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broken down again

2010-06-18T18:31:00.003+08:00

has been a long long time since i last logged in. dono if there's anyone listening to me or being there for me. jus wanna say.... im so heartbroken again.. n its by the same old person. beaten by the same person, tore me apart. my gentleness brought her comfort but cant bring her anywhere else. m i being too gd to her? m i not worth her love? m I!!>????

happy day

2010-04-27T23:23:00.002+08:00

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Kind of lazy to make my blogskin correct back as of yet. Hope my posts can be read.

ORD mood recently. Reluctant to almost everything that got to do with army. Today is the change of command of my unit(ARTILLERY INSTITUTE). My Wing is in-charged on the decorations of the parade. planting our unit flag around camp. 80 flags!, only 4 of us planting... need to hammer iron pickets into the ground etc. The sun was unbearably HOT. Sweat a lot. Can you imagine ORDing personnel da-ing all the sai gang right before ORDing. haiz... anyways no big deal.. LOLs.

Monday went to NEE SOON CAMP for dental FFI then back to our medical centre for medical FFI. The senior medic say the medical FFI can only be done on WED or THURS afternoon. Really upset about this. Not that it's on wed and thurs, early that morning our officer friend(2LT) went and got the medical FFI done. What's the problem? Are we treated differently from them? 2LT can do on Monday while 3SG can't? Is it unfair treatment?......

Today is very happy when I saw someone. Chatted quite a bit... He's SWO LEE S C. He was my HOTEL OC when I was a trainee back at SISPEC. So excited to see him when attended the COC. He's the only guy I remembered in my memories of SISPEC other than my fellow buddies. A very nice commander, a very good leader and will never forget his welfare kind of motivation that he gave us. He didn't recognise me but he know I know him... because I'm smiling so big when he saw me...:D seeing him is like seeing a very caring father.

Did some personality test online just now.. kind of interesting. Haas...

Hope everyday can be a happy day.

kki cafe

2010-03-28T19:59:00.004+08:00

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Kinda screwed up my blog skin, anyways hope posts still can be read. Today 's my bro's birthday. had wonderful time today. Went out with shu, had a great time. Went 国泰at the cathay.... I stil thought its thai food.. lols.. its a chinese restaurant. Food was good. Had tim sum. here's 3 of them. haas.. save some space for the desert at kki cafe.

this one above is almost finished... core is mango... nice:)here's red riding hood..

dinner had with my family at changi airport soup restaurant.:) FULL sia...
haas...

weekend ending again.. sad,,,,

Alice in WONDERland

2010-03-14T11:43:00.002+08:00

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Time is passing fast but yet it's still not fast enough. Especially when it gotta to do with the ARMY. 39working days more. So wished I can be fighting the sun and not catching all the unwanted arrows in the office.

Friday night last minute asked my cousin out to watch alice in wonderland. When I called him ask him watch movie, he agreed, when I said its alice in wonderland he hesitated.. LOLs. He just told his friend that he'll never go watch that show in the cinema and the next moment his cousing(me) asked him to watch that. hahas. The story is what's written in the storybook, nothing that great but the ending was very meaningful. Taught me about me life is controlled my me. No matter how much support I have, when I go onto the field, I'll be the only one fighting the dragon.

After a long time of break, yesterday I finally went back to a familiar place where there's always a group of friends for me. Congrats to Mr KIT for getting his PINK IC. YOUR DAY WILL COME... Sad to say, Renfred lost his iphone and jiahui's necklace broke suddenly yesterday.

Should I or SHould I not buy GTR35 model. Temptations...

May everyone be blessed.(:

2010-03-05T21:23:00.002+08:00

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不管时间过了多么久，这还会是我想对你表达的。

如果我是你的天使
我會脫下最珍貴的翅膀
在你毫不察覺的時候
慢慢地將它套在你身上
我會用溫柔的眼神
再對你說別猶豫盡情飛翔
不管時間過得多漫長
我都希望你快樂成長
給你這一雙無形的翅膀
讓你漫天遨遊自在地去闖
世界真遼闊夢想就在前方
一旦認清方向就不要停航
給你這一雙無形的翅膀
讓你漫天遨遊自在地去闖
只要心存希望勇敢暢遊飛翔
只要充滿信心沒人能將你阻擋

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Last night couldn't fall asleep, so much stuff on my mind. Only the one person who know me best will understand bax. 2 months more to ORD. Counting down like most of my fellow batch who enlisted in july. Haas. My office recently haas a new addition, a OOC. He suay la, dislocate shoulder last week of BSLC. He's a really nice guy, too bad he most probably will down pes. He can draw very well, studied fine arts. Sometimes really wonder how he keep himself so cheerful everyday. Anyways he's a very good assistance to me. THANKS lord. haas.

Finished up with a guide for MTC. My fellow colleagues and I did a page named words of wisdom. The essence of the whole guide. We love this line: "Knowledge, always at our finger tips" haas.. I has a hidden meaning...it takes some hands actions to demonstrate the power of this line. LOLs.

Tomorrow attending the A.D.D. wonder how well will it go... let's wait and see.
(:

another communication breakdown

2010-02-19T10:19:00.003+08:00

once again......

ring ring... 你在哪里？。。今天in-pro...

siao liao lor... super shit stirrer once again will start stirring shit... Now I can only say...don't even know what to say...

HOPE for the BEST...

Everybody else knows but then, I wasn't even informed. Message not relayed to me... Last thursday took MC, Friday went back camp to endose MC but then MO halfday(oh great..-_-) joined the rest for the in-camp new year lunch since I'm there already. Amazingly, nobody told me about the change of date to today!!!

Last night, someone called from office to ask me where's the armskote book. I told him not done yet. Yet again... he never tell me about the in-pro.

Now... heard arrows flying all over in the office, later I sure kana a big 1. hope I'll survive that. ):

New Year

2010-02-13T23:16:00.002+08:00

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Gotta say I like mcdonald's sausage muffin with egg..yumyum!^^

Going to chinese new year soon... Hope the new year will be great. The passed few days wasn't really great. Visited hospital.
Greetings to all my friends! Happy Lunar New Year, Year of the TIGER. Also a happy Valentine's day for all cause its also friendship day. :D

ALSO... Happy Birthday Jordan!!!

happy day?

2010-01-31T22:50:00.002+08:00

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ord guard

2010-01-30T00:37:00.002+08:00

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Now doing guard duty. Oh-rrer- dee guard... LAST 1!!! Found a lan port and managed to access the internet. Quite amazing to be using internet during guard duty. This last 1 is quite good, gone quite smooth, did it with my wing people and a gunnery spec and a spec from 24SA. I'm tired but then don't know why now enjoying the last moments.. haas... listening luo zhi xiang's songs on haoting.com. LOLS.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHENYI!
PSPS, can't go celebrate your birthday this time. Guess you and the rest are enjoying. Hope you don't get drunk again. Bro! You have to take care.. you know what I mean.

Tomorrow is my mum's birthday. didn't manage to get her anything don't know what she wants. She wanna buy shoes herself.

Tomorrow also hope I can attend service. Quite a long time didn't go lerx. Never get to see my friends. But then if my mum and family going out for dinner, I won't make it again. haiz haiz...

can't wait to get out of army. Guess 90% of the people agree to this line bax.. haas.. too much of shit. LOLs.

Believe I can, I can. Believe I can't, I can't.
Give me courage, I wanna tell you something.

nsmen

2010-01-28T21:20:00.002+08:00

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Yesterday and today was quite a fine day because someone didn't stir shit. that's good yo. Now taking Nsmen conversion once again. 4th day into the course and we are getting along just fine. Always like to teach the Nsmen, always get to learn a lot from them. Today they were chatting with me for a long time sharing their experience in the working life. Talked to me about not going into engineering. NO $$ from engineering industry. High basic but low bonus while sales and finance is low basic but a lot of commission and bonuses. They taught me about getting good internship companies and learn some business concepts and techniques. Thanks Thanks!!

Just now went orchard alone to look for my shoe for new year. Went far east. Felt kinda emo, ALONE shopping. Saw some shoe quite nice, called mum to ask her for opinion. She came meet me and bought a new pair of leather shoe. nice ^^. She taught me about simplicity. The one she recommended to me is a simple design while the one i was initially looking at is a little fanciful, she said. So i chose the simple 1. More designs is nice but then it will phase out fast when the trend is over. It makes sense. Moreover my mum is working in fashion industry.

Sleepy sleepy... night night!!

rainie

2010-01-24T09:50:00.002+08:00

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yesterday finally meet up with my bmt buddies!!! thanks to my selfish always buddy julian chen zilong!! also bought rainie's CD. yay! gotten free poster also. I love her songs.. ^^

sick

2010-01-21T20:27:00.003+08:00

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Today was forced to clear off, anyways doesn't really matter bax. Last Saturday night booked in for Sunday's livefiring, marking the end of my last ASC MTC course. Sunday night at the end of the livefiring, V-com one of the MTC back to lowload. I stood up, guess none of the rest did. In front of me is like sandstorm, can't see anything except the red brake light from the front MTC. The "scenery" is like up in the clouds or can say its like dreamland. I ate a lot of sand. The following day, I ended up with slight fever. dotz... now still a little sick. having flu symptoms. can't eat a lot of things.

Went to maxwell with my family for dinner. On the way I saw a very inconsiderate driver, a lasy. She was driving this volvo, she lowered down the side window and started smoking. she used 1 had to change gear and steer. I du lan with her because she did a 4 point turn, when she did a reverse, she did not look back nor stop for the pedestrian crossing behind her. luckily the pedestrian stopped or else sure accident. knn, she drive, smoke, and talk to the man beside her while doing a turn. This kind of driver totally turn me down. Had tze cha for dinner, dad ordered some dishes of which 1 is a veg fried with seafood. Suppose to have veg and seafood only, don't know why is there pig stomach and chicken liver and kidney inside sia. damn weird but nevermind just eat.

Tomorrow going to sungei gerdong cco to draw our bronco for the next NSmen course. Monday is next course liao. no lawl period.

Just hope I recover fast and that goes to Jiahui also. Sick again!!zZz... Hope hongyun do well in sispec, he seems like kana a lot of arrows since he got in. This Saturday finally going to meet my BMT buddies.. do freaking long sia, luckily my selfish buddy managed to organise this gathering!! thanks SELFISH! ^^

When things go missing, It should be somewhere around you, things will never go missign without a reason. BUT then there's always the murphy's law. LOLs...

Take Care EVERYONE! bless

2nd week into 2010

2010-01-10T18:47:00.002+08:00

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It's the second week into 2010. Last friday went to indoor stadium for david tao's concert. He's great, really good, very rock. haas... Yesterday went A.H. visit kenny. Don't know exactly why he was warded, just hope he'll be fine. Celebrated his birthday there. Special wors.. hahas. After that went orchard for a walk and drink since it's still quite early. So coincidence shu went orchard and I was there. Accompanied her to Artfriend. She's preparing the presents for brand's, colin's and ad's birthday.

