-11th July 2009-
Ups and downs through this week. Currently, its lowest of the week. Drowning in music, trying to drown myself. Telling myself I'll be fine. I will? Will I? I hope, I wish, I pray. This day have come after such long years. It's time for the end. It will be a new beginning. Let this river flow down my cheeks.. please... but it didn't... I'll be stronger and keep fighting. Now I'm trying to reach out my hand, guide me.
A WARRIOR will continue with his crusade... With pride I lead, I'll inspire.
Last evening went meet friends for dinner. Carried my big bag of army stuff along... sianz. Shifting to Kranji camp for 10 days for course. Won't be able to see this new batch of trainees pass out this coming wednesday. I know my direct trainees will be able to lead with pride and pass down the knowledge. My detachment always last to finish the training while the rest already went to take a break le. They always complain in the beginning but now, they understood. I see them grow. I know I'll be proud of them. I always tell them, my detachment will always be the best detachment. I make them do everything and reminded them on every single detail. They get more practises and I teach them with passion. For some, I scolded, guess they understood. Do the right thing at the right time.
When going home last night, met the trainee I taught the previous course. Surprised. Hax. I was the instructor for his reservice mortar commander course, he's the PC, LTA. Hmm.. luckily don't need to call his name last night cause I forgotten. hax. I love what I'm doing, I take reservice personnel, I learn from them too about the working life outside and get more experience. So far... my path in my specialisation... after pass out, 1st to be cross trained in both MTC and towed. The only 1 in my wing(NSF) both train, after my upper study ORDed. After conversion, took 46SAR opr course for a week then I gotten chicken pox. After recovery, took the 453SAR nsmen course and now finishing the new 5th MTC ASC course. Went for EX milo and support 24SA radar and my course's livefiring. August going for EX bk. Comparing to my colleagues, the other 2 friends who passed out as instructor like me, They only went to the radar and our course's livefiring. Heard EX bk, I'll be firing SP mortar. Means I'll be the only NSF in my wing to fire all 3 platform. :D
Recently, building stronger friendship with other specs in my institute. Especially this friend who is the first to borrow mess tin from me. The friendship started with a mess tin.. hax.. yup true. Somehow he gives me the nice feeling of being back in poly. He calls me the way my poly buddies call each other. His name is quite special, Favien. 1st of which I've heard of. He's a very nice guy, just like my other poly classmates! ^^. YZ now still in my wing, hope he'll be chosen to be instructor together with me too.
To all my friends... take good care(all). get well soon(james)
god bless.
I want to get w995!!!! counting down to my hp contract end.
Last night had a enjoyable night with my fellow clubmates. Has been a long long time since we went out to have a good good meal. Wore my cui3 smart 4 go. LOL. Didn't really planned to go, only remembered when I was out of camp. Went to tiong bahru Plaza to get a can of clear coat spray. After that, went to city hall meet them. It was really crowded there last evening. I feel so outstanding. Anyways doesn't matter. hahax. went over to kuishin-bo at suntec for dinner. Dinner was awesome. The crab... yum yum, the other stuff too are fantastic. This comes with $$ too.. hax. Took couple of photos with the rest though I couldn't really do special poses.. lol.
Attendance: Jordon, Keith, cherwei, Rui xiang, shu hui, Amanda, benny, Lawrence and ME.(:
