2 days back supposed to be the last day I working in 4Dmagix before enlistment, but yet I'm still working. Working there was like so familiar and I'm too used to not leaving. Ups and downs I spent there, the fun and joy we shared and the forever duck rice with egg, every single day is a different day. today a new guy joined us, he's not that new afterall, because he joined and left 2 years back. At that time it was still cinemania. He's a nice guy, we chatted quite a lot today. Our dear Rose brought snacks for us today again. We had tapioca chips with chilli and chocolates. She takes good care of us. She invited me and other part time colleagues to her daughter's wedding. Today have not much of a crowd, time flies kinda slow today and I don't know why I'm feeling low. Could it be bored, could it be I'm not feeling well or maybe I'm missing something or someone. Did not have appetite to eat anything...really anything...didn't even have my favourite subway cookies. There's this somebody don't want me eat too much of the cookies...quite evil right? but I know it's for my diet. I'm glad that people cares in every single way.It has been some time since I go a place where I suppose to be going. Something inside me is pulling me back, tying my legs, locking my heart from going. It's a place that I know I'll face many "challenges" and and thousands of knife flying towards me. So wish I can just close my world and hide in my emo world...