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Friday, June 18, 2010
6:31 PM

has been a long long time since i last logged in. dono if there's anyone listening to me or being there for me. jus wanna say.... im so heartbroken again.. n its by the same old person. beaten by the same person, tore me apart. my gentleness brought her comfort but cant bring her anywhere else. m i being too gd to her? m i not worth her love? m I!!>????


Tuesday, April 27, 2010
11:23 PM

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Kind of lazy to make my blogskin correct back as of yet. Hope my posts can be read.

ORD mood recently. Reluctant to almost everything that got to do with army. Today is the change of command of my unit(ARTILLERY INSTITUTE). My Wing is in-charged on the decorations of the parade. planting our unit flag around camp. 80 flags!, only 4 of us planting... need to hammer iron pickets into the ground etc. The sun was unbearably HOT. Sweat a lot. Can you imagine ORDing personnel da-ing all the sai gang right before ORDing. haiz... anyways no big deal.. LOLs.

Monday went to NEE SOON CAMP for dental FFI then back to our medical centre for medical FFI. The senior medic say the medical FFI can only be done on WED or THURS afternoon. Really upset about this. Not that it's on wed and thurs, early that morning our officer friend(2LT) went and got the medical FFI done. What's the problem? Are we treated differently from them? 2LT can do on Monday while 3SG can't? Is it unfair treatment?......

Today is very happy when I saw someone. Chatted quite a bit... He's SWO LEE S C. He was my HOTEL OC when I was a trainee back at SISPEC. So excited to see him when attended the COC. He's the only guy I remembered in my memories of SISPEC other than my fellow buddies. A very nice commander, a very good leader and will never forget his welfare kind of motivation that he gave us. He didn't recognise me but he know I know him... because I'm smiling so big when he saw me...:D seeing him is like seeing a very caring father.

Did some personality test online just now.. kind of interesting. Haas...

Hope everyday can be a happy day.


Sunday, March 28, 2010
7:59 PM

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Kinda screwed up my blog skin, anyways hope posts still can be read. Today 's my bro's birthday. had wonderful time today. Went out with shu, had a great time. Went 国泰at the cathay.... I stil thought its thai food.. lols.. its a chinese restaurant. Food was good. Had tim sum. here's 3 of them. haas.. save some space for the desert at kki cafe.




this one above is almost finished... core is mango... nice:)here's red riding hood..

dinner had with my family at changi airport soup restaurant.:) FULL sia...
haas...

weekend ending again.. sad,,,,


Sunday, March 14, 2010
11:43 AM

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Time is passing fast but yet it's still not fast enough. Especially when it gotta to do with the ARMY. 39working days more. So wished I can be fighting the sun and not catching all the unwanted arrows in the office.

Friday night last minute asked my cousin out to watch alice in wonderland. When I called him ask him watch movie, he agreed, when I said its alice in wonderland he hesitated.. LOLs. He just told his friend that he'll never go watch that show in the cinema and the next moment his cousing(me) asked him to watch that. hahas. The story is what's written in the storybook, nothing that great but the ending was very meaningful. Taught me about me life is controlled my me. No matter how much support I have, when I go onto the field, I'll be the only one fighting the dragon.

After a long time of break, yesterday I finally went back to a familiar place where there's always a group of friends for me. Congrats to Mr KIT for getting his PINK IC. YOUR DAY WILL COME... Sad to say, Renfred lost his iphone and jiahui's necklace broke suddenly yesterday.

Should I or SHould I not buy GTR35 model. Temptations...

May everyone be blessed.(:




Friday, March 05, 2010
9:23 PM

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不管时间过了多么久，这还会是我想对你表达的。

如果我 是你的天使
我會脫下 最珍貴的翅膀
在你毫不察覺的時候
慢慢地將 它 套在你身上
我會用 溫柔的眼神
再對 你說 別猶豫盡情飛翔
不管時間過得多漫長
我都希望 你快樂成長
給你這一雙無形的翅膀
讓你漫天遨遊 自在地去闖
世 界真遼闊 夢想就在前方
一旦認清方向 就不要停航
給你這一雙無形的翅膀
讓你漫天遨遊 自在地去闖
只要心存希望 勇敢暢遊飛翔
只要充滿信心 沒人能將你 阻擋

-迷路兵-

Last night couldn't fall asleep, so much stuff on my mind. Only the one person who know me best will understand bax. 2 months more to ORD. Counting down like most of my fellow batch who enlisted in july. Haas. My office recently haas a new addition, a OOC. He suay la, dislocate shoulder last week of BSLC. He's a really nice guy, too bad he most probably will down pes. He can draw very well, studied fine arts. Sometimes really wonder how he keep himself so cheerful everyday. Anyways he's a very good assistance to me. THANKS lord. haas.

Finished up with a guide for MTC. My fellow colleagues and I did a page named words of wisdom. The essence of the whole guide. We love this line: "Knowledge, always at our finger tips" haas.. I has a hidden meaning...it takes some hands actions to demonstrate the power of this line. LOLs.

Tomorrow attending the A.D.D. wonder how well will it go... let's wait and see.
(:



Friday, February 19, 2010
10:19 AM

once again......

ring ring... 你在哪里？。。今天in-pro...

siao liao lor... super shit stirrer once again will start stirring shit... Now I can only say...don't even know what to say...

HOPE for the BEST...

Everybody else knows but then, I wasn't even informed. Message not relayed to me... Last thursday took MC, Friday went back camp to endose MC but then MO halfday(oh great..-_-) joined the rest for the in-camp new year lunch since I'm there already. Amazingly, nobody told me about the change of date to today!!!

Last night, someone called from office to ask me where's the armskote book. I told him not done yet. Yet again... he never tell me about the in-pro.