January really packed, 1st week of jan had towed livefiring, 2nd week do some spring cleaning and tonight have to go in early cause tomorrow exercise. This coming weekend MTC lifefiring then next friday guard duty and the week after that is shuhui's wedding. What an exciting month. Hope everything goes well.

Now missing someone.. not really missing, just thinking about this someone. The smiles, the eyes, the face... haaass... Trying not to think about later going back camp... lols...

happy new year

2010-01-01T15:43:00.003+08:00

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-=HAPPY NEW YEAR=-

First morning of 2010 at 7am, can hear mum nagging.. Is it good or bad? haas.
Wanted to clean my room today but so far haven't yet. LOLS. Helped my bro cut hair this morning. ^^. Just now decided to chiong finish my nissan fairlady. And now it's completed.

nice? satisfaction.

hope 2010 will be great.
hope my best friend shu will be fine. She ain't feeling well on the first day of 2010.

god bless.:)

new year soon

2009-12-27T12:23:00.002+08:00

27th Dec 2009

2009 going to end soon. Every next day is just one more day in life. Yesterday went to kamen's and Jiahui's house to trim their hair for them. The haircut could be better. Anyways like to thank them for letting me trim their hair. lols. I has been quite some time since I have female friends who allow me trim their hair. So... THANKS!!!

nothing much to blog about. Looking at the progress of my fairlady. nice nice. haas.!

take care all my friends!

god bless(:

christmas

2009-12-25T23:10:00.007+08:00

25th december 2009

I WANNA WISH YOU A MERRY CHRISTMAS!!
FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART. ^^

Today went for christmas service. Wow, crowded. luckily we very early. The drama was great. Daniel acted. After service, headed over to gloria's house for christmas party. Played some games, had some food and cake. Kit's mum's cake is awesome. As good as those sold outside. hehes><. Had sharing session and exchanged gifts. Heyy Hongyun.. thanks bro! If you get to read my blog. THANKS! I gave a gift to Karmen, cause it's her who intro me to this whole new group of friends. If it's isn't for her, I wouldn't be celebrating christmas with them. (: so thank you too!! Last evening went to cousin house for dinner. Had beehoon and roasted chicken and soup. beehoon was very nice, my uncle cook de. Had 3 plates of beehoon, 2 bowls of soup and some chicken. Had fruits also. Chatted with my cousin while my bro play dota with my younger cousin. We were flipping through the photo and found the pics we too in Aus when we were pri3. haas, very obvious which is me.. lol.
missed the times we spent together.
2010 coming... good year ahead!

new

2009-12-19T11:57:00.004+08:00

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yesterday went tiong bahru plaza get airbrush and compressor and a new model kit. wanted to try out cars. Like fairlady.

last night just feel like keep building through the night but didn't. lol. dropped a small piece and ended up looking for it for an hour. but luckily found. Just now tried out the new airbrush and compressor. airbrush is not bad but the baby compressor is producing so much water pockets. guess i have to get the water filter next time. didn't it could be so bad but then still alright ba.

this week got no news about the past incident, no new is good news i guess. :)

sat sad

2009-12-13T18:28:00.005+08:00

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Yesterday had a really challenging day. The day started off like damn not right. Worst saturday guard duty ever.

Stayed in bunk through the friday night, luckily found my friends' bunk key, watched tv. Phone rang... 6.30am draw arms instead of 7am.... sianz... sat morning, went down, D.O. overslept. mounted guard late(the usual timing). Was quite happy because never do extra 30min. lols. But then that morning was like damn busy. Normally sat morning got R.T and I.P.T, yesterday morning 24SA had their family day which means there are more people coming in. G3 still gotta go open back gate. That's not all, got 3 buses of poly student come for napfa... Before noon already shag si liao.

Afternoon crashed a car's bumper.... what happened was as follows...

Afternoon got another batch of R.T and I.P.T. I as G2, stood at the gantry post to control the traffic and stop any suspicious vehicle. There's this barrier thing that is used to prevent cars from passing ( like those in carparks), broken, so have to use the emergency metal barricade to control instead. The traffic was quite smooth till one of the BOS shouted over to my side. He shouted to sudden and loud as if there is some important stuff(threat). I can see he is refering to the car approaching my side. The first thing i can think of is to stop the car so I lifted the barricade to stop it. dots... the car didn't stop and it crashed onto the barricade. I was like looking at the crash in slow motion, saying to myself "stop..stop...!!! don't crash" but too bad... it crashed, the left bumper dented in and the car plate broken. Luckily the car wasn't moving very fast. Sian ji bua. My 2nd last guard liao, this happen.. then yong hui's last guard, the D.O's 1st set of guard duty. Luckily the D.O., the BOS are nice people. Stress....!!!! Don't know is it fate or what, the car that kana is the contractor that the ISM asked to come do the photo frame at my institute lobby. Out of hundreds of car, this car kana, buy 4D also don't have so zhun. The D.O. sent the report, now just hope for the best.
Dinner time was talking to Yong hui while eating. Don't know is coincidental or just suay, when I spoke of " hope the last guard won't multiply", yong hui's spoon broke.

Every event in life is a learning process. Learn and grow. Thanks 2 of my good friend for their concern. (: thanks thanks!

hope the next few days would be better.

pin chang

2009-12-05T15:05:00.002+08:00

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迷路兵- 品尝

nice song.. enjoy...

recently wasn't feeling very happy. trying to let somethings go. Just wanna be alone.

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2009-11-29T16:47:00.001+08:00

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yesterday bought mi lu bing new album. really like them. support 新加坡的音乐创作。Had lunch at mahattan fish market at MS with hong yun, renfred and kit.
SUCCESS = TALENT + HARDWORK

10000HRS of practice.

weather bad

2009-11-22T21:06:00.002+08:00

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Now feeling kinda have a feeling i'm about to fall sick quite soon. Weather is cooling but it's really bad for the body. Had a great dinner and a movie last night. Movie was hypnotising but the dinner was great. aston specialties. Had grilled fish with herb. Kinda bitter the taste but was alright. Many things is how you feel about it, to like or not to like something, it's one's decision. The taste might be bitter but you can choose to like it. Yesterday had a teaching, no one can make you upset or angry, it's within yourself. The heart is weak or strong, your core is weak or strong. Follower, or a believer.

Could still remember in secondary school I got a friend used to do this, whenever a friend scold him "f*** u", he says "thank you". Funny? LOL

Hope all my friends are blessed and safe.

finally

2009-11-21T11:40:00.002+08:00

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Finally updated my blog skin etc, hope can get some feedbacks and please tell me how to improve.:D

This coming MONDAY is the start of our new ASC. My batch's replacement. My last ASC course, after that would be countdown lo...ORD...:P This batch, no mercy, gonna wack jialat jialat. wahhaha... I not evil.

LuLL going to be over... A new beginning is coming...

18th nov

2009-11-18T14:36:00.002+08:00

-18 November 2009-

BACK IN OFFICE MTW. After a long break, I'm still back in this office. Now that all the seniors have ORDed, my batch is now the "lao jiao" le. First day back in Khatib, went to Kranji to collect our vehicle and stores. Early in the morning waited for bus. Indented. I was told a bus, but couldn't see it... turned out to be a mini-van. diaos... Met up with my friends in 41. Chatted quite a bit. Sadly I lost my red pen.... sibei sians, everytime lend people then lost. That happened to my blue pen before I had my break. Now back in office without much people around. The rest went to chinatown for NEtrip. The rest of us who went to Kranji had ER at 12 but then lazy to go out or home. So feel like sleeping. lol. Good day I hope.

nuggets are small but it ain't light meal, full of oil. LOLs

change

2009-11-12T20:22:00.003+08:00

-12th November 2009-

This is the mid of my OFF and leave. Spending quite a lot of time rotting. Has been a long time since I stayed home for so many days. Lappy broke down on the first day of OFF. Was panicking back then, afraid of the loss of data, repair cost etc. Today took back lappy, it's the graphics card burnt. Luckily total below 300. Today has been a good day. Took my bro for movie. 2012. Was kinda kiasu so went to the cinema super early. Though would have a lot of people queuing up like vivo gv but there was no one. LOL. Went to marina square gv. Was the first customer of the day. haas. After buying the tics, treated my bro Mcdonald breakfast meal as our lunch. Was a double breakfast. Had too much of the burgers, the breakfast tasted so much better than the normal meals.

2012 is a damn nice show. At least to me. Though the storyline too idealistic, everything else is breath-taking. exaggerated? The special effects have hardly any flaw and some parts really can make me cry. Touched my heart. 157min show.

Recently jiahui fell sick. From the day I know her, almost before every exam or test sure fall sick. Why??? Anyways hope she gets well soon and work real hard. Take Good Care!!!><. Hey this goes to all my other friends that I don't know you've fallen sick k. GET WELL SOON. Maybe it's time for miracles.

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2009-10-28T20:31:00.003+08:00

-28th October 2009-

October has flew fast, now approaching the end of October. Was it a good thing? November is when my lull starts. Pocket would be so empty. EMPTY... So many things happened recently. Was trying so hard to let go something that I should have let go long long ago. I believe things are fated and planned by god. Yesterday I experienced a great coincidence... Supposed to attend IPSC from today till the 4th, but was last minute cancelled. Last evening took some time and a great great effort to go to ssdc to apply for enrolment. Was very lazy but finally.. enrolled. thanks Chong Yang for accompanying me. My understudy. haas. Anyways that's not the point. LOL. Just nice that there are lessons on the 2nd to 4th. Fitted to my schedule so nicely because the IPSC cancelled. Met Yong Gao on my way to ssdc. What's the chance of meeting a friend around there at the time? He's the one I very long never see... damn long... Went AMK for dinner at the 7-24 hawker centre. Guess what, saw Suyi. She sat quite far away but was like just in front of me. She didn't see me and I didn't say hi. She went off earlier than me. Was like... nevermind never say hi since she never see me. After dinner, went ntuc at AMK hub. So coincedent when I exit, she came in and we met. The day was full of coincidence. FATE

Every tough times is a learning experience that is pre-destined to make one stronger.
Learn and Grow.

Regards,
3SG YEO KELVIN =)
MTW

11thOct-13th Oct

2009-10-13T17:47:00.008+08:00

Just had my birthday 2 days back on the 11Oct. Quite a nice weekend I had. On the 10th in the morning went to cousin house there with shu to reece the route there in case my friends lost their way( which they did). anyways not the big thing. haas...Still can remember on the 9th, I took the train home, coincidentally the cabin number is 1110..my birthdate. Ok, back to the 10th... went to IMM for lunch at MOS burger. Walked around the Mall then waited for shu's mum to come before I make my leave. Just nice when we are about to leave... met ad and her mum... soooo.. coincidental. I walked the wrong way out in the end boarded the shutter bus to jurong east interchange( was intended to walk back). When I got down the bus walking to the MRT, suddenly someone massaged my shoulder, hmm.. squeeze my shoulder. I jumped! LOL. turned back and saw my poly juniors. Really is "junior" cause only know them when in FO camp, my last FO in SP. The 1 who squeezed my shoulder say my shoulder feels the same...LOL.. I don't change my shoulder! anyways long story about that( FO stuff XD). 3 of them 1 know and 1 I never knew. Chatted to them quite a little when on my way home. Changed and then went out meet kenneth they all to celebrate. A lot people late lors... went sushi tei at TAKA for dinner then went Changing Appetites at MS for the desert. Saw quite a number of my friends in Orchard and City Hall. Had a really nice night with a lot of nice food.

