-22th May 2009-
Today is Friday, the end of the week. Last night came back from our 453 summex. On Monday the new ASCs are coming. Guess I taking off on Monday. Recently upset about how selfish are some people. Maybe it takes time to see clearly what kind of friends you are with. Something happened today made me change my mind about someone. My impression about this someone wasn't so nice till yesterday. He asked me how I feel about him and what can he improve on. Ok, to be frank, he's the Course SM for the 453. He's new so I told him many things like he got many things to learn and more things to be aware of, cause he is new. This morning he also treated all of us to breakfast at the canteen.
Now I'm left in the office. The rest already went off for early release. I stayed back to help my friend. Everytime it seems like I'm the only one offering all the help to my friends. The rest immediately ran off when ER was given. Seems like there's much more things not settled yet and Monday is the in-pro already!!! disappointed. during the 453, 4 of posted out friends were attached back to help out. Because they are attached to us, the can't really do many things, not even able to sign out the keys for the armskote. And... I'm still the only one willing to wake up go draw for them and accompany them. Everyday the NSmen thought I'm the duty instructor!!! But, there's always a good side to it, they are called back for reservice, somehow I get to interact with them more and yup, learnt alot from them :) Was kinda enjoyable when I'm with the NSmen. Whenever they have problem, they find me. Though sometime find it stressful, it's a very good learning experience and this also means they saw my pros.
This sat, jq asked me out. Maybe will ask the rest too.. would be enjoyable but feel like just staying at home. jiamin also asked me join them for the weekend, I rejected, wanna stay home. But then.... just see how.. lol. maybe meet jq and my poly buddies.
when it comes to tough times... people show their real colours... that's when you know who are your real friends.
Congrats to the best trainee and the best operator of 453 course. The pc and ammo loader I taught. :D proud of you guys! though you all older.. lol
smiles!^^