Now... heard arrows flying all over in the office, later I sure kana a big 1. hope I'll survive that. ):


Saturday, February 13, 2010
11:16 PM

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Gotta say I like mcdonald's sausage muffin with egg..yumyum!^^



Going to chinese new year soon... Hope the new year will be great. The passed few days wasn't really great. Visited hospital.
Greetings to all my friends! Happy Lunar New Year, Year of the TIGER. Also a happy Valentine's day for all cause its also friendship day. :D

ALSO... Happy Birthday Jordan!!!


Sunday, January 31, 2010
10:50 PM

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Saturday, January 30, 2010
12:37 AM

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Now doing guard duty. Oh-rrer- dee guard... LAST 1!!! Found a lan port and managed to access the internet. Quite amazing to be using internet during guard duty. This last 1 is quite good, gone quite smooth, did it with my wing people and a gunnery spec and a spec from 24SA. I'm tired but then don't know why now enjoying the last moments.. haas... listening luo zhi xiang's songs on haoting.com. LOLS.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHENYI!
PSPS, can't go celebrate your birthday this time. Guess you and the rest are enjoying. Hope you don't get drunk again. Bro! You have to take care.. you know what I mean.

Tomorrow is my mum's birthday. didn't manage to get her anything don't know what she wants. She wanna buy shoes herself.

Tomorrow also hope I can attend service. Quite a long time didn't go lerx. Never get to see my friends. But then if my mum and family going out for dinner, I won't make it again. haiz haiz...

can't wait to get out of army. Guess 90% of the people agree to this line bax.. haas.. too much of shit. LOLs.


Believe I can, I can. Believe I can't, I can't.
Give me courage, I wanna tell you something.


Thursday, January 28, 2010
9:20 PM

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Yesterday and today was quite a fine day because someone didn't stir shit. that's good yo. Now taking Nsmen conversion once again. 4th day into the course and we are getting along just fine. Always like to teach the Nsmen, always get to learn a lot from them. Today they were chatting with me for a long time sharing their experience in the working life. Talked to me about not going into engineering. NO $$ from engineering industry. High basic but low bonus while sales and finance is low basic but a lot of commission and bonuses. They taught me about getting good internship companies and learn some business concepts and techniques. Thanks Thanks!!

Just now went orchard alone to look for my shoe for new year. Went far east. Felt kinda emo, ALONE shopping. Saw some shoe quite nice, called mum to ask her for opinion. She came meet me and bought a new pair of leather shoe. nice ^^. She taught me about simplicity. The one she recommended to me is a simple design while the one i was initially looking at is a little fanciful, she said. So i chose the simple 1. More designs is nice but then it will phase out fast when the trend is over. It makes sense. Moreover my mum is working in fashion industry.

Sleepy sleepy... night night!!


Sunday, January 24, 2010
9:50 AM

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yesterday finally meet up with my bmt buddies!!! thanks to my selfish always buddy julian chen zilong!! also bought rainie's CD. yay! gotten free poster also. I love her songs.. ^^



Thursday, January 21, 2010
8:27 PM

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Today was forced to clear off, anyways doesn't really matter bax. Last Saturday night booked in for Sunday's livefiring, marking the end of my last ASC MTC course. Sunday night at the end of the livefiring, V-com one of the MTC back to lowload. I stood up, guess none of the rest did. In front of me is like sandstorm, can't see anything except the red brake light from the front MTC. The "scenery" is like up in the clouds or can say its like dreamland. I ate a lot of sand. The following day, I ended up with slight fever. dotz... now still a little sick. having flu symptoms. can't eat a lot of things.

Went to maxwell with my family for dinner. On the way I saw a very inconsiderate driver, a lasy. She was driving this volvo, she lowered down the side window and started smoking. she used 1 had to change gear and steer. I du lan with her because she did a 4 point turn, when she did a reverse, she did not look back nor stop for the pedestrian crossing behind her. luckily the pedestrian stopped or else sure accident. knn, she drive, smoke, and talk to the man beside her while doing a turn. This kind of driver totally turn me down. Had tze cha for dinner, dad ordered some dishes of which 1 is a veg fried with seafood. Suppose to have veg and seafood only, don't know why is there pig stomach and chicken liver and kidney inside sia. damn weird but nevermind just eat.

Tomorrow going to sungei gerdong cco to draw our bronco for the next NSmen course. Monday is next course liao. no lawl period.

Just hope I recover fast and that goes to Jiahui also. Sick again!!zZz... Hope hongyun do well in sispec, he seems like kana a lot of arrows since he got in. This Saturday finally going to meet my BMT buddies.. do freaking long sia, luckily my selfish buddy managed to organise this gathering!! thanks SELFISH! ^^

When things go missing, It should be somewhere around you, things will never go missign without a reason. BUT then there's always the murphy's law. LOLs...

Take Care EVERYONE! bless


Sunday, January 10, 2010
6:47 PM

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It's the second week into 2010. Last friday went to indoor stadium for david tao's concert. He's great, really good, very rock. haas... Yesterday went A.H. visit kenny. Don't know exactly why he was warded, just hope he'll be fine. Celebrated his birthday there. Special wors.. hahas. After that went orchard for a walk and drink since it's still quite early. So coincidence shu went orchard and I was there. Accompanied her to Artfriend. She's preparing the presents for brand's, colin's and ad's birthday.

January really packed, 1st week of jan had towed livefiring, 2nd week do some spring cleaning and tonight have to go in early cause tomorrow exercise. This coming weekend MTC lifefiring then next friday guard duty and the week after that is shuhui's wedding. What an exciting month. Hope everything goes well.

Now missing someone.. not really missing, just thinking about this someone. The smiles, the eyes, the face... haaass... Trying not to think about later going back camp... lols...