11Oct, morning my mum made me 鸡蛋面线. Afternoon went to cousin house prepare my party stuff. Had a fun night. A lot of my friends did not make it in time cause they lost their way. Shu and Ad came 1st followed by my poly friends. Haas.. Played bingo. Had fun that night.

12Oct woke up.. feeling sick.. Sianz...13Oct.. also... took 2 days OFF, in the end stayed home and sleep. Tomorrow going back camp le.. haiz..

7th oct

2009-10-07T19:36:00.003+08:00

-7th October 2009-

4 more days counting down to my birthday. Rather worried about how the day will turn out. Afraid that many of my friends cannot make it that evening. They gotta BOOK IN. haiz.... Now gotten a little time to blog in office. Everyone's gone, stayed back to use the internet for awhile. Busy Busy day today. Wrote 2 statements. One is for a screw that is broken and stuck in a equipment for so damn long ago and the other is for one of my warrant's calculator to send for repair. Today my office stuff seems like keep going missing. Flipping the office upside down since morning. Food in my camp is getting much better than before. Gained back the confidence to indent my meals in camp. There was a period of time when the food really CMI. lols. I'm taking over ADMIN SPEC for this current course. WOW.. heng for the next course I got replacement. My platform short of instructor so hahas.. don't have to do so long. Was previously planned from this course till feb. Life's have been chaotic but things are getting better as I have strong faith in YOU. YOU gave me strength to believe I can make things happen, things will go well when i believe. :)

Unfailing LOVE.

To my friends who is going to join this BIG BIG family call THE ARMY.... GOOD LUCK... it isn't that bad. Take it as a chalet at the offshore island for 2 months. With free food, free lodging, several wonderful excursions to the well grown theme park with exciting upslopes and down slopes. Don't need to worry about the tour there because you will get a very "caring" tour guide for every room. The hotel suite can accommodate 13 men some with seaview and some is just next to the nature reserves. isn't this fantastic?Meal time you will be served by 5 to 6 chiobus and yandaos... cool rite? but still you have to queue up.

BROs.. take care yo!

new

2009-09-27T15:59:00.000+08:00

jus did my alternate blog, the link is on the right "the other me"

do comment.. haas..:)

20th sept

2009-09-20T16:30:00.003+08:00

-20th September 2009-

Last night went for Shuhui's last dance performance at the Victoria Concert Hall. The theatre was filled, packed. Only Jordan, Jeremy, samuel, Shenyi and me went, other than Shuhui's 2 other friends. After the performance we headed to chinatown for porridge at 11pm. Everyone were hungry. Slept rather late and woke up kind of early this morning. Went to airport to see Shuhui off. Had breakfast together and took some pictures with her camera. Though we are not that very close, we went through our poly life together. Now that she's leaving(left) for bali, quite sad. Held my sadness, but my day was kind of emo. Wish her well over there...

那一天知道你要走
我們一句話也沒有說
當午夜的鐘聲敲痛離別的心門
卻打不開我深深的沈默
那一天送你送到最後
我們一句話也沒有留
當擁擠的月台擠痛送別的人們
卻擠不掉我深深的離愁
我知道你有千言你有
萬語卻不肯說出口
你知道我好擔心我好
難過卻不敢說出口
當你背上行囊卸下那份榮耀
我只能讓眼淚留在心底
面帶著微微笑用力的揮揮手
祝你一路順風
當你踏上月台從此一個人走
我只能深深的祝福你
深深的祝福你最親愛的朋友
祝你一路順風

life have to go on. take good care, my friend.

17th sept 2009

2009-09-17T20:06:00.002+08:00

-17th September 2009-

In life, there are times when you are uncertain about things. Stay focus. When you feel unbalanced, hold on to yourself and stay calm, think it through. Take a step back and plan, then move on.

We must be the change we wish to see in the world.(quoted from Gandhi)

Some games is like life, also resemblance the path of learning. Whatever ahead might not be always foreseen, every step, every move one takes has to be clear and mindful. Learn from mistakes, pick up yourself and move forward. Many a times you have to make your own decisions. What others can give you are just advices or guidance. When you are new, it's advice to trust and follow.

Be active and passive. Look at the past, focus on the present and foresee the future. Follow procedures at times but do open to options.

MOTIVATION is the activation or energisation of goal-oriented behavior. Motivation may be internal or external. So do motivate each other and motivate yourself. eg. ( 加油！加油！) haas!

Quote of the post:
The mind determines what's possible, the heart surpasses it.
-Pilar Coolinta-

All my friends( you know who you are), Thank you for being there for me. (:

loyalty

2009-09-13T17:28:00.000+08:00

-13th September 2009-

Loyalty

Trust, Believe, Follow

Responsibility

tested relationships, tested friendships

have you tested me enough throughout these years. Your place within me will always be the same and will always be.

7sept

2009-09-07T20:09:00.000+08:00

-7th September 2009-

Today had a very low day... No mood to even continue writing. Worst leave I've taken. Kinda waste... Hope my day tomorrow will be brighter... But guess won't be much more cheerful.

29 aug

2009-08-29T09:15:00.002+08:00

-29th August 2009-

Life's full of ups and down this passed week.
For every mistake I made, I'll take the responsibility, but sometime really wonder what's others will do. Wondered why he who noticed the problem didn't remedy on the spot? He who took over shouldn't he suppose to solve the mistake I made to prevent anymore from happening? Why he is put in-charged when he only know how to make people responsible and not take the responsibility to make it right? Sometime really can't stand such brainless and not responsible people. NATOs.

He's not the worst, but he's ranked 2nd. The worst one doesn't even show up in office, but when he appears, he pissed everyone off, super NATO.

EX BATTLEKING

2009-08-17T20:22:00.002+08:00

-17th August 2009-

Yesterday midnight finally back home. Has been in Thailand for the past 15 days. Missed home, and now I'm back=D

Wrote down some comments on my ipod touch...(Edited)

Day 1 (010809)
Today is the first day in Thailand. Everything so far is still fine. The weather here is very hot and make me wanna drink water. Bathroom is so much different from those I've been before. Had a parade at the parade square too. Went to the canteen and made a bag tag for myself and 1 for HY. Hax. Looking forward to a wonderful thai massage(never come true).

Day 2 (020809)
Last night slept well. Dreamt of ***. Some kind of dream that is leaving... somewhat like the drama. LOL. Had morning run and a fire drill practice. Overstrained my left knee. Old injury sustained from sispec. Painful. Hope tomorrow will recover. Settle stored all day. Maintained mortar. Moving tomorrow out at 12.30.

Day 3 (030809)
Woke up at 5am went to collect ammo. 12.30pm set off to new camp. KM camp. The trip took 2 hours. After that went to deployment ground which took another 1hour. We bought a lot of drinks. LOL. Had some field cooking. Quite a relaxing day, just that today get to know the bad news. We are going to shoot the new ilum bomb...we haven't try out before worse thing is that we are firing on a light mortar. This makes us the 1st batch of NSF to fire the new ilum.

Day 4 (040809)
Last night never sleep well. Hammock wasn't that nice to sleep in. Maybe I'm just not used to it. Maybe I tied it too low. Fired the new illum for the first time. Luckily everything turned out fine. Just that there's this f*** up encik from WTW around. Gave some very dumb comments and act like he know what's going on but apparently he got his facts all wrong. Damn irritating. Everyone can't wait for him to leave. Now I can declare that I've fired almost all 3 platform. Tonight sleeping alone, the 4 cadets including YZ have to do sentry for the night. This time tied the hammock well, hope will have a good night sleep... Wanna tell *** good night.

Day 5 (050809)
Today not firing. Morning maintained mortar, then slack:) Had lots and lots of food today. Dinner had SFI food and sunit(RTA laision) gave us a packet of his food, Char siew rice, a bbq catfish that he caught and a big kunning. After dinner he gave us another catfish and a packet of tom yum soup, a pack of chicken and 4 packets of rice. We gave him fruits and he gave us so much food. The food was great. An enjoyable day. ><

to be continued...

Day 6 (060809)
Today had a very short firing cause there's some screw ups with the other factors. Waited until wanna sleep. Had an unforgetable bathing experience ever. After firing about 11, we went to bathe at the "car water"(water truck). The wind is super cold. Freezing. Shivered like hell. Hax. Was fun though. lol. So wanna text JH a happy birthday tomorrow.

Day 7 (070809)
Whole day never really done anything much. Slacked whole day. At night the rest of the people went back to camp to rest and wash up but my friends and I didn't. Going back is very troublesome. The whole place is very empty and deserted after they left. Had a very fun and meaningful chat with or RTA laision and another RTA. Very enjoyable just that we are kinda sleepy le. smsed JH, hope she received my birthday greeting.

Day 8 (080809)
Had a freezing night. Rained heavily. Feets were cold. Glad my ipod got recharged. thanks to KW at the OP. Now got music. Afternoon nothing to do again, the drink lorry came with the uncle and his daughter in it. His little daughter made us all a friendship band each. So I took the lightstick strings and made them a band each too. Hax. Like cultural exchange. Night time, sunit caught a firefly. observed the bug up close. 1st time.

Day 9 (090809)
Last night smsed JH the happy birthday wish. She said was kinda bad. Hope today she'll be happy. Now raining again. Today fired a lot of bombs. Had shower in the dark. Then kana scratched by thorns. It hooked onto my skin. damn pain. texted mum and shu(never receive).

Day 10 (100809)
Last day out in the field. Finally. Just now chief of arty came down to look at how we doing. First time talking to him. Tomorrow going back to SYC. Exercise coming to an end.. yay!

Day 11 (110809)
This outfield having a series of dreams, seems to have some link and it's like telling me someting. Today back in SYC. Need settle some stores. Very soon will be the end of frame dinner follow by R n R. Missing so many people. tired. sleep soon.

Day 12 (120809)
Today RTA had soccer with our people. Practicaly that's the main event of the day. I had no appetite for my dinner. Was thinking about many many things especially .......(too long)....

to be continued....again

flying off

2009-07-31T19:33:00.000+08:00

-31st July 2009-

Later flying off for my 1st oversea exercise. Anxious yet reluctant. Anyways it's just 2 weeks. Took it as a 2 weeks outfield camp. lol. Hope the weather is not so terrible cause the weather forecast shows THUNDERSTORM packets for the whole 2 weeks!!!!! Hope there's no need to see the MO for any reason. Pray hard. Hope I didn't forget to bring any important thing there. I'll be back my friends.

