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Sunday, December 30, 2007
10:28 PM

yesterday forgot to blog..hax..tired..my work area at nite is totally horrible...totally..lik a rubbish dump..all e tourists eat already anyhow throw on e floor den e cleaner knock off liao...
u c, so dirty rite..totally cannot make it man....no time to clean oso. if i go somewhere lik tt..totally bad impression. wat will ppl think of 4D magix(workplace), wat will ppl think of sg...i think some1 shd suggest to boss say pay clean OT... in e afternoon got 2 grp of indians fought...den our duty officer of e day n another senior tried to stop them...e ranger oso came down..troublesome...haiz... den today oso but v common, everyday oso lik tt..hax. yesterday boss say treat all e staff lunch, teabreak n dinner..hax...shuang...!!we bought coffee bean cakes n drinks..had a couple of cheese cakes n raspberry cakes yesterday n today. oso had mocha den e rest had other drinks..=)
this cup is mine..lolx...
oso had free lunch...1 big packet of chicken rice..al e way from a famous shop in beach road. malay de..hax..some had nasi brani, so much tt some cant finish..hax. den we tot of getting dinner from subway..but suay ah...they do restock den close early..zzz....nvm came home dinner.

my colleague mouyin, we call her auntie, she do cashier, sell tic den its lik..we wanna laugh at e eng..hahahaha...!!!!!! not tt v poor or wat, jus tt sometime cant help it.. its she say "virtual" as "voucher" wif v sound lik w...lolx..den she'll ask where e guy's family is queuing, queue v long mah..so she ask " where r u standing?"...totally.....wahahaha....den finally today got a guy told her "i'm standing here"..LOLx!!!! den e queue long until lik need wait v long, den she tell e guy "we do not refund ah, u hav to wait for 1 n a half hr or so", "u sure u wanna buy?"... den she keep ask " u confirm wanna buy?"..she ask lik 3 times...haha!! den e guy lik keep saying "uh, orh, ok" lolx..

today at e gift shop bout to close tt time got a ang moh lady, e fig was lik....kk..tts not wat i wanna say..hax...she was looking at e t-shirts, den i asked her may i help u, den she say she's jus looking around..den..ok lor...she was looking at e children de..den i tot..hmm..mayb she looking for her child de...den suddenly she took a sample CHILDREN t-shirt n wear over her clothes!!!LOLx!!!!! wore lik tight fit de...hax...pro!! totally speechless...

den go home tt time finally took out my hp n took a pic of e merlion...was nice n i wanted to take for a long time le..haiz..hp sux, cam so lousy, wanna get new 1.
at night sentosa is beautiful...really, but some place will a little spooky i think cos really nobody...think tt'll b al for now....


Wednesday, December 26, 2007
5:54 PM

a blink of an eye...fyp submission next wk.... :( sianz..thou nv get into spinno, still hav to get fyp done n over wif...8 credit units neh..haiz...

tts jq on e left, followed by me den yz on e right.
hmm....wont get e chance to slack lik this anymore..lolx...

report report report..haiz haiz haiz....tts our messy lab..lolx isolated from e world..hax

gotta continue report le...haiz


Saturday, December 22, 2007
11:18 PM

today my boss secretary"s daughters r here to help again. they live KL den in sg stay hotel. lik gd ah... their names so lik unique, elder is zen n e younger de, her name zailii...unique rite.lolx. she put braces den i cant figure out how she spell her name. den she repeated lik 4 times den i got it rite..lolx. today so much crowd. so shag.

today actually got another celebration cld hav attended if im not working..another christmas celebration. jia min invited me to her church celebration last wk but too bad, gotta work.

anyways jus now read my mei mei's blog, hax...she gotten toothpaste for e tues present exchange. so matching..me gotten 2 toothbrush den she gotten 2 toothpaste.. both so dumb de present..hax..nvm la, can use can le. qh gotten shampoo..oso quite "unique" ah..hax... kinda tired le....gtg slp =)


9:53 AM

hohoho....we wish u a merry christmas, we wish u a merry christmas, we wish u a merry christmas n a happy new yr....