Friday, January 01, 2010
3:43 PM

-01012010-

-=HAPPY NEW YEAR=-

First morning of 2010 at 7am, can hear mum nagging.. Is it good or bad? haas.
Wanted to clean my room today but so far haven't yet. LOLS. Helped my bro cut hair this morning. ^^. Just now decided to chiong finish my nissan fairlady. And now it's completed.





nice? satisfaction.

hope 2010 will be great.
hope my best friend shu will be fine. She ain't feeling well on the first day of 2010.

god bless.:)


Sunday, December 27, 2009
12:23 PM

27th Dec 2009

2009 going to end soon. Every next day is just one more day in life. Yesterday went to kamen's and Jiahui's house to trim their hair for them. The haircut could be better. Anyways like to thank them for letting me trim their hair. lols. I has been quite some time since I have female friends who allow me trim their hair. So... THANKS!!!

nothing much to blog about. Looking at the progress of my fairlady. nice nice. haas.!

take care all my friends!

god bless(:


Friday, December 25, 2009
11:10 PM

25th december 2009

I WANNA WISH YOU A MERRY CHRISTMAS!!
FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART. ^^

Today went for christmas service. Wow, crowded. luckily we very early. The drama was great. Daniel acted. After service, headed over to gloria's house for christmas party. Played some games, had some food and cake. Kit's mum's cake is awesome. As good as those sold outside. hehes><. Had sharing session and exchanged gifts. Heyy Hongyun.. thanks bro! If you get to read my blog. THANKS! I gave a gift to Karmen, cause it's her who intro me to this whole new group of friends. If it's isn't for her, I wouldn't be celebrating christmas with them. (: so thank you too!! Last evening went to cousin house for dinner. Had beehoon and roasted chicken and soup. beehoon was very nice, my uncle cook de. Had 3 plates of beehoon, 2 bowls of soup and some chicken. Had fruits also. Chatted with my cousin while my bro play dota with my younger cousin. We were flipping through the photo and found the pics we too in Aus when we were pri3. haas, very obvious which is me.. lol.
missed the times we spent together.
2010 coming... good year ahead!


Saturday, December 19, 2009
11:57 AM

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yesterday went tiong bahru plaza get airbrush and compressor and a new model kit. wanted to try out cars. Like fairlady.

last night just feel like keep building through the night but didn't. lol. dropped a small piece and ended up looking for it for an hour. but luckily found. Just now tried out the new airbrush and compressor. airbrush is not bad but the baby compressor is producing so much water pockets. guess i have to get the water filter next time. didn't it could be so bad but then still alright ba.

this week got no news about the past incident, no new is good news i guess. :)


Sunday, December 13, 2009
6:28 PM

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Yesterday had a really challenging day. The day started off like damn not right. Worst saturday guard duty ever.

Stayed in bunk through the friday night, luckily found my friends' bunk key, watched tv. Phone rang... 6.30am draw arms instead of 7am.... sianz... sat morning, went down, D.O. overslept. mounted guard late(the usual timing). Was quite happy because never do extra 30min. lols. But then that morning was like damn busy. Normally sat morning got R.T and I.P.T, yesterday morning 24SA had their family day which means there are more people coming in. G3 still gotta go open back gate. That's not all, got 3 buses of poly student come for napfa... Before noon already shag si liao.


Afternoon crashed a car's bumper.... what happened was as follows...

Afternoon got another batch of R.T and I.P.T. I as G2, stood at the gantry post to control the traffic and stop any suspicious vehicle. There's this barrier thing that is used to prevent cars from passing ( like those in carparks), broken, so have to use the emergency metal barricade to control instead. The traffic was quite smooth till one of the BOS shouted over to my side. He shouted to sudden and loud as if there is some important stuff(threat). I can see he is refering to the car approaching my side. The first thing i can think of is to stop the car so I lifted the barricade to stop it. dots... the car didn't stop and it crashed onto the barricade. I was like looking at the crash in slow motion, saying to myself "stop..stop...!!! don't crash" but too bad... it crashed, the left bumper dented in and the car plate broken. Luckily the car wasn't moving very fast. Sian ji bua. My 2nd last guard liao, this happen.. then yong hui's last guard, the D.O's 1st set of guard duty. Luckily the D.O., the BOS are nice people. Stress....!!!! Don't know is it fate or what, the car that kana is the contractor that the ISM asked to come do the photo frame at my institute lobby. Out of hundreds of car, this car kana, buy 4D also don't have so zhun. The D.O. sent the report, now just hope for the best.
Dinner time was talking to Yong hui while eating. Don't know is coincidental or just suay, when I spoke of " hope the last guard won't multiply", yong hui's spoon broke.

Every event in life is a learning process. Learn and grow. Thanks 2 of my good friend for their concern. (: thanks thanks!

hope the next few days would be better.


Saturday, December 05, 2009
3:05 PM

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迷路兵- 品尝



nice song.. enjoy...

recently wasn't feeling very happy. trying to let somethings go. Just wanna be alone.


Sunday, November 29, 2009
4:47 PM

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yesterday bought mi lu bing new album. really like them. support 新加坡的音乐创作。Had lunch at mahattan fish market at MS with hong yun, renfred and kit.
SUCCESS = TALENT + HARDWORK

10000HRS of practice.


Sunday, November 22, 2009
9:06 PM

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Now feeling kinda have a feeling i'm about to fall sick quite soon. Weather is cooling but it's really bad for the body. Had a great dinner and a movie last night. Movie was hypnotising but the dinner was great. aston specialties. Had grilled fish with herb. Kinda bitter the taste but was alright. Many things is how you feel about it, to like or not to like something, it's one's decision. The taste might be bitter but you can choose to like it. Yesterday had a teaching, no one can make you upset or angry, it's within yourself. The heart is weak or strong, your core is weak or strong. Follower, or a believer.

Could still remember in secondary school I got a friend used to do this, whenever a friend scold him "f*** u", he says "thank you". Funny? LOL

Hope all my friends are blessed and safe.


Saturday, November 21, 2009
11:40 AM

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Finally updated my blog skin etc, hope can get some feedbacks and please tell me how to improve.:D

This coming MONDAY is the start of our new ASC. My batch's replacement. My last ASC course, after that would be countdown lo...ORD...:P This batch, no mercy, gonna wack jialat jialat. wahhaha... I not evil.