(:

Ootoya

2009-07-27T21:37:00.002+08:00

-27th July 2009-

today had lunch with my poly buddies at orchard central. Lols. Was craving for the Japanese restaurant. They knew I was
interested in that restaurant. Went to eat at ootoya. The food was fantastic. The tea was great and I feel the service
is much better than others. Lols. The menu made me indecisive. Wanna eat everything.

refer to facebook for rest of pics :D

kuishin-bo

2009-07-18T19:07:00.009+08:00

-18th July 2009-Last night had a enjoyable night with my fellow clubmates. Has been a long long time since we went out to have a good good meal. Wore my cui3 smart 4 go. LOL. Didn't really planned to go, only remembered when I was out of camp. Went to tiong bahru Plaza to get a can of clear coat spray. After that, went to city hall meet them. It was really crowded there last evening. I feel so outstanding. Anyways doesn't matter. hahax. went over to kuishin-bo at suntec for dinner. Dinner was awesome. The crab... yum yum, the other stuff too are fantastic. This comes with $$ too.. hax. Took couple of photos with the rest though I couldn't really do special poses.. lol.
Attendance: Jordon, Keith, cherwei, Rui xiang, shu hui, Amanda, benny, Lawrence and ME.(:

Wonderful evening, wonderful dinner, and a batch of wonderful friends that I'll miss. Missed the times when we did all the camps and events together and the uncountable outings.

Low Low Low...Lowwww....

2009-07-11T13:29:00.004+08:00

-11th July 2009-

Ups and downs through this week. Currently, its lowest of the week. Drowning in music, trying to drown myself. Telling myself I'll be fine. I will? Will I? I hope, I wish, I pray. This day have come after such long years. It's time for the end. It will be a new beginning. Let this river flow down my cheeks.. please... but it didn't... I'll be stronger and keep fighting. Now I'm trying to reach out my hand, guide me.

A WARRIOR will continue with his crusade... With pride I lead, I'll inspire.

Last evening went meet friends for dinner. Carried my big bag of army stuff along... sianz. Shifting to Kranji camp for 10 days for course. Won't be able to see this new batch of trainees pass out this coming wednesday. I know my direct trainees will be able to lead with pride and pass down the knowledge. My detachment always last to finish the training while the rest already went to take a break le. They always complain in the beginning but now, they understood. I see them grow. I know I'll be proud of them. I always tell them, my detachment will always be the best detachment. I make them do everything and reminded them on every single detail. They get more practises and I teach them with passion. For some, I scolded, guess they understood. Do the right thing at the right time.

When going home last night, met the trainee I taught the previous course. Surprised. Hax. I was the instructor for his reservice mortar commander course, he's the PC, LTA. Hmm.. luckily don't need to call his name last night cause I forgotten. hax. I love what I'm doing, I take reservice personnel, I learn from them too about the working life outside and get more experience. So far... my path in my specialisation... after pass out, 1st to be cross trained in both MTC and towed. The only 1 in my wing(NSF) both train, after my upper study ORDed. After conversion, took 46SAR opr course for a week then I gotten chicken pox. After recovery, took the 453SAR nsmen course and now finishing the new 5th MTC ASC course. Went for EX milo and support 24SA radar and my course's livefiring. August going for EX bk. Comparing to my colleagues, the other 2 friends who passed out as instructor like me, They only went to the radar and our course's livefiring. Heard EX bk, I'll be firing SP mortar. Means I'll be the only NSF in my wing to fire all 3 platform. :D

Recently, building stronger friendship with other specs in my institute. Especially this friend who is the first to borrow mess tin from me. The friendship started with a mess tin.. hax.. yup true. Somehow he gives me the nice feeling of being back in poly. He calls me the way my poly buddies call each other. His name is quite special, Favien. 1st of which I've heard of. He's a very nice guy, just like my other poly classmates! ^^. YZ now still in my wing, hope he'll be chosen to be instructor together with me too.

To all my friends... take good care(all). get well soon(james)

god bless.

I want to get w995!!!! counting down to my hp contract end.

lazy

2009-06-28T19:42:00.001+08:00

-28th June 2009-

Has been some
time since I last posted something... Yesterday finally watched transformer, revenge of the fallen. The show was great. This time the sequel they added some humour. Quite unexpecting. Watched with my poly buddies. James, edwin wasn't free. Royston last min got things on, luckily ccl managed to come.. Hax. Saw quite a few of my trainees at jp. 1 of them, the ooc wanted to watch yesterday but he didn't get the tics. All sold out. Luckily we booked online. Heng ah!.. I bought a bottle of long island tea from the ntuc. Was so tempted to buy it everytime I visit the supermarket. Hmm... The taste was not bad and it kept me warm in the cinema.. LOL.. Jut that I don't really like the taste of volka. Was kinda moody yesterday. Had lunch at Thai express. At 3pm... Kinda late. I ordered tom yam soup with clear noodle. The clear soup. Jq ordered the red tom yam. Hax, still the clear one taste better. More spicy and sour. Fantastic.. Finish lunch about 4.30pm, dad called to ask me back home cause going out for dinner... Went sembawang there for dinner. Seafood dinner at 6!!! But dinner was great larx.. Haha. Today stayed home. Levelled my character in my mmorpg game. Tomorrow morning going back camp, start of mortar drills. Needa drink lots.

For those I cared about, take good care.

For all my friends, god bless.

updates

2009-06-07T10:18:00.004+08:00

-7th June 2009-

Just done with my ATP last thursday. Shooting can be a talent, luck or just simply practice. Only managed to get a pass. Friday was the first day took this new batch of trainee for training. Not as bad as it seems but there's more days to come. JC batch, quite troublesome, not stereotyping k but a lot of the JC guys are really not as good as the poly guys. Hope I don't have to f them. For this batch, I'm gonna be the bad guy. hax.

saw this nice pic on the net. cool..

saw this watch also.. damn nice!!
its a EVA W01 watch.. eh... the back is a figurine.

anyway, signing off...
missing some friends...

home

2009-05-29T20:36:00.002+08:00

-29 May 2009-

I'm now back home for a couple of hours. So feel like sleeping lerx but I can't. Later gotta go back camp. Tomorrow going for another live-firing to support the radars practice. Yesterday did guard duty till this morning. Didn't really sleep. Going back soon... haiz... can't wait for sunday man.. hax.

26may

2009-05-26T19:14:00.003+08:00

-26th May 2009-

Have you thought of buying pink dolphin at the saf canteen? How often do you find them selling? This is why saf personnels don't really get pink dolphin.
"get charged"!!
yesterday cleaned my scissors.

wats wrong

2009-05-25T09:54:00.002+08:00

don't know why am i getting all the cold shoulders recently. Especially by those I considered as god friends. Seems like I'm going to stand alone like a last warrior on a battlefield?hmm...

22 may

2009-05-22T16:57:00.002+08:00

-22th May 2009-

Today is Friday, the end of the week. Last night came back from our 453 summex. On Monday the new ASCs are coming. Guess I taking off on Monday. Recently upset about how selfish are some people. Maybe it takes time to see clearly what kind of friends you are with. Something happened today made me change my mind about someone. My impression about this someone wasn't so nice till yesterday. He asked me how I feel about him and what can he improve on. Ok, to be frank, he's the Course SM for the 453. He's new so I told him many things like he got many things to learn and more things to be aware of, cause he is new. This morning he also treated all of us to breakfast at the canteen.

Now I'm left in the office. The rest already went off for early release. I stayed back to help my friend. Everytime it seems like I'm the only one offering all the help to my friends. The rest immediately ran off when ER was given. Seems like there's much more things not settled yet and Monday is the in-pro already!!! disappointed. during the 453, 4 of posted out friends were attached back to help out. Because they are attached to us, the can't really do many things, not even able to sign out the keys for the armskote. And... I'm still the only one willing to wake up go draw for them and accompany them. Everyday the NSmen thought I'm the duty instructor!!! But, there's always a good side to it, they are called back for reservice, somehow I get to interact with them more and yup, learnt alot from them :) Was kinda enjoyable when I'm with the NSmen. Whenever they have problem, they find me. Though sometime find it stressful, it's a very good learning experience and this also means they saw my pros.

This sat, jq asked me out. Maybe will ask the rest too.. would be enjoyable but feel like just staying at home. jiamin also asked me join them for the weekend, I rejected, wanna stay home. But then.... just see how.. lol. maybe meet jq and my poly buddies.

when it comes to tough times... people show their real colours... that's when you know who are your real friends.

Congrats to the best trainee and the best operator of 453 course. The pc and ammo loader I taught. :D proud of you guys! though you all older.. lol

smiles!^^

20th may

2009-05-20T07:37:00.002+08:00

-20th May 2009-

Has been some time since I last blogged. Now another short post. Sometime it hurts to see how selfish people are. Sometimes it takes time to see how " friend" is your friend. I wish I can have a better and more responsible people working around me. For my friends, do take good care.

smiles :D

bugis

2009-05-05T18:39:00.010+08:00

- 5th May 2009-

Today went bugis with hongyun. Hax. Again went to watch movie with only 1 good friend. Yesterday and today feels like Saturday and Sunday. LOL. Anyways we went the new shopping at bugis for movie. Watched x-men origins wolverine. A very nice show, to me I feel it's nice. It's pretty different from the conventional x-men 1 to 3. The cinema is filmgarde, same as the one in kallang entertainment centre. We bought a large popcorn combo. Just 10 bucks for 2 large drinks and a large popcorn. Wu hua sia.
The popcorn are nice, ok at least better than cathay and gv. But somehow I find the kallang 1 is better. Is more hot. After the show we went walk around and saw this nice costume in "otaku house". The salesgirl approached us to help us out the moment we went in and keep following us around though we said we just looking around.. hmm... wonder if she's stalkin us sia..
nice rite? should be from FF i think. Went to another concept show and bought something nice. Paid at the cashier then the cashier returned wrongly. Hax. Wonder was she trying to catch our attention. LOL.I think I think to much. Went to the washroom there. They have nice washroom. see....:)
from the washroom can see the bugis street. 1 big problem is the washroom so hidden.
can see the right is the lift and guess where the washroom?? I nearly went to the "3" there. hax. Also took couple of shots in the shoping center.
hax. Right after I took this picture, the security guard approached me and say can't take picture.. lol. eh just realised that. There's this small sigh right at the door saying no photography. kinda lame. anyways had a nice time out with hongyun, just that jiahui and jiamin not there today. haiz. Tonight going back to camp. Hope everything's fine when I go back.

smiles big big :D ( hahaha)

tired

2009-05-04T22:18:00.000+08:00

-4th May 2009-

Today took my off-in-lieu. Burnt my saturday and sunday out in the sun. Exercise milo. It's the 'real' livefiring. Usually our livefiring uses about 140 for 4 dets... But this milo... Omg. 180 plus per det. The 1st time I say the ammo... Don't ever think that it would be possible to finish firing. Saturday night had thunderstorm. Zeus is like spamming lightning the whole night. And the commando mosquitoes raided everyone. Totally shagged out. Had sunburn and lots of bites. Woke up this morning with aches all over. Today went out meet shu. Chat and lunched. Shared a terrible bowl of chendol at tiong kopitiam. Really terrible the chendol. Guess won't eat chendol there again anymore. Hax.! When I back home, took a nap at 6. Guess im really tired. Woke up at 7.40 for dinner. Had headache. Thats for today. Kinda short day. Going to bed soon. Hope time will have a more fun day before I go back for work on wed

day of shit

2009-05-01T13:50:00.002+08:00

for -30th April 2009-

last day of the month, the day of shit. Early in the morning realised there's so much stuf undone left for me to do. Things that should have been done few weeks back or the previous days. The day when I'm the only one from MTC left, the day when the world fell on me. luckily i survived... hope wont have some more shit left for me.

