lonely, down, lost......
the complicated feelings...
the aching body...
the feeling of no one to talk to...
the EMO me...

Updates about my life is rather dry...haiz...
where should I start..hmm... i should think of where did I stop.
Ok.... lets talk about the day I brought fion to 4Dmagix for her project...
My friend fion got a project on hand (1 of the 6 that she has to complete during her 2 weeks break) need to interview a tourist attraction. As I'm working at sentosa, i gave her my support by helping her by collecting e details and profile...everything went smoothly till I went to find my boss. There's some questions only the boss is able to answer. For example, "why is the company setup in the first place?". Although we know sure is to make money... not many people would want to setup a tourist attraction cause of the interest. I think is either the boss is not hapy that day or I'm just there at the wrong time. Gotten lectured by him. What he says really spoil my mood. Was so pissed with him. If he would have listen to what I say before answering me, the response would be different. I'm asking on behalf of a guest, would any boss want to reject an offer to promote him own company? Bet any boss wouldn't want to do that right?.. lets not talk about him anymore...makes me flare. Anyways, got let her took the ride and experience. Fion was happy so...should let go of unhappy stuff. Now I asking my colleagues about the profiles instead.

Next few days rather simple. Went to gym exercise. Saturday went for dance trial lesson at bugis. All I can say is that the warm up was long and super straining... Signed up for the lesson..haiz me only can attend 1 month.gotta go in army soon le... That day went with Rachelle, Nora, Adeline, rui xiang and johnny. The dance lesson pace was fast. Maybe I'm slow..lolx.
Yesterday work then feel my abdomen there aching. Today still aching. haiz...

Yesterday was a low day... Early in the morning got scolded by my dad. All the problem must be my mum create de. She keep nagging and complaining to my dad, pissed my dad off. I go sign up for the dance lesson then she not happy. Scold me say learn for what, I'm also not gonna be a dancer or what. Also can't make money. Normally my dad won't angry easily de... Must be my mum's doings for sure. Early in the morning my mum make the whole family not in a good mood. Then the night before, my bro suppose to tell my mum there's a piece of fish in the refrigerator for her but my bro forgotten to tell her. There's nothing wrong with the fish cause its in the refrigerator. She keep blaming my dad never tell her because my bro forgot to tell her, she made my dad so flared up and he pulled my bro out of bed. it was 8 am then... my mum after that still wanna add oil into the fire, she ask if my bro got try to shift the blame to her saying that he got say just that she never hear. Obviously she's trying to make my dad scold my bro more lor. she's such a petty mum. Was a low day....my best friend shu, she set off for beijing yesterday. :( when she called me yesterday morning, my mum was quarrelling with me... make me never talk much with shu before she left. then she reached beijing so long le haven't text me of her safe arrival. really hope she's fine. She'll be there for 2 weeks so I think I'll be pretty bored. Hope "someone" will come cheer me up. lolx

Anyways that should be all for now bax... and also haven't return my junior's sp tie and haven't get the keychain from my mei mei. haiz... hope today will be a fine day.