LuLL going to be over... A new beginning is coming...


Wednesday, November 18, 2009
2:36 PM

-18 November 2009-

BACK IN OFFICE MTW. After a long break, I'm still back in this office. Now that all the seniors have ORDed, my batch is now the "lao jiao" le. First day back in Khatib, went to Kranji to collect our vehicle and stores. Early in the morning waited for bus. Indented. I was told a bus, but couldn't see it... turned out to be a mini-van. diaos... Met up with my friends in 41. Chatted quite a bit. Sadly I lost my red pen.... sibei sians, everytime lend people then lost. That happened to my blue pen before I had my break. Now back in office without much people around. The rest went to chinatown for NEtrip. The rest of us who went to Kranji had ER at 12 but then lazy to go out or home. So feel like sleeping. lol. Good day I hope.

nuggets are small but it ain't light meal, full of oil. LOLs



Thursday, November 12, 2009
8:22 PM

-12th November 2009-

This is the mid of my OFF and leave. Spending quite a lot of time rotting. Has been a long time since I stayed home for so many days. Lappy broke down on the first day of OFF. Was panicking back then, afraid of the loss of data, repair cost etc. Today took back lappy, it's the graphics card burnt. Luckily total below 300. Today has been a good day. Took my bro for movie. 2012. Was kinda kiasu so went to the cinema super early. Though would have a lot of people queuing up like vivo gv but there was no one. LOL. Went to marina square gv. Was the first customer of the day. haas. After buying the tics, treated my bro Mcdonald breakfast meal as our lunch. Was a double breakfast. Had too much of the burgers, the breakfast tasted so much better than the normal meals.

2012 is a damn nice show. At least to me. Though the storyline too idealistic, everything else is breath-taking. exaggerated? The special effects have hardly any flaw and some parts really can make me cry. Touched my heart. 157min show.

Recently jiahui fell sick. From the day I know her, almost before every exam or test sure fall sick. Why??? Anyways hope she gets well soon and work real hard. Take Good Care!!!><. Hey this goes to all my other friends that I don't know you've fallen sick k. GET WELL SOON. Maybe it's time for miracles.


Wednesday, October 28, 2009
8:31 PM

-28th October 2009-

October has flew fast, now approaching the end of October. Was it a good thing? November is when my lull starts. Pocket would be so empty. EMPTY... So many things happened recently. Was trying so hard to let go something that I should have let go long long ago. I believe things are fated and planned by god. Yesterday I experienced a great coincidence... Supposed to attend IPSC from today till the 4th, but was last minute cancelled. Last evening took some time and a great great effort to go to ssdc to apply for enrolment. Was very lazy but finally.. enrolled. thanks Chong Yang for accompanying me. My understudy. haas. Anyways that's not the point. LOL. Just nice that there are lessons on the 2nd to 4th. Fitted to my schedule so nicely because the IPSC cancelled. Met Yong Gao on my way to ssdc. What's the chance of meeting a friend around there at the time? He's the one I very long never see... damn long... Went AMK for dinner at the 7-24 hawker centre. Guess what, saw Suyi. She sat quite far away but was like just in front of me. She didn't see me and I didn't say hi. She went off earlier than me. Was like... nevermind never say hi since she never see me. After dinner, went ntuc at AMK hub. So coincedent when I exit, she came in and we met. The day was full of coincidence. FATE

Every tough times is a learning experience that is pre-destined to make one stronger.
Learn and Grow.

Regards,
3SG YEO KELVIN =)
MTW


Tuesday, October 13, 2009
5:47 PM

Just had my birthday 2 days back on the 11Oct. Quite a nice weekend I had. On the 10th in the morning went to cousin house there with shu to reece the route there in case my friends lost their way( which they did). anyways not the big thing. haas...Still can remember on the 9th, I took the train home, coincidentally the cabin number is 1110..my birthdate. Ok, back to the 10th... went to IMM for lunch at MOS burger. Walked around the Mall then waited for shu's mum to come before I make my leave. Just nice when we are about to leave... met ad and her mum... soooo.. coincidental. I walked the wrong way out in the end boarded the shutter bus to jurong east interchange( was intended to walk back). When I got down the bus walking to the MRT, suddenly someone massaged my shoulder, hmm.. squeeze my shoulder. I jumped! LOL. turned back and saw my poly juniors. Really is "junior" cause only know them when in FO camp, my last FO in SP. The 1 who squeezed my shoulder say my shoulder feels the same...LOL.. I don't change my shoulder! anyways long story about that( FO stuff XD). 3 of them 1 know and 1 I never knew. Chatted to them quite a little when on my way home. Changed and then went out meet kenneth they all to celebrate. A lot people late lors... went sushi tei at TAKA for dinner then went Changing Appetites at MS for the desert. Saw quite a number of my friends in Orchard and City Hall. Had a really nice night with a lot of nice food.

11Oct, morning my mum made me 鸡蛋面线. Afternoon went to cousin house prepare my party stuff. Had a fun night. A lot of my friends did not make it in time cause they lost their way. Shu and Ad came 1st followed by my poly friends. Haas.. Played bingo. Had fun that night.

12Oct woke up.. feeling sick.. Sianz...13Oct.. also... took 2 days OFF, in the end stayed home and sleep. Tomorrow going back camp le.. haiz..


Wednesday, October 07, 2009
7:36 PM

-7th October 2009-

4 more days counting down to my birthday. Rather worried about how the day will turn out. Afraid that many of my friends cannot make it that evening. They gotta BOOK IN. haiz.... Now gotten a little time to blog in office. Everyone's gone, stayed back to use the internet for awhile. Busy Busy day today. Wrote 2 statements. One is for a screw that is broken and stuck in a equipment for so damn long ago and the other is for one of my warrant's calculator to send for repair. Today my office stuff seems like keep going missing. Flipping the office upside down since morning. Food in my camp is getting much better than before. Gained back the confidence to indent my meals in camp. There was a period of time when the food really CMI. lols. I'm taking over ADMIN SPEC for this current course. WOW.. heng for the next course I got replacement. My platform short of instructor so hahas.. don't have to do so long. Was previously planned from this course till feb. Life's have been chaotic but things are getting better as I have strong faith in YOU. YOU gave me strength to believe I can make things happen, things will go well when i believe. :)

Unfailing LOVE.