stress, headache, shit, encouragement, smile BIG BIG(thx)

today 1st May 2009
only have half the day, night time reporting back for tomorrows and sunday's milo. YZ going too. hax. guess I'll be more tired than him. hax.

hai

2009-04-26T22:27:00.002+08:00

tomorrow going back camp le. yay yong zheng posted to ai also. can night time go talk to him. hax. had a nice day. maybe other day then talk more. going sleep soon. :D for those concerns, don't worry. smiles!!

yesterday 25

2009-04-26T08:34:00.002+08:00

-26th April 2009-

yesterday, the 25th of April. An enjoyable day out with some new friends and a old friend, not that old though. lol. anyways had fun. Went to bugis swensen for ice cream. Had earthquake and fondue. Hmm... to many, ice cream quite sinful, to me, it's ain't anything but yummy. Not chocolatety enough and the earthquake don't look that impact. maybe more people eating bax. Didn't take any picture myself, guess the rest took quite a lot of pictures. Maybe Imight upload some when I receive the pics. We played games. IG.. haiz. has been so long since I ply interactive games. but really had fun. We was kinda noisy there. quite pai seh and some customers complained about us. Knew that would be coming. Lost the game and did forfeit with jiahui and daniel. did a short banana dance. Luckily never follow the banana dance that hongyun suggest, or else would be more malu. hax. After the ice cream we went to expo for their church service. was the 2nd time Im there. No comments on what I think, but those who want to know I'll be fine to tell anyone. There's a part of it when they welcome newcomers and something.. don't know how to say... karmen and hongyun asked me whether I wanna go down. I'm glad they know when I tell them you know what will be my answer. hmm.. oh that's for karmen. for hongyun I told him maybe next time I tell you why. Dinner at about 9. very hungry. went home quarrelled with my mum. she dislikes me got for church thingy cause I'm a buddhist. Was kinda worried last night for the many reasons. Today morning turned out to be quite fine. Guess my mum do understand that I know my priority and I can control myself. So later.. I'm going to meet my poly friends. yay!!! miss them so much.

guess continue after im back in the afternoon.:)

today

2009-04-24T18:13:00.001+08:00

bored..

almost to completion-> completed

2009-04-22T17:17:00.004+08:00

-22th April 2009-

Almost completed here's 00 raiser
left the sword :D

now... completion
finally completed my new member. 00 raiser.

2nds week

2009-04-20T15:58:00.004+08:00

-20th April 2009-

here's the progress on my gundam 00. nice :D

sunday

2009-04-19T10:28:00.006+08:00

-19th April 2009-

Today Sunday. Early in the morning 6+ gotten a sms from my friend. Back finally. Didn't expect to be so early, but I'm glad. Read that Jiahui's laptop thingy, felt hurt for her laptop too. ouch. Had roti prata with nian gao for breakfast, kinda weird though but I still ate. After breakfast, I started to work on the form that my mum wants me to help her do. Dad just now went grandma's place and brought up this watch that my grandpa left. T.T miss my grandpa... feel like crying but didn't. AH GONG I MISS YOU!!!!! T.T.....
a precious watch that I will cherish.

just surfed the net and found this. I wanna get this macross frontier valkyrie model!!
COOL! but its $116 with promotion.

sat

2009-04-18T19:17:00.004+08:00

-18th April 2009-

here some pics on my colored 0- raiser

haiz... disappointed about my old airbrush. lousy 1... wanna buy a new 1 that is better. but feeling its kinda waste of money since I not doing modelling so often now.

missing my friends. Had gathering today but I cant go. MIss Miss them a lot. has been so long since I see my buddies T.T

missing 2 more friends who will be back tomorrow.

4th day

2009-04-16T22:22:00.002+08:00

-16th April 2009-

Today is the forth day. Did not do anything much today. Was waiting for my bro to help me buy my paints. Hmm... he bought the paints buy never buy the thinner I needed to mix with the paint for airbrushing. haiz.. so in the end I did not get to do my colouring of my 0 raiser.

thats all.

wait for someone to be back. waiting

3rd day

2009-04-15T10:40:00.004+08:00

-15th April 2009-

3rd day of mc. The pox on face seems to have subside a little. good sign? lol. working on 00raiser, here's the progress. very nice, can't wait to buy my paints. Guess the paints would cost more than the model again. hax.

cont with my modelling.
bon voyage for my 2 friends heading to ipoh today.

raiser unit, before colour. cool..hax.. going to dismantle for colouring soon... hee..:)

2nd day

2009-04-14T13:55:00.006+08:00

-14th April 2009-

Today is tuesday, the 2nd day of being stuck home. Mum went work late, took half day off to take care of me. Made me guo tiao tang with minced meat for my lunch. Dinner I having porridge again. Took the morning to clean up my room a little. Hong Yun sms me today again. Was glad that there's some friends who care. ><. thanks a lot man! Yesterday Ray called me regarding my Guard duties. thanks YY for helping me da this. I'll do yours next month. Already missed 2 very good guard duty dates. Last month, have one on a Sat as G3... G3 lei... but haiz.. got live-firing on the next day so have to let others do. This month another G3 on a thurs somemore. Was so so lucky but end up I kana chicken pox. Am I unlucky or just coincedence? feature my destiny gundam. re-post
it's just a normal 1/100 destiny gundam with base coats. Simple and nice.

cont.... here's my new 1..:)
GN-0000+ GNR-010
00 raiser

1st day

2009-04-13T12:07:00.002+08:00

-13 April 2009-

Today is my 1st day staying home for my recovery. Body has been itching all night. The small red dots haven't stop growing and multiplying. Had lots of care from my friends. Thanks a lot my friends. My taste buds failing, feverish feeling. Yesterday practically slept the whole afternoon. Had porridge whole day. 2 weeks more of porridge to go. The spots on my body looks so terrible and those on my head isn't any better. Looks so like pimples but it ain't pimples.

C*****[sick]- don't know you are or not. Hoping you are ok. Don't wish you to be sick too. That goes to all my friends too. Especially those who I have been in contact with the past 2 weeks.

Take care everyone. May your god bless you and everyone else.

chicken pox

2009-04-12T11:15:00.001+08:00

omg.... im down with chicken pox. should be happy to stay home but i ain't happy. Anyways, really appreciated to those who prayed for me last nite. Hope i'll be fine and hope i recover fast.

emo-ing.

2009-04-05T10:37:00.004+08:00

-5th April 2009-

Yesterday, 4th April, celebrated Shu's birthday. It was a quite a well-done birthday party. The turn out was pretty good and Shu was pretty as usual to me. Went over to her house about 1 in the afternoon. The sun was a killer, was sweating even when I was waiting for my 196. Brought 2 bags of decoration stuff over then went out for lunch with Shu and Ad. Went Great World for lunch and bought some sushi for the games later. While we were there, accompanied them in shopping for some assessories and clothes but never did buy anything. Back at Shu's place, the sky started to get gloomy. It's a norm this days, the rainy season. We headed to the function room early and began with the setting up the decorations. About 4 plus, Shu's classmate came. He helped out with the decorations. He's a nice guy, approachable and helpful... maybe cause he's the 1st to arrive? LOL. Everything was on schedule.5 plus, Shu and Ad went home to change. Shu's in her favourite colour. PINK. She wore the necklace I've gotten for her. She put make-up. For the 1st time I see her in make-up. Didn't really like the powder on her face, prefered to see her the natural her. The party started about 6 plus when the guests start to come in. The room began to get noisy. About 7, the buffet was served. When the dinner was almost over, we carried out our game. some short game. stickers pasted under chair and the "lucky" ones are chosen to play our game. Like I always like to say, the game whether is it fun depends on the people playing it. Luckily those who came up weren't the SBK. Played the sushi and wasabi game. Guessing whether your card is of a bigger point. It was quite fun. 9pm, we brought out the cake and sang the birthday song. Shu gave a short speech and made a wish. After the cake cutting session, we old friends stayed back till everything was over. Cleaned up the area and we all went to the poolside for a chat till about 12. Had alcohol. When everyone was leaving, I gave her the rose I made. wasn't in the best condition after being in my bag for so long. Ad was surprised, thought I would have given much earlier in the day. Shu said to me some stuff and brought up the promise she made to me few weeks back. Some other day when we go out then will do it for her but.... haiz... it will be so much of a different feeling cause it's not her birthday anymore.

Many many things I give myself up for and I did a lot for. Many people say I'm dumb, some say I'm sweet but to me, no matter what I do, it's for you.

Whenever you look into my eyes, you know how I feel and what I want to do, what to say. So wish I can get what I want and you know what I want all these years.

emo-ish....emo-ing...

Tomorrow back to camp, going for yet another summex and live-firing. feed mosquitoe again.

Live Firing

2009-03-28T19:35:00.002+08:00

What a short weekend, so I shall post a short 1.
tomorrow going for my end of course live firing. Later gotta book in le. hope the weather will be fine

shokudo

2009-02-22T11:20:00.005+08:00

21st February 2009

Today had a day out with shu. It has been a long long time since last went out with her. Best friend. Went for a movie. Slumdog millionaire. A really nice show. Though roughly knew what happens in the movie, it's a movie with much of mixed feelings. After show we went shokudo for dinner. Realised the restaurant name is some how spelled wrongly.
according to the japanese name, the english translation should be "shokudou" or "shokudoo". Unless im wrong.lol. anyways, the food is nice.haiz... tomorrow going back camp... see my trainees...

伤

2009-02-13T08:43:00.002+08:00

泪
痛
伤
悲
愁
。
you shot me dead

新年新希望

2009-01-30T12:36:00.002+08:00

-30th January 2009-

It's the start of the new lunar year. So wish everything goes well this year. Hope my ns life is smooth for the new year ahead and wish everyone is happy. Every year's CNY is getting simple and more simple. And as usual, visiting my aunt's house is a must. 初一，had dinner over at cousin house and chatted with my cousins. My 表哥 going to ORD soon and 表弟 going to enlist in june or july i guess. 初二, went out with mum and bro to watch movie at vivo. watched 大喜事, wanted to watch 幸福万岁 but my bro can't watch. it's NC16. dotz... 初三, dated someone special. A good friend who... very hard to explain. anyways, had a really nice day out with her. 初四，stayed home and cooked dinner. fried rice with a very weird combi. dried oyster with baby corn but it tastes nice. cause I cooked it.

smiles all year! A new beginning to my life.

