is happiness so hard to find?
e happiness i wanna get can b so simple to so many ppl
but y cant i jus find it...haiz....
HOME... really home?
i wonder...
hav a feeling tt im nv been happy wif my parents b4.
happiness i wan is jus being cared n loved..
how come i nv felt b4...
al i've gotten is in e form of $ or items...
felt more from my granny i think...
missing my grandpa...
LOVE is it so hard to get??
y others get loved so simple...
for me, nv did get loved by e gal i love b4...
al i get is " e 1 for u will come soon"...
tts not wat i wan at al...
haiz..is it loving me so difficult
is it so hard to accept my love?

i noe many cares bout me..glad i hav lot of frens
but i 1 i need is nv here for me...

will some1 walk into my world n touch me in e left side of my chest...
will some1 gimme e happiness im lookin for...