To my friends who is going to join this BIG BIG family call THE ARMY.... GOOD LUCK... it isn't that bad. Take it as a chalet at the offshore island for 2 months. With free food, free lodging, several wonderful excursions to the well grown theme park with exciting upslopes and down slopes. Don't need to worry about the tour there because you will get a very "caring" tour guide for every room. The hotel suite can accommodate 13 men some with seaview and some is just next to the nature reserves. isn't this fantastic?Meal time you will be served by 5 to 6 chiobus and yandaos... cool rite? but still you have to queue up.

BROs.. take care yo!


Sunday, September 27, 2009
3:59 PM

jus did my alternate blog, the link is on the right "the other me"

do comment.. haas..:)


Sunday, September 20, 2009
4:30 PM

-20th September 2009-

Last night went for Shuhui's last dance performance at the Victoria Concert Hall. The theatre was filled, packed. Only Jordan, Jeremy, samuel, Shenyi and me went, other than Shuhui's 2 other friends. After the performance we headed to chinatown for porridge at 11pm. Everyone were hungry. Slept rather late and woke up kind of early this morning. Went to airport to see Shuhui off. Had breakfast together and took some pictures with her camera. Though we are not that very close, we went through our poly life together. Now that she's leaving(left) for bali, quite sad. Held my sadness, but my day was kind of emo. Wish her well over there...

那一天知道你要走
我們一句話也沒有說
當午夜的鐘聲敲痛離別的心門
卻打不開我深深的沈默
那一天送你送到最後
我們一句話也沒有留
當擁擠的月台擠痛送別的人們
卻擠不掉我深深的離愁
我知道你有千言你有
萬語 卻不肯說出口
你知道我好擔心我好
難過 卻不敢說出口
當你背上行囊 卸下那份榮耀
我只能讓眼淚留在心底
面帶著微微笑 用力的揮揮手
祝你一路順風
當你踏上月台 從此一個人走
我只能深深的祝福你
深深的祝福你 最親愛的朋友
祝你一路順風

life have to go on. take good care, my friend.


Thursday, September 17, 2009
8:06 PM

-17th September 2009-

In life, there are times when you are uncertain about things. Stay focus. When you feel unbalanced, hold on to yourself and stay calm, think it through. Take a step back and plan, then move on.

We must be the change we wish to see in the world.(quoted from Gandhi)

Some games is like life, also resemblance the path of learning. Whatever ahead might not be always foreseen, every step, every move one takes has to be clear and mindful. Learn from mistakes, pick up yourself and move forward. Many a times you have to make your own decisions. What others can give you are just advices or guidance. When you are new, it's advice to trust and follow.

Be active and passive. Look at the past, focus on the present and foresee the future. Follow procedures at times but do open to options.

MOTIVATION is the activation or energisation of goal-oriented behavior. Motivation may be internal or external. So do motivate each other and motivate yourself. eg. ( 加油！加油！) haas!

Quote of the post:
The mind determines what's possible, the heart surpasses it.
-Pilar Coolinta-

All my friends( you know who you are), Thank you for being there for me. (:


Sunday, September 13, 2009
5:28 PM

-13th September 2009-

Loyalty

Trust, Believe, Follow

Responsibility

tested relationships, tested friendships




have you tested me enough throughout these years. Your place within me will always be the same and will always be.


Monday, September 07, 2009
8:09 PM

-7th September 2009-

Today had a very low day... No mood to even continue writing. Worst leave I've taken. Kinda waste... Hope my day tomorrow will be brighter... But guess won't be much more cheerful.


Saturday, August 29, 2009
9:15 AM

-29th August 2009-

Life's full of ups and down this passed week.
For every mistake I made, I'll take the responsibility, but sometime really wonder what's others will do. Wondered why he who noticed the problem didn't remedy on the spot? He who took over shouldn't he suppose to solve the mistake I made to prevent anymore from happening? Why he is put in-charged when he only know how to make people responsible and not take the responsibility to make it right? Sometime really can't stand such brainless and not responsible people. NATOs.

He's not the worst, but he's ranked 2nd. The worst one doesn't even show up in office, but when he appears, he pissed everyone off, super NATO.


Monday, August 17, 2009
8:22 PM

-17th August 2009-

Yesterday midnight finally back home. Has been in Thailand for the past 15 days. Missed home, and now I'm back=D



Wrote down some comments on my ipod touch...(Edited)

Day 1 (010809)
Today is the first day in Thailand. Everything so far is still fine. The weather here is very hot and make me wanna drink water. Bathroom is so much different from those I've been before. Had a parade at the parade square too. Went to the canteen and made a bag tag for myself and 1 for HY. Hax. Looking forward to a wonderful thai massage(never come true).

Day 2 (020809)
Last night slept well. Dreamt of ***. Some kind of dream that is leaving... somewhat like the drama. LOL. Had morning run and a fire drill practice. Overstrained my left knee. Old injury sustained from sispec. Painful. Hope tomorrow will recover. Settle stored all day. Maintained mortar. Moving tomorrow out at 12.30.

Day 3 (030809)
Woke up at 5am went to collect ammo. 12.30pm set off to new camp. KM camp. The trip took 2 hours. After that went to deployment ground which took another 1hour. We bought a lot of drinks. LOL. Had some field cooking. Quite a relaxing day, just that today get to know the bad news. We are going to shoot the new ilum bomb...we haven't try out before worse thing is that we are firing on a light mortar. This makes us the 1st batch of NSF to fire the new ilum.