pass few days so packed..hax...let's bring back to tue..^^

had my EEEC christmas celebration in tanah merah a condo there. everything was fine...only tt its drizzling...not too bad, looking at e gd side, at least its not a heavy downpour. i was told to meet at 11 in the tanah merah station...in e end only me n jj reached on time.lolx...finally left for our destination at 11.45. den we deco e place up...den nua nua nua till bout 2.30 when me, si kai n charlene went to fetch ppl. e bus took a long time to arrive. n when we reached e station, xcer n nico there liao, den ppl slowly arrive. at 3.30 me brought part of e group suppose to go take bus. me kinda dumb n brought them out of e wrong exit, since 1 is wrong e other shd b e correct 1 so we walked bak. my mei mei wasnt feeling well so they went bak to e station's toilet. part of e grp went bak up while me n e rest went bak to site 1st...bout 4+ e rest reached n we started our activities.hax. next time get e vids n photo from gx. after tt we had our christmas dinner. was great e food but e turkey was kinda frozen ah..hax...marcus drove yx home to get e turkey heated up n cut. think is lunch nv eat den v hungry, e dinner v fast full liao.haiz..after dinner was e present exchange. mc gotten e photo frame wif dave chiong pic...lolx....luckily i nv pick tt.. lets move on to e present i've gotten....
lik nice ah, dono wats inside rite...hax















wow....6 wrapping paper.....dotx......
















so this is my present..lolx!!!!
xy gotten mine. mine is choc, not toothbrush,,hax

think i gtg work soon.....to be continue tomorrow.......=)

hmm...now back from work... can continue blogging...where m i.....hmm... ya jus finished my tue event. den wed went out wif shu. was an enjoyable day. she told me blog shd b lik an essay. my previous few got too many "la" "den" al those..so now i shd reduce e words.lolx. oso gotten my christmas card from shu. she nv send by post cos already meeting me. hax.
got christmas sock neh..hax..

shd not tok too much bout my wed....lets move to my fri cos thurs working.nth much to tok bout my work stuff.

fri, went sch do fyp after tt finished e 2nd ADD banner den at nite went another christmas celebration at my workplace. haiz drizzling oso. was a "appreciation dinner". had buffet, beer, gifts for every staff, n a lucky draw. haiz nv get to win any of e lucky draw prizes...e last prize is already 75 bucks cash, den 1st is 300 bucks... haiz..anyways got e 50 bucks voucher is gd enuf, together wif a siloso beach party tic on 31 dec. hax.

tts e envelope wif my voucher n tic.


Friday, December 14, 2007
8:16 PM

hmm...today had a empty day....me felt so empty.dono wat i wan to do...wan to do nth but stone... den tidy a little of my room...

2 items in my room tt i hav yet to use..

this is a crumpler pouch.....lolx..obvious...got this from napfa. get a silver or gold den can redeem this pouch. gotten this color. gun metal color..=)
dono wat to put..haiz...hp n mp3 i used to putting in pocket le..next time shall c how to use...
den e next item ...

<< a pouch i gotten as my bday present this yr, few mths back...
my mei mei giv de...dono when to use..cos usualy i bring bag den i seldom go out w/o bag... so wanna se but dono when..hax









next item is a pouch i use quite often thou..



tts my hair cutting pouch>>
only use when needed..lolx, obvious oso..











haiz..my room still messy...


Thursday, December 13, 2007
11:18 PM

is happiness so hard to find?
e happiness i wanna get can b so simple to so many ppl
but y cant i jus find it...haiz....
HOME... really home?
i wonder...
hav a feeling tt im nv been happy wif my parents b4.
happiness i wan is jus being cared n loved..
how come i nv felt b4...
al i've gotten is in e form of $ or items...
felt more from my granny i think...
missing my grandpa...
LOVE is it so hard to get??
y others get loved so simple...
for me, nv did get loved by e gal i love b4...
al i get is " e 1 for u will come soon"...
tts not wat i wan at al...
haiz..is it loving me so difficult
is it so hard to accept my love?

i noe many cares bout me..glad i hav lot of frens
but i 1 i need is nv here for me...

will some1 walk into my world n touch me in e left side of my chest...
will some1 gimme e happiness im lookin for...