5 more days

2009-01-18T12:46:00.004+08:00

19th January 2009

It has been sometime since i last blogged..hmm.. seems like everytime im saying this. lol. anyways 5 more days to getting my sgt rank. but...before this i still have my summary exercise tomorrow. sian... hope someone won't screw up for me.

yesterday went to bugis again. was like walking around don't know what to get for my mum's birthday. Actually wanted to get her a handbag but somehow I don't know how am I suppose to walk into a ladies' shop and buy a handbag. In the end I walked into Leehwa jewellery. OMG!... I browsed to see if there's anything that fits my budget. This is what I bought...

its a pendant. looks nice to me.
after that me and k1 went beach road to get my 3sgt Velcro done. took an hour to sew so we went to have some snacks. hehe. waffle with choc dip. k1' treat.

cause I believe

2009-01-04T09:14:00.003+08:00

没原因就是喜欢你
在初次相遇有重逢的心情
深呼吸让心动隐形
完美的爱情是无声的旋律

听我听你不确定的语气
等我等你放下你的犹豫
嘿如果你轻轻闭上眼睛
我会明白你做的决定

Cause I Believe
那幸福不灭的定律
在你手心会有谁给你的美丽
静者恒静就让我的心安静地守着你
祝福不用回音

没原因就是喜欢你
就像海眷恋天空般的心情
你前进看着你背影
就足够世界无条件的放晴

你如果已爱上他的姓名
爱如果已没有我的空隙
嘿只要你可以永远开心
我会情愿渐渐被忘记

Cause I Believe
那幸福不灭的定律
在你手心会有谁给你的美丽
静者恒静就让我的心安静地守着你
把祝福送给你

Oh~ I believe
Cause I believe
那幸福不灭的定律
你的手心不一定要由我握紧
就像恒星总会有发光的原因

Oh~ I believe
你值得被珍惜
也值得我放弃

gathering

2008-12-28T18:23:00.007+08:00

friday went to have christmas gathering at law's house. had steamboat and played the whole night. hehe.. wii is so fun! shu hui and benny both brought alcohol. shu hui brought xo and benny brought a bottle of liqueur.
nice bottle!
... let's see the wii's madness..:)

pain pain

2008-12-24T21:03:00.014+08:00

This week a nice week... having 2 and a half day of lessons and 1 and a half days of holiday then back for a friday. Yesterday just gotten a demotion. Hm.. though it shouldn't be this way. Rank now sct. Specialist cadet. dotz....give us 20 bucks more. cadet= more shit.. lol. and the rank looks really cock. Today christmas eve had half day off, went have lunch at nyny at amk hub. had a nice lunch with my course mates ^^.

last sat went out with my best friend shu. had a nice time. Went to liang court for dinner, chinatown to buy beads and socks for shu's doll followed by marina barrage.
there's this shot that I think I like alot..

cute rite?..lol
me look scary?... how bout this
OMG.scary? hahax :P

as for sunday, finally my buddies 4 get to go for our movie. waited for james to be back. went to watch "yes man" and had ichiban sushi for lunch at ps.
while waiting for our main dishes to be served, i was looking at the long trails of sushi going around the belts. So freaking nice and so tempting. So I couldn't resist the temptation and took this sushi. Also psycho james and jq to share with me. Just wanna have 1 piece to try. Its some lobster salad thingy. Here comes my main dish.
Actually the sake at the top right is share with james de. LOL...also is I psycho him to share. If I have all to myself then I would be so broke. both of them having these...

down again

2008-12-21T20:13:00.002+08:00

everything is starting all over again. falling into again...
i want to open a new chapter, i think i have to....

save me..somebody

my stage

2008-12-13T20:02:00.010+08:00

My Stage

featuring....

that's the few on the top of my cupboard. The rest are cased up in my 2 tanks.;-)

life have been boring without my best and closest around. It has been a countdown of 15 days after 5 months.

Found my new magic kakis, the best buddies in my ASC. presenting the K cube. 3 kelvins..lol. A new member joining-> edwin. Just bought a booster box yesterday and we drafted the cards. 1st time playing booster box drafting... a brand new experience and an exciting 1, 9 boosters each. There's someone "special" in my course. Totally "powerful" and his "aura" damn strong, everyone feared him. His name is "神童" we call him that, real name is xuen tong. He can report sick for 4 weeks because of cough. And what he's having everyday is.....fish and chips..., crackers..., ice cream...., bubble tea..., chocolates.... No one is comparable to him. Can worship him, chao geng champion. Only start to cough when it comes to physical activities especially when there's instructors around. Yesterday when we draft, he was sitting beside me, telling me his common cards....diaox......its like wtf. speechless and it's as good as a bee buzzing at my ear, buey ta han.

Just had my MPMS tests last fri and thurs, scored 2nd highest...top 3 are all my detachment de..hax, sad to say, me and 3rd failed our FD test the week before... hope can retake on a weekday. MPMS phase is over now, moving on to the MD phase, training is getting more and more tiring. Just shifted to the new bunks that we are supposed to stay in when we first came. I hope can get used to the new bed.

For those who are not well, I hope will recover.

CPL

2008-11-22T23:20:00.004+08:00

It has been some time since I last posted any post. My life rather boring nowadays. Just had my promotion last week after the long 28km. It was mentally shagening. The body haven't wear off, the mind already half asleep. Anyways that's last week stuff. This week has been a turning point. I'm in infantry anymore. Got posted to Artillery Institute. It was a shock when I 1st went to my new bunk. "NEW". When we 1st opened the door, the air was so still and the room is horrible. Could see the thick layer of untouched dust and the spiderwebs and cob webs all over the corners. We looked across to another building, watching the OCT in their bunks. Theirs are like those we used to stay in BMT. So new, so clean and so spacious. Our SGT told us we supposed to be staying opposite above the OCT bunks....but too bad... next month a batch of JC students are coming to stay over for a couple of weeks and that's the reason we are staying in the old NSmen bunks. We are also told that ever since our SGT left the bunk, no one stayed in there till now..hmmm.. which was like a year ago..WTF!!!! Anyways we managed to clean the bunk so thorough that it's cleaner than my own home. LOL. Can you imagine we took down the window to clean for area cleaning. Let's put army 1 side...topic's rather dry...

today went funan with fan sing, I bought a external hard disk finally and now I'm broke. Also went to bugis with fs. Gotten 2 present for hsi friend's birthday. While looking around I saw this card, freaking funny.
is this funny?..LOL...

that's about it for now...hope my new ARTY life is gd. :)

ending

2008-11-02T14:23:00.003+08:00

2 weeks left to my pay rise. past 2 weeks have been very hectic, couldn't really recall everything that I've gone through. Recently, everyone seems to be so busy. So wish nov can end soon, then it would be more free.

there's a long long list of what I want to do...

I wanna

buy and fix the new gundam 00 models
buy a 5.1 speaker set
buy portable philips speaker
buy sony earpiece
buy creative x-fi
clear my room
go out with someone who I've been waiting for so long
go out with my big group of buddies

and I really wanna get out of my army life... hm... at least finish this stage so I can grow longer hair...lol

just had a chat with a very good friend of mine. A friend who I knew I could trust and talk to, a friend who give me a feeling that we will be really good friends even when we first met.

4 more week to go

2008-10-19T09:29:00.003+08:00

19th October 2008

For the past 1 week, life is shag. IPPT, SOC....bla bla bla. Legs starts to ache. Yesterday finally went see tie da. tomorrow starts hell again. Fieldcamp... Few days back bought MLB new album.

Birthday

2008-10-12T09:01:00.010+08:00

-12 October 2008-

Woke up early at 8. Had my birthday cake and a cup of green tea latte I bought last night. Yesterday I turned 20. This is the 1st time never get to meet shu for my birthday after 4 years. Days are getting busy and busier year by year and I hope I'll be fine till shu finish exams. By the time I'll be out of BSLC.

11-October 2008

Was a lucky day... not because really lucky, it's that I able to book out the night before. Out of so many good friends, gotten my 1st wish from Junie. Probably many forgotten le bax..but my buddies like roystannnnn and ccl still remember. Met James, hui fang and li fung 11 plus for lunch. Had yong tau fu at a coffee shop near my previous work place. The yong tau fu is nice, was craving for it like every weekend. Li fung remembered my birthday. Hers is tomorrow...LOL. my fellow libra friends. Saw them like didn't really change much. Actually only never see them like 2 months plus but seems like so damn long. Maybe is the ns that makes me feel so. Everytime stuck in camp is 5 days. Ordered $5.50 worth of yong tau fu. The highest last time is just $4.80 i think. Think I missed the yong tu fu too much... oh no... I think I having deja vu now... seems like I typed this line before..hax. Li fung and hui fang go work to do so me and james went to look at other stuff after lunch. Went to ms, james wanna look for jacket but never see any. Bought movie tics at ms gv for the show at tiong. Then we went funan to buy my memory card. the price of memory card drop really alot. I bought a 2GB sandisk microSD for 13.90. Used to be $30+ i think. After that we walked to bugis. I thought there should be more jackets in bugis but didn't see much, all are shirt, t-shirt, blazer. Few jacket. On the way we talked about guys stuff..lol...what else..army stuff lor.. He told me about the eye screening tests for his pilot contract. Totally horrible, if I were to take the test, I rather give up the contract. evening went to korean restaurant for dinner. I like the atmosphere there. It's a small restaurant.
Ate till very full. Ordered too much. Bill was 94. Luckily i prepared 100. Ordered
2 bi bim bob
1 kim chi fried rice
1 spicy seafood soup
1 bowl of brown rice
1 barbeque pork loin
1 fried oyster with egg
4 barley tea

seems little right? I could remember last time eat with my friends after graduation only had a bi bim bob and a small portion of pork loin already almost KO me. Really spicy and nice.:) After dinner went tiong to catch the movie. watched painted skin. The show not bad. Amazingly my mum never fall asleep. back home 12 le. This birthday is also the 1st birthday that I never eat with my poly classmates, since entered SP, 3 yrs has been celebrating on the 10th together with kenneth. This year so many people missing. haiz....

This is my birthday present, the only 1 though. mum bought for me.

5 more weeks to end my current course......and 6 more weeks to see you!!29 then end your exams..so far away...

"就让我慢慢学习，学习悲伤的时候，不闭上眼睛，趁眼泪还没形成之前，就在空气中蒸发掉。"
"真正的爱是不求回报的。"

grown up

2008-10-05T16:15:00.002+08:00

5th October 2008

Grown up, glad to see you all grown up. Not that last time you are not. Now you know how to care more about those you need to care for. Know how to care for your students, know how to take care of little children. You indeed have grown up. Maybe is the environment in the past not able to let me see you've grown up bax. mei, kor is glad and have the feeling " oh my... my mei has grown up.." hax. And like to tell you to save a little... see now only left $xx in your account. Luckily it's holiday... or you're going to be so dead man... hax.

sianz...back home, got tons to study for tomorrow's test. god luck to me...

red

2008-09-27T23:50:00.003+08:00

27th September 2008

I'm all red right now, just now went to attend my neighbour's wedding. Drank 2 glasses of red wine. Now still have the red tone in my skin. pretty normal to me when I take in alcohol more than a cup or glass. It's one of the jie jie that I knew since young. When I was young, when I have any problem that I cant solve, she's the one who helped me. Fast... she now gotten married le. Happy for her.