Day 4 (040809)
Last night never sleep well. Hammock wasn't that nice to sleep in. Maybe I'm just not used to it. Maybe I tied it too low. Fired the new illum for the first time. Luckily everything turned out fine. Just that there's this f*** up encik from WTW around. Gave some very dumb comments and act like he know what's going on but apparently he got his facts all wrong. Damn irritating. Everyone can't wait for him to leave. Now I can declare that I've fired almost all 3 platform. Tonight sleeping alone, the 4 cadets including YZ have to do sentry for the night. This time tied the hammock well, hope will have a good night sleep... Wanna tell *** good night.

Day 5 (050809)
Today not firing. Morning maintained mortar, then slack:) Had lots and lots of food today. Dinner had SFI food and sunit(RTA laision) gave us a packet of his food, Char siew rice, a bbq catfish that he caught and a big kunning. After dinner he gave us another catfish and a packet of tom yum soup, a pack of chicken and 4 packets of rice. We gave him fruits and he gave us so much food. The food was great. An enjoyable day. ><

to be continued...

Day 6 (060809)
Today had a very short firing cause there's some screw ups with the other factors. Waited until wanna sleep. Had an unforgetable bathing experience ever. After firing about 11, we went to bathe at the "car water"(water truck). The wind is super cold. Freezing. Shivered like hell. Hax. Was fun though. lol. So wanna text JH a happy birthday tomorrow.


Day 7 (070809)
Whole day never really done anything much. Slacked whole day. At night the rest of the people went back to camp to rest and wash up but my friends and I didn't. Going back is very troublesome. The whole place is very empty and deserted after they left. Had a very fun and meaningful chat with or RTA laision and another RTA. Very enjoyable just that we are kinda sleepy le. smsed JH, hope she received my birthday greeting.


Day 8 (080809)
Had a freezing night. Rained heavily. Feets were cold. Glad my ipod got recharged. thanks to KW at the OP. Now got music. Afternoon nothing to do again, the drink lorry came with the uncle and his daughter in it. His little daughter made us all a friendship band each. So I took the lightstick strings and made them a band each too. Hax. Like cultural exchange. Night time, sunit caught a firefly. observed the bug up close. 1st time.


Day 9 (090809)
Last night smsed JH the happy birthday wish. She said was kinda bad. Hope today she'll be happy. Now raining again. Today fired a lot of bombs. Had shower in the dark. Then kana scratched by thorns. It hooked onto my skin. damn pain. texted mum and shu(never receive).


Day 10 (100809)
Last day out in the field. Finally. Just now chief of arty came down to look at how we doing. First time talking to him. Tomorrow going back to SYC. Exercise coming to an end.. yay!


Day 11 (110809)
This outfield having a series of dreams, seems to have some link and it's like telling me someting. Today back in SYC. Need settle some stores. Very soon will be the end of frame dinner follow by R n R. Missing so many people. tired. sleep soon.


Day 12 (120809)
Today RTA had soccer with our people. Practicaly that's the main event of the day. I had no appetite for my dinner. Was thinking about many many things especially .......(too long)....

to be continued....again


Friday, July 31, 2009
7:33 PM

-31st July 2009-

Later flying off for my 1st oversea exercise. Anxious yet reluctant. Anyways it's just 2 weeks. Took it as a 2 weeks outfield camp. lol. Hope the weather is not so terrible cause the weather forecast shows THUNDERSTORM packets for the whole 2 weeks!!!!! Hope there's no need to see the MO for any reason. Pray hard. Hope I didn't forget to bring any important thing there. I'll be back my friends.

(:


Monday, July 27, 2009
9:37 PM


-27th July 2009-

today had lunch with my poly buddies at orchard central. Lols. Was craving for the Japanese restaurant. They knew I was
interested in that restaurant. Went to eat at ootoya. The food was fantastic. The tea was great and I feel the service
is much better than others. Lols. The menu made me indecisive. Wanna eat everything.

refer to facebook for rest of pics :D




Saturday, July 18, 2009
7:07 PM

-18th July 2009-Last night had a enjoyable night with my fellow clubmates. Has been a long long time since we went out to have a good good meal. Wore my cui3 smart 4 go. LOL. Didn't really planned to go, only remembered when I was out of camp. Went to tiong bahru Plaza to get a can of clear coat spray. After that, went to city hall meet them. It was really crowded there last evening. I feel so outstanding. Anyways doesn't matter. hahax. went over to kuishin-bo at suntec for dinner. Dinner was awesome. The crab... yum yum, the other stuff too are fantastic. This comes with $$ too.. hax. Took couple of photos with the rest though I couldn't really do special poses.. lol.
Attendance: Jordon, Keith, cherwei, Rui xiang, shu hui, Amanda, benny, Lawrence and ME.(:

Wonderful evening, wonderful dinner, and a batch of wonderful friends that I'll miss. Missed the times when we did all the camps and events together and the uncountable outings.


Saturday, July 11, 2009
1:29 PM

-11th July 2009-

Ups and downs through this week. Currently, its lowest of the week. Drowning in music, trying to drown myself. Telling myself I'll be fine. I will? Will I? I hope, I wish, I pray. This day have come after such long years. It's time for the end. It will be a new beginning. Let this river flow down my cheeks.. please... but it didn't... I'll be stronger and keep fighting. Now I'm trying to reach out my hand, guide me.

A WARRIOR will continue with his crusade... With pride I lead, I'll inspire.

Last evening went meet friends for dinner. Carried my big bag of army stuff along... sianz. Shifting to Kranji camp for 10 days for course. Won't be able to see this new batch of trainees pass out this coming wednesday. I know my direct trainees will be able to lead with pride and pass down the knowledge. My detachment always last to finish the training while the rest already went to take a break le. They always complain in the beginning but now, they understood. I see them grow. I know I'll be proud of them. I always tell them, my detachment will always be the best detachment. I make them do everything and reminded them on every single detail. They get more practises and I teach them with passion. For some, I scolded, guess they understood. Do the right thing at the right time.

