

here's the 1st T that me and my buddy shenyi did. 2006 SPinnovex

Sunday, September 14, 2008

2:21 PM

Saturday, September 13, 2008

11:27 AM

Saturday, August 23, 2008

10:15 PM

Friday, August 08, 2008

7:55 PM

Sunday, August 03, 2008

2:51 PM

Saturday, July 26, 2008

8:45 PM

Thursday, July 10, 2008

8:17 AM

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

10:39 PM

thats the back and here's the front...this is a dumb face. don't laugh k..XD

1:04 PM

Fit me just nice. Know my size.hax. Oh ya spotted something interesting. Take a closer look.

Did you notice? "summer palase", I think they need a better English Dictionary. LOL.
Thanks Shu for the T-shirt. Hope wont forget my biscuit >_^
One last pic with my hair ON before NS.

Saturday, July 05, 2008

8:42 PM

here's we 3...

let's see our power..wahahhaha

that's a comfy couch i guess...hax.. and here comes the demon

4 hands unleashing his power with the evil eye..oops..ignore the words at the bottom..lol..

Sunday, June 29, 2008

10:13 AM

Friday, June 27, 2008

11:31 AM

Thursday, June 26, 2008

1:59 PM

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

10:23 AM

this is the soup of the day, some tomato chowder thingy.

this is the main course, I ordered hot veg but they give coleslaw. So they give extra plate of veg. And this is the half eaten 1..lolx

thats we 4.

thats james and yz

this is jq with his new psp

that's what we had, bottom right is mine. here's a closer view

and my drink

my scallop and here's the other one with the orange side

gosh....too much...me now sick le..sianz

Thursday, June 19, 2008

1:17 PM

Sick...
weak...
pain...
sweat...

... ... rest...

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

11:22 PM

Sunday, June 15, 2008

12:40 PM

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

9:53 PM

today went out with a friend. 1st time meeting her. Never did see her before. It's a long story of how i get to know her anyways below the picture is her =D

She shy...cover face..hehe...

Monday, June 09, 2008

12:02 PM

Tuesday, June 03, 2008

9:29 PM

thats all for today...

Monday, June 02, 2008

10:35 PM

Thursday, May 29, 2008

11:54 AM

send me pic!!!lolx...graduation.hax

Sunday, May 11, 2008

10:34 AM

Tuesday, May 06, 2008

9:41 AM

i think it as been "years" since i last updated my posts. lolx. i think the biggest difference now is that my hair is now blue and brown..wow rite, such non-matching colours.

poor me....lol

other than these...my life is pretty much about work only.lolx.. here's a pic that i took when me and 2 of my colleagues took when we took cable car out of sentosa last few day.

=) tts all...bye!

Monday, April 14, 2008

9:17 AM

recently work work work, not enough rest i think, now im sick.haiz..hope i get well soon..tonight gonna attend my company's quarterly seminar. hope im not to sick by afternoon.

kelz

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

9:42 AM

thats me and jordan

and this is me, shuhui and andrew( eh...tts not his face.lolx)

this is jiawen and me.
that should be it for now..tired...hax...

Thursday, March 27, 2008

10:01 AM

Sunday, March 23, 2008

2:28 PM

Thursday, March 20, 2008

8:24 PM

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

9:59 PM

Monday, March 17, 2008

10:13 AM

last sat and sun working. haiz, recently keep raining. yesterday play pokemon in my hp almost whole day.lolx. also chatted with cj. he say we like alike..i never realised that.

sama sama la, 2 look so gong..lolx.

tomorrow start enrolment le...kinda fast.lolx.

Sunday, March 09, 2008

7:05 PM

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

10:09 PM

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

7:34 PM

Sunday, February 17, 2008

10:28 AM

i took this at the jetty, the 2 buildings on the left are still half built.

this is where we had our lunch and dinner. alot of flies..lolx...

we went to the mangroves and walked this bridge.there was a long queue, only 3 pax per trip over. after that we also went to the kelong

this is th kelong, there got a lot of kelong though.lolx

this is a horse shoe crab, amazingly alot of people don't know what is this, some still thought is crayfish..hahax..

the best food there in the 2 days, is actually the fried beehoon and the curry chicken..lolx and the nasi lemak is not bad.

we had alot of beehoon and curry.hehe.. then the nasi lemak is power! use the kid's homework full scape paper wrap de...

this is a SAR21 i made..lolx prop..

Sunday, February 03, 2008

10:15 PM

this year's ADD finally ended. to me, i felt it's quite a well done ADD, also heard some feedbacks that was not bad. its the last ADD im gonna have with my classmates.

thats chin leng and roy

chinese new year just tomorrow!!!, this few days clear my room very tiring.....haiz...now my table felt so clean.. lolx

Saturday, February 02, 2008

7:45 AM

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

8:52 AM

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

2:07 PM

Monday, January 07, 2008

10:07 PM

Wednesday, January 02, 2008

9:01 PM

Sunday, December 30, 2007

10:28 PM

yesterday forgot to blog..hax..tired..my work area at nite is totally horrible...totally..lik a rubbish dump..all e tourists eat already anyhow throw on e floor den e cleaner knock off liao...

at night sentosa is beautiful...really, but some place will a little spooky i think cos really nobody...think tt'll b al for now....

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

5:54 PM

a blink of an eye...fyp submission next wk.... :( sianz..thou nv get into spinno, still hav to get fyp done n over wif...8 credit units neh..haiz...

tts jq on e left, followed by me den yz on e right.
hmm....wont get e chance to slack lik this anymore..lolx...

report report report..haiz haiz haiz....

tts our messy lab..lolx isolated from e world..hax

gotta continue report le...haiz

Saturday, December 22, 2007

11:18 PM

9:53 AM

lik nice ah, dono wats inside rite...hax

wow....6 wrapping paper.....dotx......

tts e envelope wif my voucher n tic.

Friday, December 14, 2007

8:16 PM

hmm...today had a empty day....me felt so empty.dono wat i wan to do...wan to do nth but stone... den tidy a little of my room...

2 items in my room tt i hav yet to use..

tts my hair cutting pouch>>
only use when needed..lolx, obvious oso..

haiz