8:33 PM

today my heart sank when shu told me she cut her hair short... haiz... really lik her having long hair. feeling quite sad..sad...sad... dono suit her anot...think i will get to c her when go out bax... wif such sad feels, went out for a family dinner near by...

now..sadded further begins.....

kies..we walked to a zi cha (煮炒）stall which is on e way to chinatown there. its lik e street me n my bro walk more often than my dad n mum lor, my bro told them nobody eat de ( meaning not nice)... but they still wan eat..den ok lor...go in 试试看lor.. den we try to order e food..its lik totally empty de lor, den got 3 guys eating inside but e thing is..they help to serve dish oso ( 自己人）...equals to really nobody eat de..e waitress kp recommend us eat e steam fish...so presume is nobody order de tts y kp pushing..but luckily nv order e fish...instead we ordered fried fish slice. e thing tt upset me is not tt....everytime go out i say anything my parents do listen de lor.... i told them i jus not got eat sth, cant eat much....when my dad ordered til 5th dish, i told them enuf liao...they lik nv hear den kp order till e 7th dish....siao liao le lor...5 ppl eat 7 dish + rice. den she asked wan drink anything?...i told my parents got soup liao..they oso lik nv listen n ordered tea...its lik wtf lor...赢了咯！den eat alot liao, den i nv finish rice, v full...den my mum say i eat little lik gu niang...den i say i at 5pm had 5 slice of bread den she scold me y eat so much earlier on n nv say b4 order......its lik they totall CMI lor...even my bro sitting furthest from me heard wat i say lor...难道要我喊meh..... totally sadded...haiz...somemore not v nice, e veg still got a little black black, nv wash clean enuf... den 7 dishes is lik for 7 ppl lor...5ppl 5 dish already more than enuf liao lor...everytime i say sth, they always took to deaf ear...not e 1st time liao... so in e end every1 bloated n da bao 1 dish back home...

how wish i m noticeable....

can some1 plz care.......plz come hold me....

i need a bulb..lighten up my day....




Tuesday, December 11, 2007
2:25 PM

yesterday lect scare me, say 50% fail her test. wth...make me panic n nv slp well... heng ah, today got back den ok lor..hax.....she super cheat.... dono she jk or real de... den tis morning finally too this pic...
abit blur huh...its kompeito..=)
mus b wondering wat this is bax.its a sweet in japan, originated in portugal.
link: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kompeito

hax... haven finish yet...last time shu gav me..its a nice sweet..^^
i think sg don hav bax..lolx..i think i'll take a lot of time to finish.
.....kinda miss her...hax

jus now dono y get excluded from the sch network den hav to change password..zzz.. tml medical check up for NS...sianz....so sian....4 hrs....
gd luck to me tml...


Saturday, December 08, 2007
2:59 PM

last nite i had this terrible stomachache.oso diahrrea too... dono is e otah or e mac i had in e afternoon...my stomachache started at 5 til at nite ard 12 when i fell asleep. last nite had 2 chinese med which did not help a little n 2 pills wich somehow helped a little..oso had a stomach rub using some ailment. my frens n family doesnt seem to hav anything wrong. only me...haiz...dono wats wrong wif my stomach. was e worst i had so far...til now i stil av a litle ache in my stomach....cant g work today.so weak...feel as thou feverish... yesterday went sch do FYP..hmm...was kind of GG. next wk having assessment. den thos wk hav to chiong report. miracle happened yesterday, my supervisor finally opened e lab door to look at my grp...amazing!!! lolx...he is always not ard n running off b4 my grp get to c him. as a supervisor, he nv did guide us a little, nv did ask about our progress and nv did visit us in e lab except yesterday. n u noe y he came in yesterday?? he came in to tell us to prepare for submission next fri........