When going home last night, met the trainee I taught the previous course. Surprised. Hax. I was the instructor for his reservice mortar commander course, he's the PC, LTA. Hmm.. luckily don't need to call his name last night cause I forgotten. hax. I love what I'm doing, I take reservice personnel, I learn from them too about the working life outside and get more experience. So far... my path in my specialisation... after pass out, 1st to be cross trained in both MTC and towed. The only 1 in my wing(NSF) both train, after my upper study ORDed. After conversion, took 46SAR opr course for a week then I gotten chicken pox. After recovery, took the 453SAR nsmen course and now finishing the new 5th MTC ASC course. Went for EX milo and support 24SA radar and my course's livefiring. August going for EX bk. Comparing to my colleagues, the other 2 friends who passed out as instructor like me, They only went to the radar and our course's livefiring. Heard EX bk, I'll be firing SP mortar. Means I'll be the only NSF in my wing to fire all 3 platform. :D

Recently, building stronger friendship with other specs in my institute. Especially this friend who is the first to borrow mess tin from me. The friendship started with a mess tin.. hax.. yup true. Somehow he gives me the nice feeling of being back in poly. He calls me the way my poly buddies call each other. His name is quite special, Favien. 1st of which I've heard of. He's a very nice guy, just like my other poly classmates! ^^. YZ now still in my wing, hope he'll be chosen to be instructor together with me too.

To all my friends... take good care(all). get well soon(james)

god bless.




I want to get w995!!!! counting down to my hp contract end.


Sunday, June 28, 2009
7:42 PM

-28th June 2009-

Has been some
time since I last posted something... Yesterday finally watched transformer, revenge of the fallen. The show was great. This time the sequel they added some humour. Quite unexpecting. Watched with my poly buddies. James, edwin wasn't free. Royston last min got things on, luckily ccl managed to come.. Hax. Saw quite a few of my trainees at jp. 1 of them, the ooc wanted to watch yesterday but he didn't get the tics. All sold out. Luckily we booked online. Heng ah!.. I bought a bottle of long island tea from the ntuc. Was so tempted to buy it everytime I visit the supermarket. Hmm... The taste was not bad and it kept me warm in the cinema.. LOL.. Jut that I don't really like the taste of volka. Was kinda moody yesterday. Had lunch at Thai express. At 3pm... Kinda late. I ordered tom yam soup with clear noodle. The clear soup. Jq ordered the red tom yam. Hax, still the clear one taste better. More spicy and sour. Fantastic.. Finish lunch about 4.30pm, dad called to ask me back home cause going out for dinner... Went sembawang there for dinner. Seafood dinner at 6!!! But dinner was great larx.. Haha. Today stayed home. Levelled my character in my mmorpg game. Tomorrow morning going back camp, start of mortar drills. Needa drink lots.

For those I cared about, take good care.

For all my friends, god bless.


Sunday, June 07, 2009
10:18 AM

-7th June 2009-

Just done with my ATP last thursday. Shooting can be a talent, luck or just simply practice. Only managed to get a pass. Friday was the first day took this new batch of trainee for training. Not as bad as it seems but there's more days to come. JC batch, quite troublesome, not stereotyping k but a lot of the JC guys are really not as good as the poly guys. Hope I don't have to f them. For this batch, I'm gonna be the bad guy. hax.

saw this nice pic on the net. cool..

saw this watch also.. damn nice!!
its a EVA W01 watch.. eh... the back is a figurine.


anyway, signing off...
missing some friends...


Friday, May 29, 2009
8:36 PM

-29 May 2009-

I'm now back home for a couple of hours. So feel like sleeping lerx but I can't. Later gotta go back camp. Tomorrow going for another live-firing to support the radars practice. Yesterday did guard duty till this morning. Didn't really sleep. Going back soon... haiz... can't wait for sunday man.. hax.


Tuesday, May 26, 2009
7:14 PM

-26th May 2009-

Have you thought of buying pink dolphin at the saf canteen? How often do you find them selling? This is why saf personnels don't really get pink dolphin.
"get charged"!!
yesterday cleaned my scissors.


Monday, May 25, 2009
9:54 AM

don't know why am i getting all the cold shoulders recently. Especially by those I considered as god friends. Seems like I'm going to stand alone like a last warrior on a battlefield?hmm...


Friday, May 22, 2009
4:57 PM

-22th May 2009-

Today is Friday, the end of the week. Last night came back from our 453 summex. On Monday the new ASCs are coming. Guess I taking off on Monday. Recently upset about how selfish are some people. Maybe it takes time to see clearly what kind of friends you are with. Something happened today made me change my mind about someone. My impression about this someone wasn't so nice till yesterday. He asked me how I feel about him and what can he improve on. Ok, to be frank, he's the Course SM for the 453. He's new so I told him many things like he got many things to learn and more things to be aware of, cause he is new. This morning he also treated all of us to breakfast at the canteen.

Now I'm left in the office. The rest already went off for early release. I stayed back to help my friend. Everytime it seems like I'm the only one offering all the help to my friends. The rest immediately ran off when ER was given. Seems like there's much more things not settled yet and Monday is the in-pro already!!! disappointed. during the 453, 4 of posted out friends were attached back to help out. Because they are attached to us, the can't really do many things, not even able to sign out the keys for the armskote. And... I'm still the only one willing to wake up go draw for them and accompany them. Everyday the NSmen thought I'm the duty instructor!!! But, there's always a good side to it, they are called back for reservice, somehow I get to interact with them more and yup, learnt alot from them :) Was kinda enjoyable when I'm with the NSmen. Whenever they have problem, they find me. Though sometime find it stressful, it's a very good learning experience and this also means they saw my pros.

