-5th April 2009-

Yesterday, 4th April, celebrated Shu's birthday. It was a quite a well-done birthday party. The turn out was pretty good and Shu was pretty as usual to me. Went over to her house about 1 in the afternoon. The sun was a killer, was sweating even when I was waiting for my 196. Brought 2 bags of decoration stuff over then went out for lunch with Shu and Ad. Went Great World for lunch and bought some sushi for the games later. While we were there, accompanied them in shopping for some assessories and clothes but never did buy anything. Back at Shu's place, the sky started to get gloomy. It's a norm this days, the rainy season. We headed to the function room early and began with the setting up the decorations. About 4 plus, Shu's classmate came. He helped out with the decorations. He's a nice guy, approachable and helpful... maybe cause he's the 1st to arrive? LOL. Everything was on schedule.5 plus, Shu and Ad went home to change. Shu's in her favourite colour. PINK. She wore the necklace I've gotten for her. She put make-up. For the 1st time I see her in make-up. Didn't really like the powder on her face, prefered to see her the natural her. The party started about 6 plus when the guests start to come in. The room began to get noisy. About 7, the buffet was served. When the dinner was almost over, we carried out our game. some short game. stickers pasted under chair and the "lucky" ones are chosen to play our game. Like I always like to say, the game whether is it fun depends on the people playing it. Luckily those who came up weren't the SBK. Played the sushi and wasabi game. Guessing whether your card is of a bigger point. It was quite fun. 9pm, we brought out the cake and sang the birthday song. Shu gave a short speech and made a wish. After the cake cutting session, we old friends stayed back till everything was over. Cleaned up the area and we all went to the poolside for a chat till about 12. Had alcohol. When everyone was leaving, I gave her the rose I made. wasn't in the best condition after being in my bag for so long. Ad was surprised, thought I would have given much earlier in the day. Shu said to me some stuff and brought up the promise she made to me few weeks back. Some other day when we go out then will do it for her but.... haiz... it will be so much of a different feeling cause it's not her birthday anymore.

Many many things I give myself up for and I did a lot for. Many people say I'm dumb, some say I'm sweet but to me, no matter what I do, it's for you.

Whenever you look into my eyes, you know how I feel and what I want to do, what to say. So wish I can get what I want and you know what I want all these years.





emo-ish....emo-ing...

Tomorrow back to camp, going for yet another summex and live-firing. feed mosquitoe again.