Tuesday, December 04, 2007
10:34 PM

y m i feelin hurt....
y m i feelin down...
y m i feelin low n lonely...
y cant i b cared n luved...
is accepting me so hard?...
felt so broken...
can some1 hold me tight?...
haiz.....

3 yrs... trying so hard...
nv given e chance to hold ya...
m i no gd?...
m i not doin well enuf?...
to u...i might not b e 1....
but to me...u'r everything...
wat hav i done wrong?...

all i wan is to get some1 hu luvs me...
is tt so difficult?...
when will some1 come n care?...
when will i b paired?...
when can i b responsible for "her" life?...

n...

when will i not walk alone anymore...





Monday, December 03, 2007
1:22 PM

me so dumb..ok..scammer scammed me... next time he online den make him pay!!..ass...haiz.... mei mei say kor dumb oso..n i find y i so dumb..kk... ppl learn n grow from e mistakes..lolx..


Sunday, December 02, 2007
11:09 AM

yesterday was e most unpleasant day in maple...

i still rmb tt day toking wif my classmates bout ugly singaporeans in maple....ok mayb not only singaporeans... tt day we were toking bout e ppl kp asking ppl to cc (change channel) as in even when we jus pass by, they already kp saying "cc". personally i oso did say b4 but things r different wif a diff tone..i'll usually say " cc plz ty" sounds more polite rite... some jus say "cc plz"...ok this not so bad.. then jus now i went in n a female char said "cc lar"....as u can c...no courtesy... n i presume its a guy playing a gal char. or mayb e gal is rather rude. this is a sign of our new generation( oh no!! wat e world has become) haiz..so disappointed... some more e ppl playing a mostly sec sch kids... i think sec sch shd hold some talk or so bout "courtesy"...

ok lets tok bout yesterday...i went to golem temple to get some stone golem rubble n i met this guy hu proclaimed to b a maple admin..he can change char to sometime tt looks lik a maple gm lik tt. he looked broke n he say he lik my earring ( lvl 65 blue drop earring) he say lets trade n let him wear for 2 min..den e deal was extended to 5 min. he traded me wif a yellow bandana n some of his lousy eqs.. he oso asked for a cape from me n my white bandana. ok lor..since he is a "maple admin" so he "shd" b trust able. btw e cape is a lvl 60 magic cape. he say this char he using is a banned char den other admins will use this char to ban ppl hu use vulgar...ok..seems lik real ah...den we pt v long n he go alot of rubbish places as in bo liao place...after lik 30 min i kp asking him to return but he refused to!!wth!!he say b4 he off he'll pm me n return. but then he went AFK...i was already pissed man...wat an ass..tts not e end...ok lor i wait, den after tt he dc...when he cae back it was all empty again..he say he is "another" admin playing..so i asked him to get e previous guy to tok to me...u noe wat he say?...he say he dc n all e items all lost...u c he cld hav given back my stuff earlier on...n he demanded for more item n meso... i already doubt whether he is a real or "scam"....he say he'll giv 5 day 2x exp if i giv him some money n item. so i gav him some pots..bla bla bla ( cheap pots n 100k meso)(actually not much to me)..den he demanded more..he asked for a cape n more pots...its lik totally SCAM!!! i don wanna giv so he counts " 9 8 7 ...3 2 1" n he kp running away from me... he oso threatened to BAN me...its lik WTH man....oh ya...this "admin" got say "walao"...

being scammed is not so bad u noe, being scammed by someone u tot u cld trust is e most saddening thing... i gotten scammed by a "maple admin" whom i don even noe whether he's a real admin...if he's a real maple admin..i'll really lik maplesea to look into this matter...n if he's a scammer..i hope GM can take some action... this guy made my day in maple yesterday e worst day in my maple life...btw e char name is "owain" if any1 c him, plz do not get scammed lik me...regardless whether he's a real or fake admin. if he's a real admin, i'll nv hold back n write a formal complain letter to maplesea. i hope i wont get to meet these kind of ppl anymore...

wat e world has become...... i hope ppl can demonstrate wat is courtesy n manners in real life as well as in gaming.....