This sat, jq asked me out. Maybe will ask the rest too.. would be enjoyable but feel like just staying at home. jiamin also asked me join them for the weekend, I rejected, wanna stay home. But then.... just see how.. lol. maybe meet jq and my poly buddies.

when it comes to tough times... people show their real colours... that's when you know who are your real friends.

Congrats to the best trainee and the best operator of 453 course. The pc and ammo loader I taught. :D proud of you guys! though you all older.. lol

smiles!^^


Wednesday, May 20, 2009
7:37 AM

-20th May 2009-

Has been some time since I last blogged. Now another short post. Sometime it hurts to see how selfish people are. Sometimes it takes time to see how " friend" is your friend. I wish I can have a better and more responsible people working around me. For my friends, do take good care.

smiles :D


Tuesday, May 05, 2009
6:39 PM

- 5th May 2009-

Today went bugis with hongyun. Hax. Again went to watch movie with only 1 good friend. Yesterday and today feels like Saturday and Sunday. LOL. Anyways we went the new shopping at bugis for movie. Watched x-men origins wolverine. A very nice show, to me I feel it's nice. It's pretty different from the conventional x-men 1 to 3. The cinema is filmgarde, same as the one in kallang entertainment centre. We bought a large popcorn combo. Just 10 bucks for 2 large drinks and a large popcorn. Wu hua sia.
The popcorn are nice, ok at least better than cathay and gv. But somehow I find the kallang 1 is better. Is more hot. After the show we went walk around and saw this nice costume in "otaku house". The salesgirl approached us to help us out the moment we went in and keep following us around though we said we just looking around.. hmm... wonder if she's stalkin us sia..
nice rite? should be from FF i think. Went to another concept show and bought something nice. Paid at the cashier then the cashier returned wrongly. Hax. Wonder was she trying to catch our attention. LOL.I think I think to much. Went to the washroom there. They have nice washroom. see....:)
from the washroom can see the bugis street. 1 big problem is the washroom so hidden.
can see the right is the lift and guess where the washroom?? I nearly went to the "3" there. hax. Also took couple of shots in the shoping center.
hax. Right after I took this picture, the security guard approached me and say can't take picture.. lol. eh just realised that. There's this small sigh right at the door saying no photography. kinda lame. anyways had a nice time out with hongyun, just that jiahui and jiamin not there today. haiz. Tonight going back to camp. Hope everything's fine when I go back.

smiles big big :D ( hahaha)


Monday, May 04, 2009
10:18 PM

-4th May 2009-

Today took my off-in-lieu. Burnt my saturday and sunday out in the sun. Exercise milo. It's the 'real' livefiring. Usually our livefiring uses about 140 for 4 dets... But this milo... Omg. 180 plus per det. The 1st time I say the ammo... Don't ever think that it would be possible to finish firing. Saturday night had thunderstorm. Zeus is like spamming lightning the whole night. And the commando mosquitoes raided everyone. Totally shagged out. Had sunburn and lots of bites. Woke up this morning with aches all over. Today went out meet shu. Chat and lunched. Shared a terrible bowl of chendol at tiong kopitiam. Really terrible the chendol. Guess won't eat chendol there again anymore. Hax.! When I back home, took a nap at 6. Guess im really tired. Woke up at 7.40 for dinner. Had headache. Thats for today. Kinda short day. Going to bed soon. Hope time will have a more fun day before I go back for work on wed


Friday, May 01, 2009
1:50 PM

for -30th April 2009-

last day of the month, the day of shit. Early in the morning realised there's so much stuf undone left for me to do. Things that should have been done few weeks back or the previous days. The day when I'm the only one from MTC left, the day when the world fell on me. luckily i survived... hope wont have some more shit left for me.

stress, headache, shit, encouragement, smile BIG BIG(thx)

today 1st May 2009
only have half the day, night time reporting back for tomorrows and sunday's milo. YZ going too. hax. guess I'll be more tired than him. hax.


Sunday, April 26, 2009
10:27 PM

tomorrow going back camp le. yay yong zheng posted to ai also. can night time go talk to him. hax. had a nice day. maybe other day then talk more. going sleep soon. :D for those concerns, don't worry. smiles!!


8:34 AM

-26th April 2009-

yesterday, the 25th of April. An enjoyable day out with some new friends and a old friend, not that old though. lol. anyways had fun. Went to bugis swensen for ice cream. Had earthquake and fondue. Hmm... to many, ice cream quite sinful, to me, it's ain't anything but yummy. Not chocolatety enough and the earthquake don't look that impact. maybe more people eating bax. Didn't take any picture myself, guess the rest took quite a lot of pictures. Maybe Imight upload some when I receive the pics. We played games. IG.. haiz. has been so long since I ply interactive games. but really had fun. We was kinda noisy there. quite pai seh and some customers complained about us. Knew that would be coming. Lost the game and did forfeit with jiahui and daniel. did a short banana dance. Luckily never follow the banana dance that hongyun suggest, or else would be more malu. hax. After the ice cream we went to expo for their church service. was the 2nd time Im there. No comments on what I think, but those who want to know I'll be fine to tell anyone. There's a part of it when they welcome newcomers and something.. don't know how to say... karmen and hongyun asked me whether I wanna go down. I'm glad they know when I tell them you know what will be my answer. hmm.. oh that's for karmen. for hongyun I told him maybe next time I tell you why. Dinner at about 9. very hungry. went home quarrelled with my mum. she dislikes me got for church thingy cause I'm a buddhist. Was kinda worried last night for the many reasons. Today morning turned out to be quite fine. Guess my mum do understand that I know my priority and I can control myself. So later.. I'm going to meet my poly friends. yay!!! miss them so much.

guess continue after im back in the afternoon.:)


Friday, April 24, 2009
6:13 PM

bored..


Wednesday, April 22, 2009
5:17 PM

-22th April 2009-

Almost completed here's 00 raiser
left the sword :D

now... completion
finally completed my new member. 00 raiser.