Last night was a very low night for me... After reaching home from camp, I unloaded my dirty clothings into the washing machine. I thought I took out everything... that was what I though... everything except my notebook. When I open the washing machine's lid, I was stunned and suddenly really down... the book isn't crumpled at all, because it's all shattered like this...
terrible right?...have to re-copy everything from my friends again..haiz....today also went bras basar to buy stationeries. Spent $35 on it man...a lot. anyways..getting late.good night!

PLC!!

2008-09-21T11:24:00.002+08:00

21th September 2008

SO soooooooo fast, gotta return to camp soon... posted to PLC. Yesterday and today did lots of packing. Super sian to report to new camp, even more sian to see how much stuff we gotta bring to the new camp. Last night mum asked about my new itouch cover. She must have noticed it. It don't look cheap, told her 几十块囖。。。

Just now shu said she took a picture of the sunrise. I can imagine though I haven't see it, sunrise is really beautiful. Tekong is a really nice place, every morning see sunrise..fantastic... and the stary sky is totally beautiful. Everytime I look at the beautiful night sky, I tell my buddy the sky is really very nice. But whenever I look at the sky, I think of Shu. Wanna let you see this beautiful sky with me but you can't be here and I can't take any picture to show you. So wish one day I could bring you out to look at the beauty.

Last friday had marche with my usual clique, Roy got KO after school then missed our gathering... ah siao(siew yong) say he brought only $2, if no nets then GG. He say no money and in the end he ate $45...zZz....diao... that night suyi was like so bored I guess cause all of us keep talking about NS. Edwin say the E51 3.5g network very fast and can on the HP as airhog then use itouch serve net... so good... make me so wanna get one but..kinda waste of money.

Yesterday my parents and bro went batam visit my 外婆 then when they come back, my mum say my 大姨wanna intro one of our relative's daughter to my 表哥...zzz... it's like wtf... I think should find some time go chat with my 表哥. so long never talk to him le...

Recently I missed school... so wish I'm in NTU now studying. Grass on the other side is always greener. My friends there are super stressed and asked me to enjoy my NS. lol. on the 17th my mei's result out..don't wanna talk much.. was so disappointed...... so hope she can do well. Couldn't help her in anyway.

Wished my BSLC could be an enjoyable one. please send me to E or F.!!! bo bi bo bi!! please don't C or D.

1 day of tidy

2008-09-16T13:32:00.004+08:00

16th September 2008

Today tidied my cupboards. Took my whole morning to tidy my cupboard. Was kinda happy cause I found a bermuda that I thought I lost for a long time.

here's a log of my tops

12 club polo T
13 polo T
11 dry fit
11 club + T from SP
8 T
7 sleeveless
12 long sleeves
3 shirt
6 long sleeve shirt
2 blazer
1 tux
few jackets

total:86+

Found this T-shirt that brought back my memories. CSW project. "Media Appreciation Club" that we "created"

It's a long story how we gotten this name for out project club. hax

here's the 1st T that me and my buddy shenyi did. 2006 SPinnovex

4th day of my break

2008-09-14T14:21:00.004+08:00

14th September 2008

A blink of an eye, this is already the forth day of my block leave. Friday went back to SP to meet my batch. Wanted to play basketball but it rained. Anyways we still played. The rain keep going on and off, quite a nuisance. Waited for Benny and Cherwei till me and Rui Xiang frustrated. Cause we are damn HUNGRY!! A hungry man is a angry man..hax... We went FC4 for lunch. SOoooo miss SP food. After lunch we headed to mob for dota. Now holidays they open for us to play free... shuang..lol. Went to vivo after that to get a plastic cover for my itouch. Wanna get the black one but only left white and orange. haiz. When I want to use my voucher... too bad... the shop is not included in the participating stores. Like the white itouch, so simple looking and matches my earphone.
cool right. The new itouch now is like so much better! But I'm contented with this white 1.lol. And when people ask me about buying iphone. wahhahaha, I condemn iphone cause it sucks.

Yesterday was a simple day, nothing much to talk about. Evening went to have dinner, a mooncake festival celebration organised by the RC. my cousin came. Lucky draw, my aunt gotten 2nd prize...its a very big luggage bag.

Today...... still the same old day, in front of the laptop trying to get inspired. Today shu going to have a photoshoot for her school stuff. Wonder how it'll turn out. hax. HUNGRY again..haven't had lunch......

...

Back to continue... just had some truth and I finally see some true colors. Not broken nor down, just realise not all are good. World are evil and not all things get appreciated. So far...the worst has appeared so does the best. The best is not for me, as for the worst... I knew its never gonna be in my line. Being good isn't good, many do say being too good will just be bullied. As the number goes smaller, its harder and harder to understand, can't assume what happens in the older times would apply to the new era. Maybe my world have not grown, maybe you have explored your world, anyways the world isn't round. Its just like backstreet boys being forgotten by others and some don't appreciate them.

Gamer girl is so different from non-gamer girls. The 1st gamer girl widen my eyes to the world, a world so different from mine.

Believe the world is fair...there'll be 1 for everyone in somewhere some corner of the world. Wished going to uni right now...but me ain't civilian now. Serve my land well.

MUSIC knows me best, speaks my language and some understands my heart.

emo kid.......

back home

2008-09-13T11:27:00.002+08:00

9 weeks hell
1 year and 8months of more hell awaits me
a new beginning in many things
yet more disappointments haunting me
will princess lead me to a new story
or the man give me the power to charge ahead

world is changing and 4years might already feel the age gap
don't know what the world has become
hope it's still the same world as mine

shock

2008-08-23T22:15:00.003+08:00

23th August 2008

Back home again. Short weekend still. Recently downpour almost everyday and many things postpone. Happy to be slacking yet sad that there'll be another weekend going home later.

My performance was kind of screwed up, BTP failed to get marksman due to a stupid finger slip. And IPPT is like also wasted by my sbj. probably...eh..confirm silver only. saddening.

Shock by 2 stuff today. 1st is someone asked me something that make me wonder the reliability of the question. "serious?">>"serious". That question is the 1st question that make me LOST, didn't know what to do. just "see how first" I guess. The 2nd shock is my email, gotten this 2 email from NTU. I was like OMG...I suppose to submit my enlistment and ORD date to then together with a scan copy of my enlistment letter and the deadline was 22 Aug!!!! look at the date....today is 23 Aug le!!!OMG.... and my enlistment letter is in my drawer in hawk hotel. Replied to the email, apologising lo..there's nothing else more appropriate at this time.

Couldn't forget the question....should I, should I not...If its serious, I think I should yet holding back somehow. I believe should walk before flying. True?? I hope everything is true and let things take its place.

here's me after so long...=)

sianz.....field camp

2008-08-08T19:55:00.002+08:00

8th August 2008

Today booked out early. Took the 1.30pm ferry back. Had a really nice CO who cancelled our afternoon SOC lesson. Sunday going for my 6 days field camp. Its shall be exciting yet mentally stressed. Hope it'll be "fun". LOL. Hope the 6 days when I'm out in the forest won't have rain. There's many jokes we cracked during our stay in our HAWK hotel. Sunday shall be our 6 days excursion.. haha. Today and tomorrow won't have anyone going out with me. Everybody so busy. Haiz... Stop here first....to be continue later. ;)

short short weekend

2008-08-03T14:51:00.002+08:00

Another short short weekend I have here. Time really flies when we try to precious it. Today supposed to meet shu for lunch but cancelled. Shu has to chiong her project. How wish time can go slow when I'm out. tonight booking in again. Next week is a hectic week and the coming weekend is national day. Have to go back in to serve the country in the forest. Haiz......

I need some motivation from U. don't tell me you don't know what to say.just give me a smile

book out book out day

2008-07-26T20:45:00.002+08:00

hax..yay..finally back home after 2 weeks..haiz but back for 2 days only...better than nothing. was sad that my sony mp3 spoil... can't listen to the music in the mp3. the battery spoil and what I can hear is only noise. zzz... then my laptop the cabal spoil, maple also spoil. even dota the files also corrupted...

yesterday on my ferry back, everyone was so excited... me too i guess...

today went out with my family then went out with my friends. went bugis. had a long chat. nothing much..mostly army topics like the jokes we had in camp etc...
Just went funan bought headset. yay..so happy...

BMT

2008-07-10T08:17:00.002+08:00

10th July 2008

This will be the last post before I go in later at 1pm.

All ready...I hope. Ready yet reluctant...

Just went to the temple to pray and gotten a safety charm. Hope I'll be fine, hope my family will be fine. Just now my mum cried..was so heartbroken. I so wish I could tell her don't worry, I'll be fine..but these simple words just couldn't just come out. Hope she knows. And yup..you the...ya you, the one who bring me to staircase, take really good care k.

Going to my new school soon...BMTC school 1.

jia you!(delicated to everyone especially shu, "you", and mei)
oh ya my mei mei, you better study hard!!!
Hope my bro play cabal and level to 75 when I'm back. Hope will at least a G.master...LOL.

Take care everyone.

oh..my hair

2008-07-08T22:39:00.003+08:00

just now cut my bro's hair and he helped me cut mine. hm... I have to tell him what to do. He has never used a clipper and has never did scissors over comb either. anyways gotten my hair done for today. tomorrow shall get another design done b4 all GONE.!!
here's the pics.
thats the back and here's the front...this is a dumb face. don't laugh k..XD

counting down 2 days

2008-07-08T13:04:00.007+08:00

~8th July 2008~

Counting down 2 days to serving my country. Mixed feelings. Though going in isn't anything that terrible, I just feeling that the day which seems so far is so close now. It's like loss of freedom. LOL.
I think I'll let my bro cut my hair later or tomorrow.

Back-track to Saturday, we to Rose's daughter's wedding. Was kinda lost when going there. When alighted at the bus stop saw so many flats and I was stunned when I saw the flat block was like 165?? Maybe I just saw wrongly because on my directory there's no this block. The wedding is at block 63 and seeing 165 is like....eh...I'm LOST...!! LOL..but still managed to reach after walking one big round around the area. It was like so long since i last went to a malay wedding. This is a gift from the wedding
it's a glass with a hand made rose with a hard boiled egg and some rice.
Yesterday stayed home till evening. Evening time went out with shu. Meet up with shu before I go in. Shall be the last time I see her before I cut my hair. Went to vivo food republic for dinner. She told me she bought me some snacks but never did tell me she bought me a T-shirt. I was like surprised a little. Here's the T-shirt. show Shu. =)
Fit me just nice. Know my size.hax. Oh ya spotted something interesting. Take a closer look.
Did you notice? "summer palase", I think they need a better English Dictionary. LOL.
Thanks Shu for the T-shirt. Hope wont forget my biscuit >_^
One last pic with my hair ON before NS.
Me look so NERD rite? with the big black specs. RETRO hax. Don't know why I like to look nerd. We always be so good friend. BEST.

About today. My wonderful lunch. Rice with 2 big portions of green veg.
WONDERFUL white and green. Hope my future combat rations will taste better than this. Just played cabal and bought the shadow titanium armorsuit +7, i reset my dex so can wear the equip then was so....zZz when I short 1 freaking stat. Have to level up one more to wear.

I'll miss many many things and people very soon. Miss my laptop, miss my camera phone, miss my family, miss my games, miss the SOMEONE and my best shu. I think I don't have to miss my buddies( seeing them frequent in CAMP)...LOL. Hope everything goes smooth inside.

chalet

2008-07-05T20:42:00.007+08:00

Yesterday went to watch "wanted" with james and 2 of his friends, timothy and cheong kiat. hope i never spell wrongly. lolx. the show was nice just that some parts was really too over. how did the bullet fly such a long distance and how is it possible to aim through so many things. The curving bullets were so cool though its not possible according to physics. its not round. how a golf ball curve and how a soccer ball curve is because its round. After that had chalet at costa sand. normal stuff there lor...dry swimming..what else..lolx...

yesterday "someone" broke the toe nail and had many many bruises. the injuries make me feel pain. beach soccer does it have to be so rough till the toe nail break and blue blacks all over the calves. please don't be a superwoman. now its swollen and haven't go see sinseh. here's the right foot of the superwoman.
anyone who see this, please don't puke.

today went to my last dance lesson. going tekong soon, so have to discontinue the dance lesson. went earlier today, was thinking of looking at jaga dance but never see much. me, rui xiang and adeline slacked at the resting area at MG and this is some of our products of the day..lol.
here's we 3...
let's see our power..wahahhaha
that's a comfy couch i guess...hax.. and here comes the demon
4 hands unleashing his power with the evil eye..oops..ignore the words at the bottom..lol..

bang bang

2008-06-29T10:13:00.002+08:00

I'm back in the English way...

BANG BANG!! I'm down, oh NO!! MEDIC!!

SEND ME INTO THE FOREST, QUICK!!

Closed my world on e girls, let me join the forest and my new buddies. Feed the sickening mosquitoes and ate the nice combat rations.

COUNTDOWN: 11

第四天

2008-06-27T11:31:00.002+08:00

星期五，六月二十五号

今天已经是我生病的第四天了。虽然比起前几天，今天算是好多了，但还是有点头痛和咳嗽。前晚，我的脑子痛得不行了，决定早点歇息。哪知“她”也头痛，不能专心地温书而早睡了。真巧咯! 昨晚我耳朵不舒服，整晚怪怪的。又碰巧的，“她”耳朵痛。不知为何那么巧，但我不希望她也病倒。今天又是一个无聊的一天。无法出门。七月快到了，要为我的国家效劳咯，国民服役。而我开始想“六月”了。哈！

病

2008-06-26T13:59:00.003+08:00

病得不清不楚。晚上睡不好，整夜流大汗，发噩梦。我的头好痛，好晕。。。已经病了三天了，很辛苦。昨天知道些消息，虽然有点伤心但，已经料到会有这么一天的到来。是时候改变了，继续我生命的旅途。

sicky boy

2008-06-24T10:23:00.010+08:00

Back track to the previous post....I'm still sick. gotten better yesterday but became worse today. Enjoyed the food to much yesterday, that's the reason today I fell really ill.

Few days back, my throat was terribly indescribable. The back of my tongue was swollen i presume and my ear was pain. The ulcer wasn't as bad. So....poor me had fish porridge for lunch on Sunday. I was told not to eat my favourite cookies, I know its for my own good but then...stupid johnathan tempted me and I gave in..haiz. Sorry(somebody). oh well...thats not everything that I had. Had a hotdog and 2 magnum ice cream...zzz...

yesterday when I woke up in the morning, felt much better then went out meet james. Yesterday went many places, first we went to city hall to bank in the cash check, then we walked to bugis to renew our gym pass. After that we walked to the cathay to buy our movie tickets. As I WAS feeling better, I decided to go mahattan fish market for lunch. Ordered a set lunch with free extra veg because the guy made a wrong order for us. We also shared a bowl of fried calamari. Lunch was fantastic and super filling.

this is the soup of the day, some tomato chowder thingy.

this is the main course, I ordered hot veg but they give coleslaw. So they give extra plate of veg. And this is the half eaten 1..lolx

AND...this is the calamari.

i think I should take a break 1st..fever....

alright..I'm back to continue on my day. After buying lunch we walked around and james went to arcade for some games. yz was late and jq is even later. haiz. So me, james and yz went cathay 1st. Luckily jq reached when the show is about to start. We watched "you don't mess with the zohan" the "zohan"'s english is so hard to figure out but got used to it after the show went on. The show is damn funny, the theatre was bursting with laughter throughout the whole show. Its NC16 and I know why...the show has too much of sexual humour. whole show..lolx after the show we went to heeren. james have to return some money thingy and then we went to far east shopping centre, jq bought his psp. after that we went to far east plaza for dinner. went to ramen10. following are some pics
thats we 4.
thats james and yz
this is jq with his new psp
that's what we had, bottom right is mine. here's a closer view
and my drink
my scallop and here's the other one with the orange side
gosh....too much...me now sick le..sianz

doing nothing

2008-06-19T13:17:00.001+08:00

Sick...
weak...
pain...
sweat...

... ... rest...

bLuE

2008-06-17T23:22:00.002+08:00

2 days back supposed to be the last day I working in 4Dmagix before enlistment, but yet I'm still working. Working there was like so familiar and I'm too used to not leaving. Ups and downs I spent there, the fun and joy we shared and the forever duck rice with egg, every single day is a different day. today a new guy joined us, he's not that new afterall, because he joined and left 2 years back. At that time it was still cinemania. He's a nice guy, we chatted quite a lot today. Our dear Rose brought snacks for us today again. We had tapioca chips with chilli and chocolates. She takes good care of us. She invited me and other part time colleagues to her daughter's wedding. Today have not much of a crowd, time flies kinda slow today and I don't know why I'm feeling low. Could it be bored, could it be I'm not feeling well or maybe I'm missing something or someone. Did not have appetite to eat anything...really anything...didn't even have my favourite subway cookies. There's this somebody don't want me eat too much of the cookies...quite evil right? but I know it's for my diet. I'm glad that people cares in every single way.It has been some time since I go a place where I suppose to be going. Something inside me is pulling me back, tying my legs, locking my heart from going. It's a place that I know I'll face many "challenges" and and thousands of knife flying towards me. So wish I can just close my world and hide in my emo world...

dance and aches

2008-06-15T12:40:00.002+08:00

supposed to go gm yesterday but never did went, friend not well..eh...not enough sleep..lolx. i the end went dance about 2 plus. The dance lesson yesterday was hectic... there's this group of people came for the trial lesson then they were like so not beginners like us. We 3 person was like so embarrassing. anyways it pushes us to train harder. Today body aching lo..hax... yesterday also went to the pc show at suntec.. was l\kinda disappointing. Though would be more crowded and there'll be more things to see but it isn't.
anyways... over..today work..sianz

today

2008-06-10T21:53:00.003+08:00

today went out with a friend. 1st time meeting her. Never did see her before. It's a long story of how i get to know her anyways below the picture is her =D
She shy...cover face..hehe...

LONELY

2008-06-09T12:02:00.003+08:00

lonely, down, lost......
the complicated feelings...
the aching body...
the feeling of no one to talk to...
the EMO me...

Updates about my life is rather dry...haiz...
where should I start..hmm... i should think of where did I stop.
Ok.... lets talk about the day I brought fion to 4Dmagix for her project...
My friend fion got a project on hand (1 of the 6 that she has to complete during her 2 weeks break) need to interview a tourist attraction. As I'm working at sentosa, i gave her my support by helping her by collecting e details and profile...everything went smoothly till I went to find my boss. There's some questions only the boss is able to answer. For example, "why is the company setup in the first place?". Although we know sure is to make money... not many people would want to setup a tourist attraction cause of the interest. I think is either the boss is not hapy that day or I'm just there at the wrong time. Gotten lectured by him. What he says really spoil my mood. Was so pissed with him. If he would have listen to what I say before answering me, the response would be different. I'm asking on behalf of a guest, would any boss want to reject an offer to promote him own company? Bet any boss wouldn't want to do that right?.. lets not talk about him anymore...makes me flare. Anyways, got let her took the ride and experience. Fion was happy so...should let go of unhappy stuff. Now I asking my colleagues about the profiles instead.

Next few days rather simple. Went to gym exercise. Saturday went for dance trial lesson at bugis. All I can say is that the warm up was long and super straining... Signed up for the lesson..haiz me only can attend 1 month.gotta go in army soon le... That day went with Rachelle, Nora, Adeline, rui xiang and johnny. The dance lesson pace was fast. Maybe I'm slow..lolx.
Yesterday work then feel my abdomen there aching. Today still aching. haiz...

Yesterday was a low day... Early in the morning got scolded by my dad. All the problem must be my mum create de. She keep nagging and complaining to my dad, pissed my dad off. I go sign up for the dance lesson then she not happy. Scold me say learn for what, I'm also not gonna be a dancer or what. Also can't make money. Normally my dad won't angry easily de... Must be my mum's doings for sure. Early in the morning my mum make the whole family not in a good mood. Then the night before, my bro suppose to tell my mum there's a piece of fish in the refrigerator for her but my bro forgotten to tell her. There's nothing wrong with the fish cause its in the refrigerator. She keep blaming my dad never tell her because my bro forgot to tell her, she made my dad so flared up and he pulled my bro out of bed. it was 8 am then... my mum after that still wanna add oil into the fire, she ask if my bro got try to shift the blame to her saying that he got say just that she never hear. Obviously she's trying to make my dad scold my bro more lor. she's such a petty mum. Was a low day....my best friend shu, she set off for beijing yesterday. :( when she called me yesterday morning, my mum was quarrelling with me... make me never talk much with shu before she left. then she reached beijing so long le haven't text me of her safe arrival. really hope she's fine. She'll be there for 2 weeks so I think I'll be pretty bored. Hope "someone" will come cheer me up. lolx

Anyways that should be all for now bax... and also haven't return my junior's sp tie and haven't get the keychain from my mei mei. haiz... hope today will be a fine day.

03-06-08

2008-06-03T21:29:00.002+08:00

today was a simple day...drizzled e whole morning and afternoon... basically went to return the graduation robe at potong pasir there then went out with shu. we had a simple lunch at manhattan fish market at plaza sing. followed by narnia at the cathay. then sent shu home...quite a simple day i guess....was hoping the day with shu ain't that simple..lolx. hmm..here's a pic that we took today.
thats all for today...

updating

2008-06-02T22:35:00.002+08:00

there's some 1 by e same surname of mine waiting for me to update bloggy..
lolx... anyways..haiz..... quite low recently... now still alright i guess...recently started gg california fitness with james. feeling much healthier..lolx. haiz........